You feel like TB still works as a stand-alone healing title, or do you feel like the whole program needs to be finished once you start it?
That made me read you’re whole post in a Welsh accent.
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Washout Day 2
Well, now we got a while to build that physical shifting custom. We’ll run a cycle or two of TB solo (possibly with Limitless for school) before we add the physical shifting anyway. So that takes care of that "problem.
The countdown begins.
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No I think ST1 is pretty powerful, especially if you take action and journal.
But I personally now believe that I should run through the whole program in order, multiple times instead of running each multiple times before moving on to the next stage. The stages build upon each other and thinking you can heal everything by keep running ST1 for very long is waste of time.
Is like building muscles is 4 stages, plan - train - eat - recover. Sure just focusing on one area might improve knowledge and results, but you want the holistic growth and results. Then you might learn a thing or two in the other stages that you can work with on stage one. In the training metaphor, you might find out you’re recovery is not enough and in the planning you have a new plan. Then in ST2 you might train less. Stage three, eat better food. Rinse repeat.
I don’t know how to explain it in a better way, brain currently fried.
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TDLR
Sure, is good. But the value ROI will be bigger if you go through all of them. Of course that requires a 4 cycle commitment and whether that fits your plan is up to you. I think I would have gotten more overall growth if I ran through the whole program once instead of ST1 5 times.
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I might never be perfect, I might never be who I want to be. But I can have love and women, I can read books and play games. I can party and have a good time.
Maybe what I got is enough, even if it’s never perfect.
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Washout Day 5
End of cycle and end of washout. Feels like a time for a longer reflection.
I came, I saw, I did. I got everything I asked for, whenever I had the balls to actually ask for it and so much of it left me hollow. So rarely did I ask for what I actually wanted. Instead, I settled and compromised, as if somehow by asking for less was making me a better person. As if that which is above gives a damn, as if there was something noble in asking for less.
The unfortunate reality is that by settling, by asking for less, and by c-blocking myself in this way, it ultimately led to more pain and suffering for myself and those around me. You see, compromise can be a good thing, a wise man knows when to stop. Even Khan himself knew when to stop, which is why his empire endured throughout his life. The point of stoppage is when victory is attained.
However, there is a difference between the wisdom of compromise, and settling for something you don’t want because you don’t feel as though you deserve more. That simply will not do.
I feel as though I could stop, if I wanted to. There is a door ajar in my mind. I’ve looked through the crack, and have felt the cool breeze that blows through. Were I to walk through that door, all this would end, however, to walk through that door would be to give up, on certain aspects of my life. It would be to stop.
You see, once a transformation has began, it must be seen through to the end, for the risk of ending prematurely is far too great, far too great. A caterpillar cannot stop its metamorphosis partway through, nor can it return to being a caterpillar, once the transformation has begun, it must be seen through. To stop before the completion of the transformation would kill the creature.
Suppose the caterpillar weren’t to die, but could stop part way through. What of that poor creature? No longer a caterpillar, and no quite a butterfly, what would become of such a creature caught between realms, between worlds? Forced to crawl, for its wings aren’t yet strong enough to carry it in the sky. What a sad and lonely life such a creature would have. Would it feel regretful? Would it feel monstrous, being caught between? Would it stay stuck in fear? Would it stay stuck, unable to return to the life it once had, yet too afraid to move forward?
What’s been seen, heard, and felt, cannot be unexperienced, and once the threshold is crossed, there truly is no going back. Either move forward, or cope and stay stuck between worlds.
You cannot glimpse a reality beyond yourself, sample it’s fruits, and ever expect to go back to the life that once brought you comfort.
I have no need for much. I need only a sword and a purpose, the rest, comes about on its own. In those moments, I cease to be a man, I am only that which directs the sword. I choose my target with intention, and the sword cuts a path toward it.
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Beautiful.
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Day 1 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & Limitless - 9/6/2024
This isn’t the total breakdown that I came to know 2 years ago, this is something completely different. It’s no adversary, it’s a friend, a brother in arms, that’s what it is.
The transformation has been initiated.
Let it commence with an open heart, an open mind, and the raging inferno of rebellion.
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Day 2 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & Limitless - Rest - 9/7/2024
For some reason I’ve spent years being okay with IP theft…I’ve shared my ideas openly and liberally, I’ve watched them influence people, I’ve watched people create derivative works, I’ve even watched people literally parrot my own ideas back to me as if they came up with them.
This never used to bother me, because I always had this silly and romantic idea that “ideas are cheap and free, true genius is how you implement them.” Well…that feels stupid to me now.
Hmm. I really don’t know why I’ve allowed myself to be so okay with people just taking my IP and using it liberally and not giving me credit.
That’s the big thing, I was always cool with it because I assumed that people would give me credit, and that’s all I really wanted. Truth is though, many will not give me credit. They’ll use my ideas (which I’ve provided freely) and then twist it around and take all the credit.
I need to get bonked on the head. I really should have known better.
This is a massive blindspot for me.
Oh well, no anger, no malice, and shame on me. I’m the one who allowed it to happen.
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Lack of self-worth. Others can sense that I don’t believe in my ideas. HMMMMMMMMMMMM, how interwesting.
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Day 3- Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & Limitless - Listening Day - 9/8/2024
Yeah, we’re in it boys. Let’s go, burn it all, break it all down. No matter what happens, I’m not going back.
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Hahaha! Holy shit! What a productive day! Haha, love this shit. ST2 and beyond might kick my head in, but shit, this is good!
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No more theory crafting. Boldly accept that I have no fucking idea what I’m doing, that I don’t know shit, and that all I need to do is consume data like a machine and I’ll figure it out like magic.
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Experience, data, evidence. All through lived experience.
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Do you really value your own work? Or do you have a tendency to downplay it?
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Down play, see it as pointless, stupid, derivative, unoriginal, etc. Even when people tell me I’m good, I used to just assume it was politeness.
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Ooh. Do you feel like in some ways having people not give you credit and rip off ideas from you could be a sort of imposed self harm?
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Kinda actually, that sounds about right 
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Day 4- Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & Limitless - rest - 9/9/2024
Forgiveness and release.
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Day 5 - Unleash Yourself - Khan ST1 & Limitless - Listening Day - 9/10/2024
Throw it all away and rebuild.
Haven’t been sleeping well.
Rather angry today…indignant, fed up, just tired of it all. Tired of every bit of it, and that’s okay.
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Totally sounds like recon.
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