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#63

Cycle 1 - Day 8 - Rest - Wanted Black, The Golden Cloak, New Primal

Each man who desires to run PRIMAL, needs to ask themselves one crucial, quintessential question…

What is a truly primal man?

Is it the masculine, red-pill guy going around posturing, talking about his many women (who in reality don’t even have the “h” from high quality), trying to dominate everyone around him while destroying his relationships and yelling how ToUgH he is in a cracking voice?

Is it the highly intellectual guy who analyzes every little thing to the point of ridiculousness, where he cannot even allow himself to live for a moment?

Is it the emotionally wise guy who gets lost in the feelings of others and forgets who he is, lost in the whims and emotions of others?

Is it the one who is so incredibly stoic he never even talks to anyone, believing his stoicism will get him the admiration of others?

Is it the spiritual individual who is so lofty and advanced he doesn’t even see his own two feet and while walking down the street trips on nothing, believing his “believing it true” will get him all his desires?

Is it the one who chases money endlessly, a slave perhaps not to the endless hamster wheel of the daily grind, but to a prison of his own making?

Is it the one who lusts and desires to no end, chasing and never having his fill, more akin to a hungry animal than a human being?

What does being a truly primal man entail?

Is it the standards of society?

Is it the standards of nature?

Is It the standards of the spiritual reality?

Is it the standards of the material reality?

Is it the standards of the people on the Internet, the ones around you and those close to you?

Is it really the standards, expectations and rules others load on you and your identity?

Or perhaps…

Fuck all that.

Not anymore.

The Minset

I’ve quit smoking, quit porn, quit eating like shit, quit being lazy, quit being needy, quit being clingy, quit being self-concious, quit allowing others to influence my state, and it’s all happened in just 3 loops of Primal.

It happens this easily: I see something I want to change, and I decide to change it. It’s really that simple. I’m not thinking about it, I’m not contemplating, I’m not weighing pros and cons, I’m not analyzing, I want it to change, and it’s changed. It’s really that simple.

Quitting drinking was effortless and I’m happier and all my relationships are better for it.
Quitting smoking was effortless and I’m happier and all my relationships are better for it.
Quitting porn was effortless and I’m happier and all my relationships are better for it.
Quitting junk food was effortless and I’m happier and all my relationships are better for it.
I’m confident and self-assured.
I know what I want and I get it.
People love me.
It’s that simple.

There’s no need for mental gymnastics, to talk myself into something or talk myself out of something, the right choice is obvious, it’s the choice that makes me happy which makes others happy.

The Day

I got woken up today by some insanely loud banging and crashing in my apartment, not sure what it was, but I was a little annoyed because I didn’t get my beauty rest. I check my phone, and a friend that I was supposed to get coffee with got called into work, that’s a W for me, because TBH, I just needed more damn time today. What’s cool is that I didn’t react. I used to get so pissed when people would cancel or plans would change, but I just didn’t care because I could see that it’s really not a big deal.

Why should I get so hung up over one small event when life is a long adventure full of events and opportunities. No coffee today? Who cares, let’s go tomorrow, let’s go next week, let’s go next month. Who really cares?

If a situation is pressing, then it’s pressing, if it’s not pressing, then it’s not pressing. It’s really that easy.

I hopped in the shower and had a quick conversation with myself about the changes that I’d noticed already, and realized that I’d missed some things, which brought me over here to document them.

I used to get food after work, given where I live, that generally meant taco bell, as it’s the only thing open that late. Thought about it last night, had about 45 seconds of indecision about it, then decided against it because I knew a protein shake at home would make me feel better not just tonight, but tomorrow morning also. This is another example of the near instant behavioral adjustments.

It’s easy, change is easy. It’s actually instantaneous if you really think about it. Change in the person is always instant.

Now you may want to push back on that, you may say that… “But, it takes so long to change, event x, y, and z needs to happen first” etc. No, it only appears that way. Change only looks slow because you haven’t changed yet. All changes take place in an instant. It’s a moment of realization, discovering a truth about the self or uncovering a lie, and then the change has taken place in that moment.

