Day 5 - Unleash Yourself 3 - Khan ST1 (4), Limitless (5), LotS (1) - Listening Day - Lots 12/12/2024
Decided to just do LotS today, the recon was actually pretty intense from my single loop of TB the other day, so this cycle I’m not feeling a strong urge to push it.
I’ve been going steady since starting this cycle. Easing myself into dieting, easing myself into working out, and easing myself back into work.
For some reason, I just don’t feel any reason to go from 0 to 100 right now, so I’m gonna listen to that intuition because I think it’s wise.
I think it’s because in my past I’ve always been so extreme and all or nothing, now I’m really practicing what I preach: balance, slow and steady.
Past me really knows what’s up. So if past me could go from a loser with girls to a killer. Then present me can go from a loser with money, to a winner. I’ll just assume it will take me about a year however, I don’t really want to put a strict timeline on it, because as I’ve seen, things can actually change instantaneously. It’s really a matter of some mysterious stuff that happens inside. It doesn’t need to take a year, but, for the sake of mental convince at this seemingly impossible task, then I’ll just assume a year. 1 year to overcome the internal barriers, once those are cleared, then the rest should be easy.
Why do I think this? Because that’s how it’s been for me with girls. Once I did all the hard work, spent all those nights punching my mattress, crying, and feeling sorry for myself, the rest has been easy. Getting girls is just…well, it’s just easy for me and it’s easy because I put in the work, and I put in the work because it mattered to me because I love women.
So, why should money be any different? Like really? Why should it be any different? Why should anything be any different than anything else?
Don’t really think there is any real distinction here. If I can charm a girl, then I can charm an audience, an investor, a partner.
If a girl can fall for me, then a customer can.
Meh, it’s easy. Just do it and shut up, or something.
Finishing the cycle of TB and LotS, then we move on.
We are either moving on to Primal and EoG or ST2 and EoG.
Which one? Well, I’m on the fence about both. I want to stick it out with Khan, but there appears to be a wisdom in temporarily switching to Primal while I reconcile EoG ST1.
In a few weeks, I’ll know.
It really just comes down to what is the proper decision for my specific path in life, rather than some objective right or wrong.
Resting up and dreaming big dreams. Glad I’ve been on TB this long. It’s been an interesting journey, but a journey none the less. Feel a big freer and lighter.
Predicting the EoG drop to be soon. Presults have started, which tells me that they are testing the finalized build right now.
Hmm, feeling pretty alright. Got straight up SLAMMED with recon yesterday. It was like a repete track of all my failure and self hatred for hours playing for most of the night.
Felt a little back to square one, like how I felt before I started this journey a few years ago.
Woke up feeling lighter. Challenge thoughts abound, realizing that all the thoughts were both stupid and completely untrue.
It was like I was stuck in a trance where I could only see the negatives in life, ignoring all the progress I’d made.
Buisnesss ideas abound. I’m going to start my buisness this week. At the very least, I’m gonna do the paperwork to form the company.
Thinking of starting the buisness solo without my partner. I realized that I don’t really…NEED my partner.
Like when we do brain storm sessions, it’s literally all me, all the ideas, all the strategy, everything is me. To top it all of, we aren’t aligned on the vision for the buisness. They want to do things that I don’t want to do and vice versa.
So, what I’m thinking is I will start solo as a proof of concept, and then help them launch their own buisness as a co-partner.
Two businesses, not one.
That’s the solution that makes it feel fair to both parties.
Okay, the washout from the great subliminal mistake of 2024 wasn’t too bad. The holidays were a little awkward, I had a little trouble socializing during the parties, and I felt a little internally unstable, but overall, it was mostly okay. Not ideal, sure, but also not that bad.
Semester just started, I’m excited and ready to go. Over the break, I reconciled my fears of computer science. AI is the hottest topic on the planet within tech and business right now, for good reason, it’s the latest ground breaking human innovation. It’s the fulfillment of a dream that humanity has had for God knows how long. First semester, I was full of doubt about computer science as a career path, now? Well…
Now, I just don’t care. Computers are fascinating, math is fascinating, learning this stuff is fascinating. It’s hard, but it’s worth it. I woke up today with a very simple idea “I would rather invest this time and money learning and be wrong and be made “redundant” by AI, then to waste any more time.”
The best time to learn CompScience was in the 70’s, the second best time is right this second. This has been a goal for over a decade, so pull out all the stops and go in!
The only change has been that I’ll probably focus on Cyber Security. Something tells me that cyber security is one niche within comp science that will actually see a huge increase in demand thanks to AI.
@Risky any thoughts on the above, brother in tech?
And like that, we move! Time to learn OOP in Java with Calculus for good measure.
As a closing thought. Thank you @Fire and @SaintSovereign not just for the programs, but in the last couple weeks I’ve drawn invaluable information from you guys about how to run a business and start a community. SubClub has been a great model for me in building a positive community, and has taught me a lot about what a business can look like in the modern age. So many companies just follow a template, but this one does things different, and it’s a good change.
There’s a reason why SubClub is the only “social media” that’s held my attention in the last 10 years, lol.
One strange realization I had yesterday. As a global community, we are unintentionally programming ourselves negatively. This is old news, I know, but I see it so damn clearly now.
