May I know your custom?
Even i don’t know my custom.
I met fire in a dark alley, slipped him 100 pesos, and said “show me what you got.”
And he replied with stoic grace “show me what you got.”
The rest is history.
Edit: okay let’s change that: I guess that’s a no also 100 pesos? That’s a nice discount 🙇♂
Lol, I’m keeping my customs under wrapps for at least a cycle or more because it helps prevent me from trying to “force it”. Here on the forms. Since only like 2 people outside the forms know that i run subs.
What i have made public is that Limitless is, indeed, in the custom.
Yeah, sometimes I feel like if I write too much there’s a possibility I’ll weaken results or whatever, but I try to do it anyway just to log it/help others/the devs even. But for me, nobody except you guys (the forum) knows I’m running subs lol
Interesting, for me it’s just a recon counter measure.
In recon, in my head I’ll be like “people know im running this, so I need to act like it…blah, blah, blah.”
Ooh haha I get it. For me it’s more like “am I jinxing it by posting my stack/results/etc.?”
Day 1 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless Custom (2) - Listening Day - 10/21/2024
Took 4 days off, and now I’m starting another cycle, we’re back on Khan ST1 and the Limitless custom. The custom yielded some great results, during the first cycle but the recon was a little intense in certain areas of my life, so I didn’t make progress in some of the more important areas. This, on it’s face, isn’t’ a problem, however, I’m down to the wire with events coming up, so I felt like I needed to take a break from the custom, and I was about to just drop the custom…but then I started writing the following:
I have a pretty strong feeling that by taking a break from the custom and returning to Khan ST1 and Limitless, it’ll free me up to allow scripting from the custom to bloom.
Limitless has really been a star these last few cycles. The first cycle was tough, the recon felt pretty hopeless, but, as it happens, I kept with it, and the results started coming through.
I had just finished my loop of Khan ST1 and I was about to run Limitless standard, then I read what I wrote and switched to my custom. It took two cycles on limitless before the recon started to subside and the results started to come through. Two cycles, that’s how long it took. What makes me think that my custom is any different?
You see, it’s more a matter of what’s easier to deal with. Feeling like an idiot for 2 months on limitless while my subconscious mind works through the recon was pretty easy for me–uncomfortable, but easy to deal with. Sure, it was a blow to my ego, but it was a silent suffering. It was something that I could deal with on the inside.
Recon on my custom, it’s been a thing, and it’s been mostly related to physical shifting and my appearance, which has been a little bit harder to deal with because it’s so external for me. The way I look effects how I see myself, and how I assume others see me, and therefore how I act and how comfortable I am in any given situation. It’s very uncomfortable, and the ego stakes feel higher.
Recon is a constant story beat on this journey–do I stay the path or do I quit? It’s a question that might arise so long as I run subliminals. Either answer is valid, either answer could be correct, which answer is correct, which answer is valid, is completely up to the user.
However, I already have my answer, and I’ve had it for a while. The custom is run until December, then I drop it. That’s what I need to do, that’s how it is, and that’s how it’s been. It’s simple.
Progress in all areas
Limitless has been the star recently. Yesterday, I got through (what was supposed to be) 16-22 hours of homework (according to the instructor) in a single 12 hour day. It was easy, tedious, but easy straight forward, flowing, and effective. Once again, it was math, and once again, I already knew everything–even though I haven’t done math in 3+ years.
I’m becoming more interested in video games. Despite my user name, I’m actually not a gamer lol. I literally only play Elden Ring and the souls games. However, that’s changing. I’m starting to see gaming as a useful way of taking breaks from studying. It’s mentally active, fun, rewarding, and it feels like it helps reset my brain between long study sessions so I can focus more deeply when I get back to studying. Looking forward to CoD BO6 dropping in a few days.
Intention for This Cycle
My intention for this cycle is to push though and clear this recon. I need to clear this recon before I can move into the next stage of my master plan.
Day 4 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless Custom (2) - Rest - 10/24/2024
Day 5 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless Custom (2) - Listening Day - 10/25/2024
Subs run.
Day 7 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless Custom (2) - Listening Day - 10/27/2024
Listened.
Day 8 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless Custom (2) - Listening Day - 10/28/2024
This is not the end for me. Screw that.
Day 12 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless Custom (2) - Rest (4 Days of rest) - 11/1/2024
Goodbye custom. It’s been a good little experiment, however, I botched it and that’s alright.
Moving on.
Washing out, and then back on TB.
Washout Day 5 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless Custom (2) - 11/2/2024
Hmm. Well that was a little strange.
My custom was, pretty much a failure, which is okay, I suppose.
Really I guess the path forward is just pure Khan with Limitless for a whole while. Just straight dedication to that path and cleaning up all this crap.
I want to look back on today as a moment in my life where I just accepted a better life for myself and stopped trying to micromanage myself to death.
Day 3 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4) & Limitless (2) - Listening Day - 11/6/2024
Took a 5 day washout then switched back over to Khan ST1 and Limitless. It’s not fair of me to say that there is anything inherently wrong with my custom, but it’s possible that stacking it with ST1 was a mistake. Regardless, the issue seemed to be resolved after a washout and restarting Khan and Limitless together.
The recon on the custom was a bit much and the direction (real or recon) didn’t feel completely aligned with what I’m trying to do in life.
For the next few cycles, I’m going to be on ST1 and Limitless as they just work together, I mean, it’s just that simple, it just works, you know?
The next step for me is probably a LOTs custom. I might work on drafting that soon.
Otherwise, things are going pretty well and I have little to complain about.
Day 4 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/7/2024
And we move.
Day 2 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/11/2024
And we move again. Starting the cycle over again. Took extra rest because I had an event. It was a smashing success.
Recently, I’ve been dealing with the physical embodiments of past wounds, fears, inadequacies. It’s been a little challenging and the knee jerk reaction is to deal with these things the same way I used to deal with them.
Last night I delt with a situation in a way that I wasn’t totally proud of, but it’s how I dealt with it. I can imagine the better way to deal with certain situations so where is the point in which imagination turns to reality.
Focus on Limitless and Khan until January. In Jan, I reassess.
Day 3 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4) & Limitless (3) - Listening Day - 11/12/2024
Feeling good. Energy rising. I’m starting to understand what Khan’s all about.
Fear when things are too easy, overwhelm when things are too hard. Hmm. That’s fucking stupid and a pointless way to live a life.