When I look back on my life, I can see clearly that all changes have taken place this way, all real changes. People sit around in the decision-making phase for too long, they get paralyzed by it, but when the time is right, the change is the simple act of making a decision.

I was reflecting also on my experience with SB and I realized that despite all the pain, it was the best thing I ever did. I fully believe that Primal is so easy for me right now because of all the work I have already done. In a sense, I feel like I have earned this freedom, and it’s well deserved.

The insight of these early hours of the morning is learning and research. If I really learn before I do something. Learn, visualize, and do it in imagination land first, then I don’t really need to make mistakes anymore.

On that note, since starting Primal, I’ve found myself far more interested in behavioral analysis and psychology and I’m finding it rather easy to objectively look at traits and behaviors that I have and wish to do away with and those I wish to embrace, feels like a more objective stance on myself.

Better under stress and pressure, way, way better at conflict resolution and turning seemingly negative events into positive ones.

More swift lesson learning. Mistake = correction. Feels like a great feedback loop.

Who’s opinion really matters? Do I gain anything from listening to the opinions of others besides a perspective that I can’t see on my own? I think that’s really enough, isn’t it?

People generally being friendlier to me.

Getting a hair cut tomorrow. Decided I get a haircut every 4 weeks, keep it nice, keep it clean. It’s a small price to pay for confidence.

Diet is pretty effortless.

Watching a lot of videos on psychology.

Final note, I’m listening to people more.

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#64

Cycle 1 - Day 9 - The New Primal - New Primal Solo

From the genesis of your transformation, the quest to become irresistibly successful with women is embraced with a fervor that burns deep within your core. This pursuit begins by casting aside the shadows of doubt and fear, erasing the anxieties and over-analytical whispers that once clouded your path.

Slept through an appointment, and I woke up in a bad mood because of it, but then I realized: the world isn’t against me. I used to do that, instinctively, automatically, I would act like the world itself was out to get me, but it’s just not, actually, it’s the opposite the world is on my side, it’s on all of our sides, that greater Will, that higher power wants desperately to give us what we want, to answer our requests and prayers.

If I’m both honest and objective, things conspire to help me out, to move me forward, to protect me from people who want to harm me, and to bring me what I want. It’s just silly and delusional to think any other way or to allow my mental energy to be drained by such trivial stuff, it’s just foolish honestly, so foolish, so utterly foolish.

So, lesson learned, quickly as always. :slight_smile:

Driving home from the gym, just now, I had a realization about some people that I’ve recently cut out of my life: they are just flat out bad people and their is no excusing their behavior, what they’ve done, or why they’ve done it. They are just bad people and that’s that. There really is no resistance to this realization either. I used to get lost in empathetic weeds, trying far, far, far too hard to understand the behavior of people who behave in shitty ways, but I just can’t allow myself to go there anymore, it’s just a foolish waste of time. It’s pretty simple, some people just suck. They can be redeemed, they can turn their lives around, but it’s neither my job nor responsibility to surround myself with dangerous people in the hopes that they will see the error of their ways and become better.

On that note, the mindset is rise above because truth is, I’m strong, I’m confident, I’m charismatic, I’m popular, I’m a great dude who takes care of people and cares about the people he loves. My actions speak for themselves and I always correct my mistakes and take accountability. Given that these are just facts about the kind of man I am, the kind of man I have always been, why in the hell would I waste all I have to give on the leeches and vampires of the world? Something I said to a co-worker a year ago–when talking about a particularly nasty dude–was “Let him hang himself, don’t get involved.” This philosophy has come right back around full circle.

My inner self is telling me to clarify “Let him hang himself,” so I will. There are two kinds of unfortunate people in the world: those with bad spawn RNG who need every ounce of help we can give them, and sorry souls who (for reasons that I don’t understand) bring their suffering on themselves. Help those who need it, but stay safely away from those who create their suffering. When you see a person like this, back off, and try and learn something from their behavior that you can use to protect yourself and those around you. That is what I mean when I say “let him hang himself,” it’s simply an understanding that some people cannot be helped, and the very act of trying to help them creates more suffering for them, yourself, and everyone else in a thousand-yard radius.

