It’s funny what preference people may have on the ‘negative flavors’ they’d rather experience lol.
Social anxiety does suck- I felt flashes of ackward-ness for the first time today in like 6 months. Normally I feel like I’m oozing comfort, at home everywhere and with everyone, and super strong ability to be with tension in all forms, today there were moments where I couldn’t figure out where to put my arms