Praise The Urd Tree's Permanent Journal

Day 4 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/13/2024

And…let’s go.

Day 7 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/16/2024

And we keep going, that’s how it goes.

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Til break of dawn!

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Day 8 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Listening Day - 11/17/2024

Huge sexual energy increase recently.

Do you think you’ll alternate back and forth between Stages 1 and 2 until you feel you’ve fully integrated Stage 2, or do you think you’ll just keep running stage 2 once you start?

The reason I ask is you seem to be getting great results with ST1 so I could imagine going back and forth. Install new beliefs with ST2, heal blockages with ST1, again and again and again until you’re ready for ST3 to take action on all of it.

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Currently my plan is to finish this cycle, do a final cycle in december, and then start ST2 in January and run the whole program through, 4 cycles for stages ST2-ST3 stacked with LoTS and Limitless.

An alternative plan would be to run Stages 2-4 for 2-3 cycles each and then re-run the whole program from start to finish if I feel like I do need more time on ST1 and ST2 after I get into the later stages.

One way I’m looking at this, is like a hero’s journey.

The hero often faces an insurmountable challenge that they aren’t prepared for and they lose the first time they encounter the challenge, or the first several times. They go away, train, have an adventure, and when they face the challenge again, they win.

How that applies to me, is that I have a feeling that I need to take my time on each stage, but that I also need to go through the whole program it in a straight progression without bouncing at first. Because if I bounce around on the early stages and never actually seen the end of it, then I won’t fully know what I need to heal and release in order to fully integrate the program.

To put it another way, I feel like I need to see the challenges ahead, so my soul knows what challenges it needs to overcome.

Also, there is a possibility that I won’t actually need to dedicate more time than I’ve already planned for this program, lol.

It’s actually possible that it might just work the first time around. :sweat_smile:

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Day 10 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/17/2024

Big clearing last night, big release of energy. Feels good, ready for more tbh. Ready for more.

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Day 11 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/20/2024

Listened yesterday.

Day 11 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/20/2024

Shit testing has been a thing recently. It’s just part of it, but my God, there is something extra about shit testing while on Total Breakdown. It’s not horrible, it’s not the worst to deal with, but some people literally just will not stop testing me.

Naturally, when you get tested by the same personaover and over again, it can make you a bit angry, make you want to lash out a little bit. It’s unwise, and I’d wager it’d be failing the test. If I allow someone to get me angry enough to lash out, who’s won? Probably not me. Even if I lash out and take them to task, I’ve still lost, they still got me mad enough to provoke a reaction.

Hey, it’s all good, it’s all part of the process. Eventually the shit tests will end. lol.

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Day 12 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Listening Day - 11/21/2024

Listening complete. Lots of ideas, seeing things in a new light, a new fire it awakening within me. How grand and joyous.

Day 12 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Listening Day - 11/21/2024

Hmmm, dealing with people that are trying to control my life. Interesting.

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Day 12 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (2) & Limitless (3) - Rest - 11/22/2024

Rested.

Day 13 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless (4) - Listening Day - 11/23/2024

Changing the title card again to more accurately reflect my listening history since starting this new journey. Ran a cycle of WB and Limitless , followed by a cycle of TB and Limitless, followed by two broken cycles of TB and a Limitless custom, which brings us to today, TB and Limitless.

Limitless is really starting to take off.

School is…Well, it’s easy and, a bit boring. From Philosophy and creative writing to computer science. I thought an engineering degree would be more challenging, it’s something that always intimidated me, but with Limitless it’s just kinda easy, tbh. It takes a lot of time, sure, but it’s not “hard.” Even the time it takes to get the weekly work done, that’s decreasing slightly too.

I’ve felt a bit in a daze with school, because only once this semester have I actually been challenged by the material, the rest of the time I’ve only been challenged by my time management skills.

It’s never been a matter of “if” I can get the work done, it’s only a matter of ensuring I have enough time to get all the work done. And, with the exception of one assignment, everything has just been review for me. Stuff I’ve already learned over the years. That’s been it’s own challenge, being forced to redo work that I’ve already done for credit, lol.

But that’s just how it goes man, I chose to go back to school and get a traditional degree…I guess I just didn’t appreciate how much I already knew lol. Like literally, the entire semester has just felt like an 8 week long review for me, because it pretty much has been.

I’m looking forward to taking more advanced classes next semester. After this semester, I’m done paying my dues and reviewing things I already know for credit, next semester, I can actually start learning things I don’t know.

C’est la vie.

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Hmm. I complain when it’s too easy, complain when it’s too hard, maybe there is a bit of toxic perfectionism within me.

I’m always seeking this perfect middle ground of balance and flow where everything is just as it should be. Just right.

Call me goldy locks.

Why do some suffer immensely and end up fine or learn to excel, while others suffer comparatively less and are completely broken?

What is that aspect of the human spirit that some have and others don’t?

What is that thing that ensures that some win no matter the odds, yet others lose even when the odds are stacked in their favor?

What actually is it?

And is there any hope for the hopeless?

Damned if I know.

I would say Grit / Courage - what do you think?

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Grit, courage, self reliance? It seems to be a self-centered thing, meaning that it has to do with our relationship to ourselves.

The people that crumble and fail all seem to care far too much about the opinions of others.

Day 14 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless (4) - rest - 11/24/2024

Big energy these days, big, big energy. Relax through it all.

Day 15 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless (4) - Listening Day - 11/25/2024

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Day 16 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (3) & Limitless (4) - Rest - 11/26/2024

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