Yeah 
No i will stick to Emperor + QL + KB
I’d rather to be Alexander The Great than one of his soldiers
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KB is making me horny when looking at any woman who is mildly attractive, i like it 
I did one loop of emperor and for some reason i still don’t have an empire 
maybe it’s not working 
Had a lot of scary dreams lately, it’s not like nightmares, it’s very vivid dreams which are smi realistic and are making me feel afraid/anxious/stressed/uneasy/embarrassed and sometimes when i wake up i still feel the feeling i felt during the dream
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I’ve had the same when I had recon on Emperor, sometimes waking up in fight/flight like somebody was about to kill me or take over my home.
Maybe reduce it by a few minutes and see if that helps. The normal ones were usually about being in leadership/authoritarian positions.
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Yes this is it, QL and KB are making the dreams even more vivid
I also have recon today but it’s not nearly as bad as the previous versions of Emperor and QL
I didn’t watch porn for months, didn’t even think about it, i thought i overcame it.
Today i relapsed.
I don’t think i can handle the sexual energy KB gives me, should i drop it?
I don’t think you should. Relapsing once doesn’t negate everything you did up untill that point. Might even be beneficial if you didn’t transmute the energy.
When you feel the urge do some heat breathing, meditation, yoga, qigong, there are a lot of options.
That’s just my opinion tho!
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Seriously??
Don’t judge yourself for watching porn once… come on - you didn’t kill anyone or relapse into a heroin addiction.
Just keep going with KB.
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I have been very lazy lately, im hungry right now and i can’t even get up from the couch and make some eggs, i jus want to watch TV
Very good to know thx!
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No matter how hard it might be try and be consistent with your listening meaning don’t drop KB.
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I used to watch a lot of porn in high school and college. I’d try and cum 5+ times a day sometimes just to see how long I could keep doing it for. I didn’t realize it was a problem, I was just a teenager with internet access. "Nuff said.
Now I’m aware of the problems it’s caused, and between all the meditation and subs and relationship I’m in and i like my job and all this other crap, I just have no interest in porn. I don’t feel like I need it very often. So i wanted to share first of all that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and you’ll get to the point where you don’t even need porn, or don’t even want it. And it’s normal once you get there. I never think about porn anymore.
Why am I bringing this up?
Because once every 2-3 months, I think to myself, “I wanna watch porn.”
And you know what I do?
I freaking watch porn. And I love it. And I feel good about the fact that I listened to what my body wanted and did it - and i feel good about the fact that 99% of the time I’m doing healthier things, so what does watching a 10 min video matter?
You’re that way right now. You just went on a big streak. You released. It’s normal and natural. Having accelerated sexual experiences like porn provides once in a while is the goal of being a man. The real goal is doing it in person but from a physiological perspective, your body doesn’t know the difference, so it’s accomplishing the goal.
So reward it for doing what it’s meant to do, dont punish it.
Notice I said once in a while, not every day. Punish it if it’s every day, make it stop, but don’t keep the punishment going when it deserves a reward, you know?
But also porn is getting weird and I have a rant about it... maybe this'll make you think differently about porn? Idk.
It’s kind of weird, actually. The last time I watched porn, I kept on getting blasted with these freaking granny ads that I couldn’t skip fast enough, and every time I wanted to watch a young teenage girl, I had to watch 5 seconds of a fat grandma getting ploughed with her saggy… just ugh… why!!!
And to make things worse I watched DOZENS of videos because I’m really picky with porn and don’t like most girls, so I open up a bunch of videos before finding one girl that I actually want to watch.
So I had seen more grandmas than granddaughters, 20 minutes into my porn sesh.
And I know if you ever go on onlyfans noone is even messaging you themselves, everyone’s getting call centers out of india to pretend to be the model, and you’ve got some hairy guy from bangladesh talking to you about your big hard bazinga. Like, seriously, what the heck has porn become? Have you ever tried subscribing to an onlyfans girl and then NEVER responding to their messages, but opening them? They all get mad and say “why are you ignoring me” and “don’t you read my messages” and then they just keep on going with the spam messages, 2, 3, 4 a day, because if you tlak to them, you’ll buy their videos… but if every model is doing the same thing, the same way, it’s not because it’s them, it’s because it’s the call center’s script.
So you gotta ask yourself first of all like what the hell is porn becoming these days. I actually think it’s freaky.
You know I’m like 30-ish. And I started watching porn when I was let’s say 15.
So 15 years ago, man, if someone posted porn, they weren’t doing it because they had a business, they weren’t doing it to funnel you to their onlyfans, they weren’t posting underboob because you needed to pay to see the full thing, they weren’t trying to be these “wife types” to get you emotionally invested into them so you can become one of 1000 sugar daddies without even realizing it,
If someone made porn 15 years ago it’s cuz they were a freaking SLUT and loved it. The type of girl that literally just wanted a few hundred bucks to have sex with a guy she figured was a stud, or to be an exhibitionist and be on camera, or she wanted to be a star, meaning she had to give it EVERYTHING she had to even get noticed.
And that was cool to see. That’s not even the kind of girl I’d ever want in real life but damn was it interesting to see.
That’s gone now man.
Pornhub measures your watch time rate, and feeds you thumbnails and titles from things it thinks you like the most, no different than facebook.
Models are just sending you through funnels or trying to get you addicted to their content.
That’s the root of it man… Pornhub and stuff like that is using the addiction algorithm the same as every other website.
Which on the one hand is a reason to get off it, but for me, it’s just gotten so extreme that I can’t even be attracted to girls online anymore. Not at all.
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Thanks for the new and different perspective 
Im actually picky just like you and end up watching a few videos in one sitting
I guess it’s really not that bad that i watched porn, maybe o just wanted something different, sometimes it feels better than sex, it’s also easier and require less stamina and effort
I also know that my gf is almost home from her friends house, i know she will return horny and im going to be like “nah im tired babe” 
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Go blast that weewee with a cold shower and then go pewpew her with the NDE
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A cold shower will help reduce the refractory period?
Sitting around on the forum won’t decrease the refractory period 
but at least get the blood flowing to the whole body and hopefully some extra gets down there too
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Something inside of me has veen telling me to drop KB ever since i started this stack, I don’t know why.
The sex with my gf is better than ever, increased sensitivity and horniness in both of us and i have slightly higher energy throughout the day, but for now, i am dropping it.
I will return to this title in the future.
Even with the tangible benefits? Interesting. Isn’t this a recon symptom?
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My opinion, this is a mistake. You have mental resistance/reconciliation and by dropping it, your old beliefs just won.
You could lower exposure time or only run once a week but dropping it is not what I’d view as the best decision.
Your life though
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