Dream results:
When i served at the military iwas very mentally weak, timid and fearful, one of the guys who served with me bullied me really hard for 1 year and i eas scared shitless from him.
In my dream we met all the friends from military and we bumped into each other, i felt kinda of scared for a second and than i thought to myself “tf am i scared of? This skinny ugly mf? I can beat him up if i want to” so i went to shake his hand and he literally avoided me, he couldn’t look in my eyes, i tried to shake his hand again, and again he avoided me.
Weird dream, sometimes i wish i could meet him again and beat him up, more than all of the bullies i had during school, he was the worst, he humiliated me so many times i just wanted to kill myself.
So if i really see him in feal life, i dont know how i would react, will i lash out in anger and beat him up? Will i still be afraid of him? Will i just pretend nothing happened? Will i shake his hand? How will he react to me? Will he keep bullying me? I don’t know.
I hope i never see him again but at the same time i want to see him again.