Genuinely, I want to see everybody on this planet, every living being, every sentient and non-sentient creature happy, fulfilled, and uplifted, but for fucks sake, I’m no martyr or messiah and I deserve the best of life, just like we all do. It’s our god-given right on this planet.

  • Foster relaxed optimism and a sense that all is well, creating a life characterized by positivity and hope. Approach every situation with a mindset that sees opportunities for happiness and success.

I took WB and TGC out of the post-entry title because I’m not running them this second. I’m no longer aligned with WB, and TGC is a little dense, a little too dense atm. Better that I just focus on Primal, that’s what feels right, so that’s what I’m gonna do.

  • Increase your capacity for fun and become a person who others associate with enjoyment and light-heartedness. Make your life and the lives of those around you more joyful and spirited.

I’ve seen this playing out between me and my GF, I’m just flat not interested in the drama anymore. I don’t see a point in allowing the misery of others to affect me or my GF.

  • Achieve masterful, automatic calibration in social situations, allowing you to read and respond to social cues with precision and grace. Become someone who navigates complex social landscapes with ease and confidence.

This is what’s been happening that I’ve been describing with the increased social intelligence. I’m seeing into people more quickly, non-judgementally, and getting a quick sense of what they want

  • Automatically pass social tests with extreme social intuition, demonstrating a deep understanding of social dynamics that allows you to navigate and influence any group or conversation.

On this note, I’m watching a lot of videos about influencers who’ve failed and had downfalls. I’m learning from their mistakes, seeing how people handle controversy right, how they handle it wrong, etc. One thing is clear the same exact controversy can play out a number of different ways depending on how the person in question handles it. That is to say, anything, almost, can be fixed. Better just not to make the mistakes in the first place, which is why I’m so interested in learning from the failures of others.

Today, there was a sense that I’m too sensitive, so therefore, I accept and learn, and I’m now emotionally resilient and good-humored.

  • Create a mental shield against any perceived rejection, developing resilience and a positive outlook that keeps you undeterred and moving forward in your social and romantic endeavors.

I’ve felt this several times already. Because no one is rejecting me. Shit just happens, I’m welcome, it’s as simple as that.

Strength up from last week. Body just needed to get moving again. I can feel the stuck emotions leaving my body as I push the weight. It’s like a game that I’m playing with myself I get the urge to quit, and instead I push just a little bit further and I feel the resistance, the stuck emotions, the uncomfortable energy leave my body. Feels really good, feels really good, I like it.

Dude in the gym complimented my tats, very cool.

Social media? This is an interesting one, but not that shocking. Yesterday and today I began to notice how utterly controlled and manipulated people are by celebrity, status, etc. The same could be said for a version of me that no longer exists, so long, old patterns. So many people just allow the words of a random stranger on the internet to completely infiltrate their souls and dictate their taste, behavior, etc.

Now, this isn’t all bad. It’s a good thing to fit in, to be able to keep up with the people around you, to understand where they are coming from and what’s influencing their behavior and reactions, but hell, I just don’t have any desire to allow my world-view to be shaped and molded by the opinions of internet celebrities. It’s just the feedback loop, the echo-chamber, the never-ending cycle of "this is true because everyone thinks so, even though no one has actually thought about it for more than 15 seconds and they just heard it from a streamer who’s confident and has a big following.

Nothing strange about it, it’s just human nature, but it’s interesting to see it in this new light, feels a bit like a veil has been lifted.

