Yes, very good.
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Day 1 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Listening Day - 10/3/2024
Alright, let’s go for round two of Total Breakdown.
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Day 2 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Rest - 10/4/2024
Goin
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Day 2 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Listening Day - 10/5/2024
Haven’t run the title yet. It’s working wonderfully.
I’m feeling a sense of confidence in my journey moving forward.
Still need to speak less, speak better, speak more effectively. Don’t just talk for the sake of it.
Day 1 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Listening Day - 10/6/2024
Just starting the cycle over because I missed yesterday due to life making it impossible lol.
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Day 2 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Rest - 10/7/2024
Recon yesterday was interesting, very interesting. Limitless is completely changing the way that recon expresses itself in me. In the past, recon was often unmanagable, and I’d have to physically remove myself from people, now, it’s like no matter how bad the mental storm, I can choose to deal with it without acting like a fool. Love this energy.
The top secret custom is working, and working fast. Stacked with TB, it feels like it’s removing all limitations from executing the custom. The most interesting thing, is that my custom really shouldn’t directly work the way it’s working, and yet it is.
The custom is different though. I didn’t ask for advice, I didn’t over think it. I just kinda organized my goals and built it from intuition with the philosophy of “less is more.”
Moving forward, moving forward.
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Day 3 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - rest - 10/8/2024
Let’s keep going.
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Day 4 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Listening Day - 10/9/2024
Didn’t get around to listening yesterday, seems like I’ve naturally been doing a 1 day on 2 day off type schedule this cycle. The funny thing is that it seems to be working out that way despite my best intentions.
The inner 80’s high school bully has been manifesting in me recently. On the one hand, it’s hilarious the direction of my inner thoughts, on the other hand, upon closer inspection, it’s really just projection and little more.
Last night the inner 80’s bully came out because I was watching videos about Warhammer 40k. I don’t play, I will never play, because it’s a hobby that’s all consuming, however I used to find it fascinating. The lore, the story, and the fact that dudes spend thousands of dollars on this hobby. It’s kind cool actually.
But the inner bully came out and I found myself completely disgusted with the whole enterprise, I sat their wondering: why would anyone dedicate so much time to this hobby, when they could be dancing with girls, playing sports, working out, getting drunk, or doing literally anything else?
Projection, because that was me. I was the dude that would spend hours listening to 40k lore videos instead of dancing.
Hmm.
Well, that’s that I suppose. According to my inner self, I’m not allowed to be a nerd anymore, so be it. lol.
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Day 5 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Rest - 10/10/2024
This is where the fun begins. Let’s a go.
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Day 7 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Rest - 10/12/2024
Anger, lot’s of anger. I cannot believe the way I have allowed people to treat me. I cannot believe how low my standards for myself have been. Jesus, what a door mat I’ve been, it’s a bit stomach churning.
Just cut my last friend out of my life. She was fake, a flake, and worthless. Goodbye, the level of that final disrespect was unreal.
Good riddance.
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The is no point in trying to save rotten fruit, once the rot has set in, it’s worthless. Throw it all away and build a new.
I’d rather be completely alone, than surrounded by back stabbers and fake friends.
She couldn’t have come with me where I’m going. I’ve know for a long time that sooner or later she would need to go. It’s better to cut her out now, when I’m “nobody” than later when my name means something.
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Day 8 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Listening Day - 10/13/2024
Took another 3 days off between last listen and now. Just listened to both titles.
My custom is giving recon and I’m finding it pretty tough to bring myself to listen to it TBH. Which is interesting, but it is what it is. It’s a 3 core custom with a few synergy modules, so…if my math makes any sense, it’s probably equivalent to a three core with a full 17 modules density wise.
The recon has been, interesting to say the least.
My car has been broken into twice since I started this custom with TB, interesting, as that’s never happened before in my whole life. I live in a city that’s notorious for car break-in’s specifically, however, and this is where it’s kinda funny, my car was broken into twice in my girl’s city when I was parked at her place–which is a super safe and small tourist town about 60 miles from me…
Needless to say, it kinda felt like a sign of some kind, and the sign makes sense. You see, this girl isn’t my GF, and I’ve been allowing her to turn up the temperature a little too much. The jokes about marriage, her telling people I’m her boyfriend (even though I clearly and kindly explained to her that I’m not dating anyone), and her general tendancy to keep pushing for it and me allowing it is not good.
It’s not what I want–I’m not dating anyone right now.
And she’s pushing us into the teritory where she’s going to get her heart broken and possibly cause a mess.
So both the car break-ins felt like the universe slapping my hand and telling me to deal with this situation before it becomes an issue.
At the end of the day, she’s very sweet, but she’s also playing a stupid game, and she’s not listening to me.
So, I don’t know exactly what to do, but I just need to gently and kindly resolve the situation with grace and elegance in a way that’s respectful to all parties and preserves my reputation.
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Challenging your boundary. Classic khan shit test
Day 9 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Rest - 10/14/2024
Little motivation and drive.
Classes start today.
Let’s go.
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A lot of people hate math and just kinda tough, deal with it, you know?
Reality of math? It’s dope and can be really fun.
The harsh part?
You have to sit down and repetitively do problems over and over again until you get to the point where it’s actually fun, can be applied, and is useful.
Really not sure there is a better way to teach math.
Day 10 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Listening Day - 10/15/2024
Interesting, started hitting some limitless recon today.
Yesterday I did about 12 hours of homework (with little breaks between stretches) toward the end of the night, I was tanking and started making stupid mistakes, just idiotic and careless mistakes like forgetting to add the negative signs, or completely ignoring terms.
Today, that carried over. I got so frustrated that I wanted to explode, so I took out some aggression on my boxing dummy, took a deep breath, and got it done. It was annoying, but we did it.
Now for a break and then more studying later tonight.
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Day 11 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Rest - 10/16/2024
Done.
Day 12 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Listening Day - 10/17/2024
Yeah, we gettin’ it done.
Day 14 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & New Custom - Rest - 10/19/2024
The recon is getting pretty terrible, like, it’s fine, but maybe I’m just too stupid and incompetent to actually handle my own custom and that’s why the recon is ramping up…
Recon around physical shifting is the biggest annoyance…
Racking the old brain here. Like, wat.
But…that’s okay.
Think I probably need to build a new custy for my Khan journey. I think my current custy will work better after I finish Khan.
I think there is missing info, like my subconcious is throwing hands with me because it’s like: “dude, what the hell you mean?”
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