Quantum Berserker 🗡️🛡️

The customs in israel are 17% if the package is more than 75$ and if it’s less than there is no customs.

I will probably not order all of the mushrooms i said im going to order, i will start with only 2.

Black ant/Nettle root for testosterone and energy and Reishi/Gynostemma for sleep

Nice, keep me updated on your results :grin:

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From those, I would choose Black Ant and Reishi for a start.
You can probably buy Gynostemma tea from somewhere closer to you to try some.
I for example bought Gynnostemma leaves 100g for only 11 Eur from my local tea shop. Rn just made a cup and gonna sip it.

Yeah im probably going to order Black ant because it seems more powerful in terms of testosterone and energy and im not sure if i want Reishi or Gynostemma for my first order, i will need to research some more.

And about Cordyceps, i dont think i really need it.

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So much recon :tired_face::tired_face::tired_face::tired_face::tired_face::tired_face::tired_face::tired_face::tired_face:

Im thinking about ending the cycle today

Im still not sure about KB tho, Emperor have the NRE and scripting for sexual healing, also im getting tons of recon

I think i will replace it for Chosen or CFW

So yeah im going to do a washout because at Friday there is going to be a dinner with the family of mi gf so i want to be recon free.

Also a question for anyone who wants to give his opinion, Friday dinner is also a prayer and at the prayer we need to stand, now I don’t want to stand because i don’t believe in this and last time i was at a Friday dinner with her family i didn’t stand and everyone stood, than the husband of the sister of my gf told me to stand up and i did because i was not confident enough to tell him i don’t want to stand and didn’t want to ruin the dinner with arguments.

The reason i don’t want to stand is because during my childhood i was forced by my father to pray and practically be religious again my will.

What do you think? Should i do what i want or should i let it slide?

Who is he to give you orders?

Look, I´m not familiar with your religion and culture, but anytime we do something against out personal will, we basically betray ourselves.

You´ll have to make a decision what is more important to you, how others see you, or who you want to be.

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You are right, who tf is he to give me orders

I don’t even need a reason, if i dont want to stand up than I won’t

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I think it’s ROI question.

How important is it to your gfs family?
Not just her sisters husband, but also her parents?
How could it influence your relationship to her family?
How will your relationship to her family influence your relationship to your gf?

That’s one side of the equation.

The other is your side.
How much do you despise standing up?
Is it that important to you?

If your point is more important to you, don’t stand up and gather the strength for the tension this could create.

If you think that the consequences of not standing up are more severe, you could consider standing up not because you value their beliefs but because you value your potential family in law. Not to honor their beliefs but to honor them.

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It’s actually not important to anyone in her family, they are the opposite of religious, they stand from respect, I don’t mind standing up from respect (generally) but at this occasion it’s like he demanded the respect from me which i think is not cool.

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Starting my next cycle one Saturday

Genesis: Mogul + QL S2 + Power Can Corrupt

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the issue is that this is 100% a projection based on what you’re saying.

The past is stopping you from acting rationally in the future.

I’m not saying it’s right/wrong to sit/stand

But i’m saying you’re not seeing the situation for the situation, you’re seeing it for the story you’re bringing on, which your gf’s family has NO IDEA about, so maybe they shouldn’t be subjected to it, and it should be your responsibility to heal that on your side, not their responsibility to accommodate you on it.

If noone is religious and it’s literally just out of respect for the 1-2 people that are, they’re probably much more aligned with you than you’d tend to believe, and maybe the guy “demanded” it but it was in your best interest to do so so you can be respectful in front of their family.

I think what you “should do” is work on the trigger, and then do what you feel is best from that place. If once the trigger is gone you feel like you don’t want to stand, don’t stand. But right now are you saying no to him, or your father?

I would recommend this journaling exercise considering you have a very specific negative memory to target. You’ll see in 5 mins of watching this it is NOT your standard journaling. I think i need to try it myself for certain memories.

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Thanks a lot :pray:

There are rumours (from a pretty strong source (my dad)) that the company wants to fire me, why do i always en up being fired? It’s like im manifesting it because i hate working jobs 🤦

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As an agnostic myself, I think it’s basic courtesy to stand. If I don’t feel like standing I would not even attend. Either I hang with people I respect enough and respect me enough that I go with the flow despite my personal beliefs or they can kick rocks.

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There must have been an interpersonal issue you have overlooked. Mold your life so you don’t have to be an employee, doesn’t have to happen overnight but it’s possible.

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Eating ground beef everyday sucks :nauseated_face::face_vomiting:
I wish i had money for ribeye steaks
Other than that, i feel sharper and i have more energy and the energy is steady throughout the day, no drops

Sleep is worst, probably will take time to adjust

Maybe keto will be easier and cheaper for you. Or even a strict paleo.

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I’ve heard about this carnivore diet from Jordan Peterson, who I respect, but based on my research it seems most diets geared toward health and longevity point to Vegan or Mediterranean and Okinawan. May I ask what convinced you to do this diet? Is it maybe for a bulking phase?

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Vegan is by far the most unhealthy diet, also in Okinawa they eat a lot of fatty fish which the blue zone propaganda forgot to mention, from my experience (i already did the carnivore in the past) and experiences of other, carnivore is really the most healthy diet for humans

I felt the best and my blood markers were the best when i did it, i also researched a lot and found tons of scientific evidence and experiences of other people too

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The reason i dont do keto is because vegetables and fruits, any fibers, give me digestive problems

I just eat mostly meat and some cheese and eggs

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