On that note, some of the effect that I’ve been feeling do appear to be Stark Black related. What appears to have happened is the following, as always, I can’t be sure because given the nature of things and my limitations, I can’t run a fucking double blind study on myself and control for variables. Without further ado:

  • Started Stark Black and hit a massive inner wall on the first loop, probably several massive inner walls.
  • Kept running it for 4 months under a variety of conditions: stacked, solo, microlooped, once weekly full loops, etc.
  • Couldn’t break through the wall, and my life seemed to hit a fervor pitch. I was done, I couldn’t take it anymore, I tapped out.
  • Quit Stark Black and soloed WB very slowly. No consistent listening schedule, micro loops and a full loop.
  • Hit two more walls, broke through both.
  • Started Primal, hit a wall, broke through the wall.
  • Stark Black finally began to activate without recon or serious resistance.

That’s what appears to have happened, but I’m willing to be wrong, makes no difference, the only thing that matters is moving forward in a happy and useful way that is aligned with my goals. The best explanation that I can think of is that the script was continuing to process in the background this entire time, and when I finally started Primal, my subconscious finally was given the information it needed (in a new form, the form of New Primal) to clear the queue, execute, and allow me to move past some of the blockages.

Body language is slower, freer, it’s clear to me: move quickly in all that you do, but NEVER RUSH. Both in my physical expression, and in what I do. Move quick, don’t rush.

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#65

Cycle 1 - Day 10 - Rest - New Primal Solo

Been thinking a lot about spirituality and manifestation today. So many mysteries, so many mysteries.

The real theme has been, “don’t get lost in the weeds.” Essentially, don’t chase the mysteries too much because it’s far too easy to get lost and lose touch with things.

It’s Terrence Howard, that’s what I’m rebelling against, the Terrence Howard mindset. There is a thing that happens to some people, they think themselves into the most wacky ideas, but because they are seemingly logical, they convince themselves and sometimes others.

Don’t get lost in those weeds.

The old vision for my future is coming back, I really don’t know how I could possibly bring it to bear, but I know it can be done.

Today, I spent a little too much time thinking.

#66

Cycle 1 - Day 11 - The New Primal - New Primal Solo

Can I just give myself happiness? This is the question I’ve been asking myself today. Like can I just give myself the happiness that I want? Why must I build these imaginary walls around me to keep me from having what I want in life?

On this note, I’ve manifested for others several times, I’ve also manifested for myself. But I still feel so inconsistent. Today, I really started thinking about this again, tracking the patterns mentally, and what I see is that it’s a practice that requires discipline. I just need to discipline my own mind and thoughts, luckily, the positivity and freedom I feel from Primal ought to help with that and help a lot.

Projection, can I be faithful? Reconciliation of the old patterns and a new desire for monogamy.

Allowing others to control me, to influence me, and watching my mental landscape change so much simply based on the words, or lack of words, of others. This has been a theme since the beginning, but it’s intensified a bit.

I dictate the outcomes by my co-creation. Ultimately, I do.

I wish I had myself as a best friend, then I realized, I do because I am me. So, why then. Tell me, why then must I be so cruel to myself and so kind to others? Why am I friend to myself and enemy to others. Poppycock, I ought to love myself, support myself, cherish myself, and cheer myself on no matter what.

I am fortified and protected.

Micromanaging life. This one is related to the manifestation one above, but it’s moreso the insight that I allow myself to get so utterly caught up in the microscopic, the flow of cash from one day to another, words spoken one day (ignoring months of other words and actions) that I let myself loose the forest for the trees.

Last night, continuing the theme of watching social media stars make mistakes, I stumbled across this downfall doc about a fitness influencer that I used to follow.

The guy did psychedelics, ayahuasca to be exact, and had–what appears to be–a severe and prolonged psychotic break. He started taking ayah every 2 hours (how that’s possible, I have no idea) and started drinking semen…it got wild. That’s a dude who got “lost in the weeds” and spiraled his own life into a bizarre oblivion. Could he turn it around? Sure, with enough cleverness, I’m sure he could. But he walked so damn far down the path of insanity that I really wonder when, if ever, the dude will pull himself out of it.

