Purified by Fire (Dragon Reborn/Paragon/R.I.C.H.)

[anon2351792]

Remember this as the day when everything changed

Like Ive already said, this morning I listened to a loop of Love Bomb, followed by a loop of Paragon. This was really early, starting at 6am aprox, with headphones and in bed.
After Love Bomb, starting Paragon I felt I had lots of repressed hate, so I decided to take care of it and I did with ease and felt pretty good afterwards, like I was somehow different as a person.

Still listening to Paragon I decided to explore the emotional cause of inflammation, since I was experiencing more than yesterday. This is what happened four times in a row… I ask my unconscious mind to show me the emotion thats directly related to inflammation and immediately felt despair, a pressure in my chest, but I felt like I was kick out from the feeling, my mind immediately went to something else, like I was fleeing scared from that emotion.
I had the intuition it was better to work without being consciously aware of what happened because It might be too painful.

Thats when it started to get awesome! I rolled to the side and fell asleep instantly and began to dream. It was so quick I couldnt even process I was asleep. Dream became lucid right away. I stood up from bed without realizing it was a dream until I became aware I was floating.
I moved my body so my head was down and feets up, I got scared but it faded when I remembered myself I was having a lucid dream (last lucid dream was like 20 years ago and drug induced) Im floating down until Im seeing the carpet fully detailed, that “uninportant” activity convinced me Im in a lucid dream.

I went “Cool!! Time to get things done!!!” I start to bring to me the emotion thats behind the inflammation, thats directly related to inflammation, I begin to feel it instantly… a mix of despair, loneliness, anger and whatnot. Then I traveled back in time to the first time I felt that way, to discover what happened. I visited 2 memories, one when I was 3 years old and one when I was only a baby.

While in those memories I was fully in, I was a child living that experience again, fully immerse, I had full access to my complete conciousness though. I relieved the experiences over and over again, until all the emotional charge drained completely and I could understand the situation differently, under a new light.

The one when I was a little baby, it was just me being scared and feeling alone, needing the help of my mother but feeling unable to call her attention in the middle of the night.

Anyway I woke up right after reframing everything, feeling absolutely wonderful!!! I still have physical pain, but emotionally I feel resolved, happy and light, with a strong sense of confidence that I will heal completely.

[anon2351792]

Current Stack:

Dragon Reborn st1 15 days
Paragon 29 days
RICH 4 days
Agni Q 1 day.

[anon2351792]

After a month using Paragon with awesome results I decided to put it aside until next time. For now I prefer to focus my stack and make it even more precise in scope.

This is what Im gonna be using:

Agni Q

Alchemist ST4
Stark

Modules:
Direct Influencing
Intuition Enhancer
Negative Energy Transmutation
Divine Will
The Architect.
Energetic Development
Mystery
Chiron
Dragons Tongue
All-Seeing
The Spotlight
Rogue
Total Nonchalance.
Lion IV
Financial Succes Reality Shifter
Wealth Limit Destroyer
Secrets of Akasha
Secret Source

Dragon Reborn St1
RICH

I feel that Alchemist st4 and all the spiritual modules are gonna work fantastic with DR, on the other side Stark and all the money modules are gonna skyrocket with RICH.

[anon2351792]

Effects of RICH

Main Disc. Thread - R.I.C.H. (Ridiculous Income, Can't Hate) Ultima

Ive been using RICH for 5 or 6 days, just once a day. Most obvious effect? I spend all morning doing work on my notebook for my bussines (Email, Social media campaigns, talking to clients, etc) Things I wasnt doing before RICH.
Whats even more impressive is that as soon as Im done I get the feeling that Im not doing enough to make even more money, I just cant do things I did before to pass the time, cause now I feel strongly that they are a waste of time and money.

When it comes to things that are not money making related, as long as its something that I define as useful I can do it, like playing guitar.

[anon2351792]

Fell asleep listening to Dragon and I woke up totally burned out… its been like 45 minutes and I cant shake the tiredness away.
I think its time for a couple of days off subs

[anon2351792]

I just wrote this in the RICH forum

Main Disc. Thread - R.I.C.H. (Ridiculous Income, Can't Hate) Ultima

This morning I decided to triple my investment in marketing, not only that but also diversify my campaings. Different services and into my online community.
Different amount of money in marketing according to the possible maximum income of every service.

Decided not to rely only on organic but to pump it up with money so I can reach way more people.

Everything seems common sense now, I wonder why I didnt saw it befor .

Next step, to record some quality products to sell online.

RICH + Stark and Money Customs rules!!

