Small talk is.imortant if you have a managerial role in a highly political sensitive organisation (my role). Should have stacked with PCC. Currently running a custom
Also I enjoy small talk, I feel it is important in general
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You’ll soon see that you’re doing small talk in a very calculated way that fits your Emperor agenda.
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Anyone taking complete rest day (no Ultima on that day) and doing the title rotation strategy seeing better benefits???
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So the 3 main subs I’m running are emperor, primal and ascension, every other day I’m alternating ascension and primal.
My rest day is godlike masculinity ultima which I haven’t ran every other day Yet but I will soon.
So long story short Wednesday morning I’m at work and a girl it short shorts walks by with a guy around 4 am and she catches me checking her out and waves.
15 min later she comes knocking on my door with the guy smoking, I decided to go to the door and she told me how she thought I was really handsome and she just wanted to say HI. The dude was smoking not to far from us but listening.
I was super caught off guard and filled with massive insecurities and judgments.
Judgments like she’s taller than me, she probably thought I was taller or the same height when she saw me sitting.
She wasn’t from here, I think the dude was gay because she said he’s her clubbing buddy. And some other stuff. My brain gave the excuse it’s prolly her BF.
I wanted to give her my number, I wanted to say so much more but I repressed my sexuality.
I’m not focused on women at the women because I don’t have my shit together in life and it really makes me feel insecure. I would love to have women but I’m not happy with who I am as a man.
I didn’t push or be a sexual person, I let the conversation die and let her go on with her way with the dude.
Now back to the subs.
I’m guessing emperor manifested this situation for me ?
I’ve never had a girl come approach me and say she thought I was handsome etc it was definitely out of the ordinary and either emperor manifested it or possibly ascension. Primal is inner game so it can’t be that. Just a very interesting experience that I thought I would jot it down
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well these things can happen dont think about it too much 
your a handsome guy no doubt about that.
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i noticed this experience when i started with sub-club,
liking tracks and music and then buying those records , then now looking back and listneing it doesnt sounds appealing and so much like it did, idk if its just me or others here as well see it, i feel like im not stable and im always fluctuating
and music is important to me since i am dj and also a starting music producer, so its a very important role
but idk
What a laser focused stack, nice.
Your testosterone must have testosterone.
She caught it on the wind.
Hypergamy is a mug.
Being a tall guy, I’ve never experienced this particular worry. If it helps, a lot of taller girls I know prefer guys of average height.
Primal and Ascension won’t let that happen for much longer.
What makes you think that an inner game subliminal isn’t going to give you challenges related to inner game?
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Hmmm good question. For that specific situation because it was so out of the ordinary, I never had something like that happen to me regarding girls I had to chock it up to emperor. It manifested that situation in my opinion, I could be definitely wrong though. That’s the problem with running 3 major subs. I don’t know what’s doing what lol. I don’t think primal manifested that situation because it doesn’t have any manifesting abilities like how emperor or ascension does.
Now with feeling a ton of insecurities while in the interaction with her that could have been the primal. My inner game felt really bad while talking to her. The monkey chatter in my head was going off about how I don’t have xyz and it was causing me to feel shame while talking to her and not being enough as a man.
I don’t know though just guessing here about what sub is doing what, for all I know primal was the reason for this whole thing and not the other 2 subs
Ahhh. Your logic is sound. Emperor manifested challenges for me as well. Go with your gut on this one. Perhaps it isn’t any single title, it could very well be both Emperor manifesting it and Primal revealing to you things to work on or that it is currently working on.
I’ve had Primal in my custom since I got it, along with AM and IC. I think it’s been about three months or so. As of yesterday, I find it easier to converse with women and there’s a sexual undertone on my end. It’s a vibe I feel emanate from me. That’s something I’ve been waiting for for awhile.
I should also have journaled it…I guess this counts 
What are your goals with Primal?
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how do you like primal ? I absolutely love primal, it’s on my top 3 fav sub club subs the other 2 are ascended mogul and ascension. You are running 2 of my favorite ones. I’m currently running primal to help me not repress my sexuality. One of the reasons I’ve struggled with Nofap over the years is repressing my sexuality. I would let out my sexual energy with pmo. It was my main and only outlet for my sexual energy. When using primal I start to tap into the healthy side of my sexuality, I dance in my room, sing more, I feel more at one with nature, god etc. I become more spiritual on primal. In a very unexpected way for me primal helps with Nofap.
I can recall few times in the past when talking to girls while running primal my eyes were oozing with my sexual energy, With the way I was looking at them.
So right now you have primal, AM, and IC in your custom ? Or you have a primal custom ?
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I have just run a couple of loops of Primal so still new to me. But I can relate to this, it’s like the eyes are vibrating when gazing at women I fancy. I also suppressed my sexuality for most my adult life. With Primal it feels like I never hesitate in my inner dialogue when looking at girls. If I like something about a particular woman, appreciative thoughts about her flows freely and unfiltered in my head.
Amazing sub!
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Jeeze man what you wrote feels like something I would write word for word because I couldn’t agree more. Your eyes vibrating while gazing at women is your sexual energy being expressed in a healthy way through your eyes. There’s no surprise while on Nofap people who relapse, binge etc look dead in the eyes, lifeless etc it’s because they have depleted their sexual energy, life force energy, and it’s reflecting in there eyes.