Managing other people’s emotions, yeah. My gf is going through a hard time, I’m learning to be better with other people’s feelings, it’s just not something I’ve needed to think about much, but now I do because this is the pro-social path.

Today, the influencer downfall theme continues. More stories of people being stupid and doing stupid shit and living with the consequences. The theme that I’m noticing is people doubling down and acting even more insane when they’ve been caught acting like a fool.

A few of these guys are still at it, even after being banned on pretty much every platform known to man, now they find a way to communicate their insane downward spirals via Kick and podcast appearances. Very interesting.

In a sentence: pride can indeed, be a deadly sin. That’s what I’ve learned so far.

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#67

Cycle 1 - Day 12 - Rest - New Primal Solo

Interesting, I’m reading back through the journals thus far, and psychosis and schizophrenia has been a big theme from then to know. It started with the psychotic guy, and then evolved into me watching all these videos about mental illness and influencer downfalls–most related to mental illness.

I think I understand what’s happening, I’m reconciling that I’m not mentally ill by encountering real, genuine mental illness around me and in the media I consume. I think I used the concept of mental illness as a scapegoat, a catchall to excuse myself from needing to take responsibility for my life. I’ve caught myself in that mindset several times since starting this journey “oh, I’m just broken,” when the reality is, it’s just not true. I’ve been wounded, but I’m far from broken.

This happened the last two nights in a row, I went back to my old ways, and both times I was disgusted by the behavior. Well and truly disgusted.

This has not happened, because I haven’t heard back. I was just getting caught up in the excitement of new thinking patterns and not actually thinking about what I want. I really don’t want to sell houses and I struggle to really envision myself doing it or putting in the work it would take to make that a successful venture. It feels like I would have to craft a whole new mask to wear, and I just don’t have much interest in doing that.

This has been consistent throughout the cycle.

Slipped with this the last two days, allowed myself to get pulled back into old thinking modes, of over-analyzing.

I struggle to make decisions, that is why I fail.

Don’t jump to conclusions. Don’t make snap judgements. Have some confidence, have some distance. Keep your chin up, keep faith, be sure about what you want, and allow life to unfold. Don’t snap to make hasty decisions based on limited or non-existent data. Just chill man, just chill. Calm down a little bit.

Also, resume the inner work. Do what you already know works. Related to that, stop asking so many stupid questions. You already have all the information that you need, you really do. You know what to do, and you know how to do it. So just let it be done. Also related, stop reacting to events. This is tied in with the micromanaging insight, just determine what you want and keep your eyes fixed on that. The little bumps in day-to-day life are really pretty meaningless compared to the grander vision of your life. They are meaningless if you allow them to be meaningless.

Set-backs can be stepping stones.

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#68

Cycle 1 - Day 12 - Rest - New Primal Solo

Journaling seems more important now than ever.

My ability to endure pain actually holds me back because it causes me to seek out pain to force growth instead of growing from a place of happiness.

It causes me to chase pain so I have something to run away from, instead of chasing happiness and having something to run toward.

Damn, that one hit me pretty deep.

#69

Cycle 1 - Day 13 - Rest - New Primal Solo

The big theme today has been to embrace the journey. It’s a deepening of what I talked about the other day, about not getting caught up so much in the microscopic and having a keener eye for the larger and more grandiose aspects of life.

Let go, stay calm.

A big theme for me has been using this technology with discipline and wisdom. Also, to accept that subliminals need to be treated like a wholly different aspect of life, and have certain use-cases and requirements to use them well and effectively.

Socially blooming more today. Talking to people has been easier and easier. Small talk, it’s a new thing for me. Just small talk with people, no need to go into the deep end unless the other person wants to.

In a sense, I’m becoming more other centered socially and less self centered. It’s less about what I say and more about how I make the other person feel.

Nice little financial bloom today. Made a days worth of earnings in 3 hours, which is pretty cool.

Things are good between me and the girl.

Life’s good.

I’m gonna start Limitless soon. Either limitless or ME, time will tell.