[anon2351792]

Ive tried, but Ive failed… I just cant stop using Paragon… it feels so good, its got me hooked man

[RVconsultant]

This might be an Ultima effect. When I first tested Ultima, I felt kind of addicted to it for a week or 2. Then that “addictive” or craving effect just vanished.

I’d encourage self-discipline and limiting. Gradual increases. Prevent burnout. Live long and prosper.

[anon2351792]

I appreciate your advise my friend… I should have specified that my comment was ment to be taken as a joke

After 1 month using Paragon I get nothing but benefits, in my mood, energetic levels and body sensation wise. So why quit if its working is what I say.

[RVconsultant]

You are welcome. And I do give advice about jokes.

[anon2351792]

RICH is amazing!! And how it intertwines with Agni (Stark + money modules) is superb!

Today idea met opportunity and if it continues to manifest in the right direction it has both the chance to make my business grow a lot and at the same time give me a pretty decent alternative income.
Now I need to manifest the right person.

Whats also super cool, is that I feel unrelentless motivation to do it and the certainty that I will make it awesome!

[RVconsultant]

What more can I say?

[anon2351792]

So my ex was all chatty today, after a week or so without any contact, she wrote and told me she needed to tell me something really important.

She ended up saying that she had sex with someone and is considering a relationship and she didnt want me to find out from another source. Isnt she kind?

Then later she called me drunk saying that she loves me and wants me to go home.
Honestly the news pissed me off because her speech is always I love you and I want to be with you, now she comes out as a total mess.

Fuck her!! I dodge a major bullet leaving.

I demanded that she never tells me she loves me again, because that and fucking other people kinda dont go together in my world and ask her to keep her private life, private. Its of no interest to me who she fucks.

Of course the real reason she told me, was to try and make me jealous, even though it caught me off guard, dragon helped me to see through it and see the manipulation.

[anon2351792]

Its definitely a major shift for me the way Im handlig this situation and all the emotions that are coming to the surface.
In the past I would have been devastated, jealous, mad, insecure and desperate to win her back, even though I ended up the relationship.

This is very close to what happened some years ago, that ended up with me sick with gastritis and an arthritis crisis.

Thats how I behave myself then and never really forgave myself for behaving like that, for a couple of years I thought I was angry at her. Even though I was, it didnt compare to how angry I was at myself, how much I dispised myself for being such a lame excuse for a man. Thats what I felt.

Now Im breathing new fresh air. All this cemented the decision I made to leave her. I realized I was still attached to her due to my own wounds… I just spend some time healing myself up from all the painful experiences Dragon helped me uncover.

I feel really calmed and fully accepting the fact that some decisions are painful even though they are the right thing to do.

Ive also noticed that having the chance to repress the anger I felt towards her, like million times before in my life. I chose not to repress it, I chose to express my feelings the best way possible.

That is such a relief.

[anon2351792]

I now understand that when we are hurting we are capable of things that seem unacceptable tp other people, but in our own hurt it feels totally justified, it feels as the obvious thing to do.

I forgive myself, I forgive my ex girlfriend. We did nothing wrong, it wasnt our fault. We just carry a lot of hurt inside and do what we can.

[anon2351792]

My new Motto…

[RVconsultant]

I like the new motto. Remember that there are some things under your control. However, this motto might give you time to breathe and emotionally regroup so you can dominate your reality!

I did read your other posts above. What more can I say?

[anon2351792]

Remember that there are some things under your control

Yes thanks, I know… I meant it in a surrender to a higher power kind of way… In trusting that theres something more important, something bigger than what we can percieve in any given moment.

I did read your other posts above. What more can I say?

Sometimes words are not necessary, I value the place you are coming from, I value your time and care.

[anon2351792]

Listening to Dragon right now… like a balm to the soul, very soothing.

Now I understand that all the anger, sadness, Ive been feeling since yesterday news are because I felt like all my relationship with my ex was a lie. It broke my trust in her and made me feel that everytime she said she loves me, wasnt really true. I cannot trust her.

It hurts a lot… but as soon as I realized that, I began to feel better.
I accepted the fact that I hated myself and began to do some emotional release techniques.
Im in a much better place now.

I allowed myself to feel angry, sad, dissapointed, betrayed, guilt and whatever I felt. Without excuses, without justifications, without avoidance. Deep diving inside, learning to feel and express in a healthier way.

[RVconsultant]

Hang in there man!

This is my thought “When you think the is trying to buck you off, it’s really just an abrupt change in direction to take a more efficient route to a better place.”