I remember one instance while having primal in my stack I saw a women passing my building and I was looking at her because I found her really hot. She saw me looking, I was gazing at her and not looking away, my eyes were filled with lust while staring at her. This women quickly looked away probably because of nervousness then 2 seconds later looked back at me and saw me still looking at her. After she saw me still looking she could not walk straight, she got flustered, started playing with her hair, and started to wobble as if she been drinking and couldn’t walk.
As for your last sentence you appreciating certain aspects of women is also facts. I can be bitter regarding females due to female nature but on primal I appreciate women more whether Beaty or qualities that they have that I find pleasant.
Primal is a very underrated sub club sub, I feel like it doesn’t get enough love
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I am pretty sure you are quoting the script lol
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Whose quoting what script ? Lol you know what’s in the primal script ?
Very true. Also if it comes and goes naturally as it arises, it does not linger in your mind. I guess that’s why porn can be so enticing as a way of releasing this tension if not dealt with. So I guess that’s why it feels so freeing in the moment because it gives energy rather than sucking it like a vampire.
hey sage, what do you mean by emperor manifested challenges for you ?
im going through some right now and im running emperor
can you elaborate more on that? read a lot of posts that says emperor gives you challenges and stuff
would you mind talking about how it manifested ?
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I wasn’t sure where Primal was affecting me until recently. My libido is neutral nowadays up until I see a female that interests me and then my full sexual desire rises quickly and immediately in response. I have my own limitations to deal with in regards to Primal still, though. I never ran the main store title so I don’t know what that one is like. Thus I don’t have a prior reference ‘flavor’ to compare my results with Primal now to past use, if that makes sense.
All of that to say, I think I’ll be able to answer that better in about another month. I feel as if AM has been the main focus of my results from my custom, which is okay with me because that was the goal at the time
I understand. The reason I’ve wanted Primal for so long is that the main store description of Primal IS the optimal expression of my sexual being. Prior to SubClub and on my best times of NoFap, I have become very close to the store description of Primal.
I think Primal is working on me well, I just don’t always give it credit because when I end up edging to porn like I have been recently, I feel like I’m failing myself and consider removing Primal in order to decrease sexual focus in my stack so I can maintain.
It’s not Primal, however. I literally look it up at times when I don’t have an urge out of ‘curiosity’. Like I have no desire for porn but it’s more from boredom lately. And I’m able to not nut and turn to other things almost at will.
Adding LDU to my stack recently has already begun to affect my sexuality. I’m eager to see where it goes.
That’s the best way I know how to describe Primal ATM. It’s not as easy for me as ASCENSION to postulate on.
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Yes, this.
The former, my custom The Son of Lightning is a three core custom consisting of what you mentioned.
This was my thought, as well.
I can try. I started out with the Emperor title back in last September and I haven’t run it in many months or read back in my journal so let me think…
It manifested quite a few issues for me back when I was a truck driver. My girlfriend wanting me to come home and pressuring me to find another job, and then flipping and telling me she’s grateful I have this job.(Edit: she also had very scary moments where dudes would bang on the door late at night screaming for her to let them in, guys watching the house not so covertly, etc etc)
When you’re on the road, this can be quite stressful.
It manifested situations where I needed to stand up for myself and low-key get into people’s asses to get things done. There was more than one time where I let the mask fall and let people know, with no chance for misinterpretation, that whatever delay it was wasn’t gonna fly.
And lo, fly it did not. I get shit done on Emperor and I receive respect and deference immediately when using it.
It manifested financial issues that caused me to start saving money. I saved almost 10k within six months between my checking account and 401k.
It helped me to get my credit better, as I was looking for a home and/or car at the time.
It manifested people with attitudes around me that I had to put in their place, either verbally or energetically.
It also manifested me fracturing my ankle on the job, which turned out to be a perfect godsend. I’m quite certain that last one will displease a mod, so allow me to expand a bit.
I fractured my ankle putting on snow chains in Utah, October. 364 days into me driving for CR England.
365 days, and my obligatory driving contract with them was complete.
My mantra working for them was I’m going to be done driving for them the day I had finished my year. It kept me going.
The godsend, you might be wondering. Where is it? Well. I was able to spend time with my son, which I had hardly had time to do before this. I was able to repair my relationship with my girlfriend. I was able to avoid the terrible weather that started very soon after I fractured my ankle. I was put on workman’s comp for over half a year while my ankle was healing, all the while collecting checks at 2/3 of my normal pay, tax free. I used that and what I saved to get my Route for my family. I wasn’t driving for England anymore and, true to my mantra, I have not and will not again.
That, and more, is why people should keep in mind that challenges that Emperor sends you are not simply to test your mettle.
As the venerable @Malkuth said the other day, here at SubClub we make our own luck. Luck is an illusion, so what does that statement mean?
That’s for you to decide.
Edit: before you ask why I stopped using the Emperor, I was at home recovering from my injury and at the time, the rhetoric about lack of action causing massive recon on that title was prevalent and, while I was obviously up for the challenge of running it as my first title…
I didn’t want that smoke
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