I’m very interested in cog enhancement because I feel that if I’m more mentally capable, then every other aspect of my life should be easier, in theory.

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#70

Cycle 1 - Day 14 - Rest - New Primal Solo

Drama! We love to see it. Let’s face down the challenges. Dear inner-self, must these lessons always be so hard won? It’s really an open question? Isn’t there a way for things to happen more easily, without such irritating circumstances? Isn’t that possible? Can’t it be that way? Can you support me in moving forward more easily, more gracefully, and with more power and confidence.

Hmm. I guess I’m kinda a coward. In which case, let’s be fearless. What is there to fear really? Isn’t fear the greatest sin? Isn’t fear what turns situations from bad to worse? Isn’t bravery the ultimate thing moving forward.

People talking shit about you, it’s uncomfortable. So, how do we win them all to our side? To shift the tide of this battle, and turn it all around and become the victor? How do we do it? It’s possible, we know this. We know it’s possible. It’s been done before by so many that have come before me.

Or is that really even what I’m meant to do here? Anyone reading this, what would you do if you notice a pattern of people lying about you?

The best I have so far is vanish, do nothing, and allow people to wear themselves out. Following that, just refuse to associate with liars and be far more careful who I interact with.

Looking forward to a bloom and smashing the recon wall.

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#71

Alright, I’ve decided. I get what I want.

The people lying about me will be caught, they will be found out, and it will all happen without Mr needing to lift a finger. That’s how this situation resolves.

So for me? I sit back, I relax, and I let go and allow the magic to happen.

Let it be done.

Just focus on what I want and nothing else, there is no reason to get caught up in the humdrum, the this and that. Let it all go, noise down, focus. It will all swing back around. Always has, always will.

This situation is in my favor, it’s in the service of bringing about what I desire, and that’s all there is to it.

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#72

Cycle 1 - Day 15 - RotNW 7min, WB 3min, Primal 2min - New Primal Solo

Yes, I listened to all three today in microloops. It felt like the right call, it’s not something I would normally do, if anything, I’m pretty conservative with subs these days, but it just felt right, so I did it.

About an hour or so after listening, I had a massive breakthrough about myself, what held me back, where I’ve gone wrong, and where I’ve gone right.

I sat and journaled about it for about an hour, worked it out, and caught myself in other behavioral patterns that are no longer serving me and took steps in the moment to correct and change them.

The problem is fighting and I was fighting the insights that I was having about myself.

I think what I’m really beginning to see is that “fighting” doesn’t help, it doesn’t do anything. If you resist, it persists.

I found an affirmation app, it allows you to record and loop affirmations either in your own voice or an AI voice. The rational is pretty simple, the subliminals are taking care of the sub conscious mind, the affirmations are helping me train my conscious mind to think about what I wish to think about. I’m planning on doing this daily during work, as my job allows for it, I’ll just pop an ear bud in, and listen over the 10 hour shift.

This is undoubtedly a Primal result, as it’s time to live life on my own terms and from day one of this cycle, I’ve felt the call to resume my inner work.

When I first started, I spent hours a day doing inner work and I can’t aruge with the results I was getting back then. I stopped doing it for time, but the ROI on innerwork is far, far higher than the time spent doing it.

Last night I felt that the situation had already resolved itself, felt it strongly and firmly, and so it’s resolved. Not much else to say about it.

The watching of social media downfalls has ended. It was yesterday when I realized that I had pushed pash the point of usefulness, into the realm of obsession.

It’s good to learn from the mistakes of others, it’s also good to learn from the successes of others. I think I’d rather learn from victory.

What did they do right? How did they win? What steps did they take? How did they do this? How did they do that?

On that note, I’ve been thinking about the social victory of a certain American celebrity. What he did right, was say nothing. He kept his silence for years, said nothing, did nothing, he waited, he allowed things to fade on their own, then when he rentered the world, he won and made everyone else look like idiots.

Recon Pattern

I’ve noticed a pretty consistent pattern with subs. The first two weeks are great, then it dips down, then it starts to climb back up.

