@Geoff @Niten_Ichi-ryu thanks for the input, you have made me rethink this, im still not sure tho.
Can you share what, if any negative effects you’ve experienced? I mean based on what you said above, you’re doing better with KB than without.
So this mysterious feeling of wanting to stop screams reconciliation since it’s an irrational feeling. Introspect, think about it.
No negative experiences, im just not sure if i it’s what i need right now.
The sex with my gf is already great and usually i have high energy anyways, so i dont see the benefit of running it right now, especially now when im doing Emperor and QL which are very heavy and hard on me so im looking to free up processing space for only 2 titles.
The main reason o started using KB is to make my aura stronger, but i don’t know if its something i need right now.
I would say complete the cycle, complete a washout, and then at the start of your next cycle decide if you need it or not. You’ll get a lot of bloom during your washout, and until that happens, you don’t have the info you need to make an informed decision.
If you’re feeling overloaded, feel free to drop the listening time of KB, or to take 2 rest days instead of one. Intuitive listening is always valid.
Ok i will keep it for now
Results:
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I care less about what other people think about me, i feel like i developed a resilience to judgement
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Stronger will power, i feel like i can achieve anything through will power alone
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Even after working physically for like 3 hours, without no energy i did my sales calls today, but i still did them, without energy and motivation, but with will power
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I feel resilient to everything, judgement? Dont care. Ton of work to do? So what?
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I feel physically stronger, more masculine body language, deeper voice blah blah
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More confidence and self assuredness
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I feel totally calm at all time, i feel ZERO anxiety and feat
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Totally stoic
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My memory is improving, my smartness has increased overall
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More energy
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Better sex
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Better sleep, my sleep cycle also got regulated, i used to he tired af at 19:00 and than suddenly become super awake at later hours, only falling asleep at 4-5 am, waking up at 7 am groggy and tired af with a brain fog all day, not i fall asleep at earlier hours and i wake up at 7 am easily (usually before the clock) with tons of energy and focus
And much much more
My next order supplement stack
- Cordyceps
- Black Ant
- Nettle Root
- Reishi
- Boron
Now im taking only Omega 3, raw garlic and a blend of 10 mushrooms
I will order the stack i mentioned above when i finish my 10 mushrooms blend
I will probably stop eating raw garlic as i feel ot sometimes lowers my blood pressure too much, maybe i will just drop it from everyday to twice a week
Really want to go back to the carnivore diet, still dont have the money for it
Dream results:
When i served at the military iwas very mentally weak, timid and fearful, one of the guys who served with me bullied me really hard for 1 year and i eas scared shitless from him.
In my dream we met all the friends from military and we bumped into each other, i felt kinda of scared for a second and than i thought to myself “tf am i scared of? This skinny ugly mf? I can beat him up if i want to” so i went to shake his hand and he literally avoided me, he couldn’t look in my eyes, i tried to shake his hand again, and again he avoided me.
Weird dream, sometimes i wish i could meet him again and beat him up, more than all of the bullies i had during school, he was the worst, he humiliated me so many times i just wanted to kill myself.
So if i really see him in feal life, i dont know how i would react, will i lash out in anger and beat him up? Will i still be afraid of him? Will i just pretend nothing happened? Will i shake his hand? How will he react to me? Will he keep bullying me? I don’t know.
I hope i never see him again but at the same time i want to see him again.
Bro, i make 9000nis a month, if i eat 1kg of ground beef per day it’s 1400nis a month, than i have 7600nis left a month, i dont have any other expenses other than a little bit of gas money for my sister’s car (we drive together to work) and every few months on supplements.
So even if i eat carnivore i can keep at least 7k every month, so im going to start carnivore probably next week.
Which sub do you think helped with this? Asking because I have very similar problem.
Could be QL because of the hormonal balance amd nervous system regeneration + stopping mind chatter but i also think i read somewhere that all new subliminals have sleep support or maybe it was only emperor but i could be wrong.
I also noticed an increase in sleep quality since starting emperor
Had a really good dream tonight, in my dream i had sex with the hottest girl in my highschool, during highschool i always wanted her but i was not a guy who could attract women back then.
Probably a KB dream, i wonder what it means.
Now I can’t stop thinking about her, it felt really weird to kiss my gf goodbye this morning and telling her that i love her because i feel like i cheated on her.
I don’t know what to do with my life, I don’t like to do anything and im not passionate about nothing.
I feel like my life is pointless.
I just realized i reconnected with something i used to do all of the time when i was a child, i strated doodling on a paper at my office and i forgot how much i like it.
I used to draw all day every day when i was little, than I stopped because i draw like shit and I got other interests.
But now im doodling shit on the paper and it’s so fun to just express myself with those drawings.
I don’t feel like it something i will just do at my house when im bored but it’s fun to do during work when there is nothing to do amd already a pen and paper infront of me.
I started the carnivore diet today
Daily routine:
- 1kg Ground Beef
- 2 caps of MushRex
- TONS of Salt
Maybe some eggs sometimes
Waiting for my Boron supplement to arrive
My dad gave me a version of the Bible with extreme details of what happened, it’s going to be interesting
Have you ordered your mushrooms from Hyperion herbs?
I will order them when i finish the mushroom blend i have now, it’s probably to high quality like hyperion but I already bought it
But be aware of customs, you may be paying more than for only products.
I do not know about Israel, but here in Europe in my country, everything from the US has to go through customs.
Btw just ordered Mucuna and Gynostemma from there.