No, I already did that last summer, her attitude turns me off to the highest point. She is a child, and now I can only see a child when I see her.
Basically the only thing I dropped are carbs. For now I’m just forcing my body to use fat as fuel because I want my body to adapt, but fruits are definitly on the table. I’ll check if I can find the audiobook!
One of the title I haven’t experimented with is Regeneration. I was never a big fan of healing… I feel like the time I’m listening to healing script I could listen to some scripting that push me to change in a direction like “making more money”, “be more charming”, “have more confidence”.
Yesterday night, while going to sleep, I’ve had an intuition about trying out Regeneration today. I’ve been listening to Emperor recently, and Wanted for a long time before that. Seems there are some stuff that was getting in the was of me being the Emperor or being the Wanted man.
Proof of that is that I’ve had results the exact same day I listened to my first loop of rebirth, and the next day. Rebirth, in a single loop, removed some blockage. I’m wondering if regeneration could do the same (while working in a different zone than rebirth).
Rebirth is more focused on accepting the change, while regeneration is really working on removing bad shit. If I can combine Regeneration and Rebirth, while running Emperor, I should be able to get healing touching a large spectrum of stuff in my life (work, self confidence, sex, attraction, physical shaping… Everything that’s in Emperor).
Will see how it goes, right now I can’t really go out or do some social stuff as everything is shut down… But I hope that I’ll be able to remove some blockage with regeneration 
It’s 3h30 PM and I’m still fasting. No drugs or anything.
I don’t think I’m feeling Regeneration. It seems pretty smooth, I’ve just finished my fast at 6h30PM, ate my meal. I don’t have a lot of hunger
So, two loops of Stark ZP this morning, will see how it goes.
Having recon after my two loops of stark, I feel anxious and frankly a littlebit overwhelmed.
Probably the price to pay for me mixing so much subs in the past two weeks. I’ve tryed regeneration, mogul, ran emperor, Rebirth, Wanted and now Stark.
Planning to see how I feel on love bomb!
I feel like right now I’m piloting my plane and trying to pull different levers see how my mind react. Will love bomb change my mind about life? Maybe I’ll jump back on Chosen as I am still looking to change my inside.
My subconscious is trying to tell me something, and I can’t listen, I don’t know how. I’m stuck in fear, fear of failure, fear of living maybe? Fear of changing country, fear of lacking money, fear of dying, fear of rejection… Yesterday I realised that life is scary as fuck because there are no right anwsers and I got to figure some anwser all by myself!
Stark, and probably emperor until now, pushed me to think about it : What do I want to build? What do I want to do?
Last listening day today.
I will take 6 days off since I ran more different subs. This morning I ran Stark and Wanted (1 loop each). For now I think I’ll run chosen from within, Wanted and Stark, I like how stark is making me, I also like how Wanted is making me, and chosen from within is making me grow on the inside (in terms of love, hope and regeneration!).
While waiting for Khan, this will, be my stack, when Khan comes back in ZP, I’ll probably switch it with chosen from within since St1 has strong healing.
So, today I ran 1 loop of Wanted and 1 loop of Stark. Taking 6 days from now on.
This morning I did photography, I was comfortable in front of the camera don’t know if I was hotter that usual from the external side of things, but I got invictus feedback on the pics and they definitly are good 
My friend is texting me a lot. That’s stark for you.
Currently in my second day of break. I’m starting back to listen this week end (saturday). For now I’m still pretty relax.
Also, I lost 1% BF since starting OMAD/Keto
Wow, btw, I noticed the tone of voice of my roommate is higher than usual. She talks to me like she talks to a guy she is attracted to hahaha
It’s funny because I’ve been swiping casually on bumble, and I noticed that I look a lot more are the description and the emotions the girl gives off. A lot of profiles just turn me off…
I remember I wasn’t thinking like that before!!
Yesterday just before bed I had an idea for my research paper and when it clicked, I was like “Why didn’t I think about this sooner!!!”
Stark is integrating!!
I just went out of the house to buy some weed, so I had to walk and take the metro. I must tell, my walk’s got some swag hahaha
Might be from Wanted or Stark.
This morning, I’ll do CFW+Wanted, before going to Stark, which would be my normal stack. I want to see if 1 loop Wanted can heal with CFW.
I just checked a clip explaining that woman do the first move :
Here is an interesting clip I’ve found!
1 loop PS and 1 loop Stark this morning.
Getting back to Chosen from within in 2 days!
Anything new that you’ve noticed?
Today I went out, and it’s special, I was shy in the past few days with people, but today I was looking woman… Like looking to see if I can find some attractive! Social anxiety was lower, I didn’t felt like prople were out to get me as much.
I feel like this loop is hitting wayyyy faster than my last run of PS ZP!!
I also got new perfume, I bought Invictus and Versace because of @Invictus and @Moon
That’s great… working on yourself.
Have you tried projecting desire with eye contact?
I’m starting in that direction! I hold eye contact for longer! But I don’t feel as confident as when I was on Khan