One day we might talk about this since it was exactly the same for me except family I had and still do have a super loving family but in high school I got bullied HEAVILY. I still get nightmares from high school that’s how bad it was.
I can relate to that. I use to be a introverted, nerdy and chubby guy so let’s just say it didn’t fit the social criteria very well.
I did it even worse I jumped from one group to another thinking I would be whole and happy but only felt more and more lonely from each group I’ve gotten into until I built out my own friend group this year.
Same here back in high school let’s just say I was a bit too emotionally sensitive and had no emotional control like now.
Definitely not true anymore. You always have me and the others in our group pretty I told you that like 50k times this month haha.
I can relate to this as well. For me it forms in form of paranoia heck I even had that feeling when traveling last month. Where I was so paranoid internally that no one in the group liked me until I found out they all loved me and wanted my company which made me shocked but it was positive but I was still wondering what did they like me for and why. If that makes sense.
LBFH gives me recon while surprisingly Genesis which has components of it doesn’t