That’s a pattern that I’ve experienced more than once, and it seems to hold pretty solid.

The question is, is that just my expectation?

The real thing is just not to worry about it, and once again, remain focused on what I want to build.

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#74

Cycle 1 - Day 16 - RotNW 15min, WB 15min - No More Primal

Primal felt good for a while, but then weird shit started happening–good shit, as always, a little discomfort never hurt anybody, but weird enough for me to drop it. It’s not for me, so I’m done with it.

So, gonna finish the cycle with WB and RofNW to rebalance my energy, then take a washout and move forward.

#75

Cycle 1 - Day 17 - Rest - No More Primal

Only a few days left of this cycle. The loops of WB and RotNW broke me through and it felt great, a huge energetic clearing.

Feeling a deep sense of trust and self-assurance–this is probably a NP result and a welcome one.

Moving forward, I think we are moving out of subs like this and into cognitive enhancement, and skill based titles.

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#76

Cycle 1 - Day 18 - WB 15min, RofNW 15min - No More Primal

Feeling good, feeling balanced, feeling ready. One more listen for this cycle then an 11+ day washout.

Could report, don’t feel the need right now. All good things, all good things.

#77

I wonder what you mean by weird shit happening? Was it something you were feeling internally or some external stuff happening?

#78

Ehh, weird external shit. Internally, I felt great!

2 people lied about me trying to hook-up with them. Both times I was with my GF (like standing right next to her when both events supposedly took place), making their stories both stupid and physically impossible.

Idk, it was a bit odd and a bit much.

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Damn, that is very interesting. I wonder if that was their weird way of suggesting to you that they would like to hook up with you :thinking:

#80

Idk, honestly, but it caused a bit of a shit storm for me socially, so meh. Lol.

#81

Day 1 - WB, New Limitless,

Stack: WB, New Limitless, RotnW

Listening now, just coming off of a long washout of who knows how long. About a month, I think, wasn’t really tracking it. I was just letting ride and ride, yesterday I got to the point where it was clear that I needed to end the washout: I was getting stuck in thinking loops and falling back on old programming.

Washout was good, washout was interesting, it taught me some things about how this process works, some very interesting things. It also gave me plenty of time to reflect on my journey, focus in on some aspects of myself that I’ve been avoiding facing, and come to a clearer idea of how to move forward on this journey.

The big thing that I learned are lessons about the listening threshold and subliminal permanence. There is a certain threshold of loops that’s needed for changes to actually stick. I discovered this by playing around with listening frequency, and what I’ve found is that there is a threshold that must be crossed, and if it’s not crossed, then the changes won’t stick. Beyond crossing the threshold, there is a certain frequency of listening that’s required for changes to actually take place. The frequency appears to be at least twice a week.

I tried on once a week for a long time, and it was more recon than it’s worth for little in terms of stable results.

This is tied into permanence. Permanence requires crossing the threshold, but it requires a level of discipline as any changes to the stack will change the programming, which includes programming from these subs. Guess it’s not that crazy, pretty straight forward.

Ask for a duck on Wednesday
Ask for a goose on Thursday, Friday, and Saturday
You’ll probably get the goose simply because you asked for it more which signaled that it was of higher priority.

The big thing that I discovered is that I need a little cognitive enhancement and limitless promises to pretty much elevate every aspect of my life. The way that I see it, limitless should, in theory, pretty much make every aspect of my life a little smoother and a little better.

Alchemist, that might be the path forward for me. It looks stunning. That’s probably best reserved for cycle 3 or 4 where I’ll swap out RotnW or WB.

I can’t decide yet because I have some ideas of what I’m trying to accomplish, but I’m not totally sure how it’s going to go at this stage.

Ideally, if things go according to plan. I would swap out WB for Alchemist and keep RotnW and Limitless, but we shall see how things develop.

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Day 3 - WB, New Limitless

Feeling good.

#84

Made a post, deleted it. My internal processes don’t belong on a public forum.

We call this a result.

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