PizzaShaman’s journal - Ongoing

PizzaShaman · November 5, 2024, 1:17pm

11/5/24

Rowvember 5th!

I was already out and got my vote submitted. Woooo

At least the lines were short and moved steadily. I’ve had previous experiences where voting took forever.

5 minutes of Lets ROW before the Row today! Today, and every 5th day after, will be a 10k row day. Hopefully I will see improvement on that time. It’s been around 45 minutes during my 12.5k rows that I hit the 10k mark. I am aiming to bring it under 40 minutes. I will hit 360k meters for the month with this rowing plan.

I’m thinking I’ll do 10 minutes of BDD after the row.

Edit:
Today’s Listening:
5 min Let’s ROW (Before workout)
10 min BDD (After workout)

PizzaShaman · November 5, 2024, 2:17pm

Day 5 complete!
60000 meters in!

PizzaShaman · November 6, 2024, 3:22am

A portion of my natal chart that I was reading-

Sun blending with Ascendant
(power = 7.04 and this aspect is neutral)
You have a sunny disposition and a nature that is proud and honorable. You do not stoop to
low or mean acts because that is not becoming of you. You have a strong vital essence and
you radiate vitality to those in your immediate circle. You are a natural leader and can do well
in positions of management or authority. You are willing to help those in need and you give of
yourself in a generous manner.

You have a strong vital essence and you radiate vitality to those in your immediate circle.

This jumped out at me tonight. I have Synergy: Preordained Vitality in Let’s ROW, and Radiating Health is part of that. I just started that custom very recently. I obtained that synastry chart fairly recently as well. I find it unusual that something on that natal chart would relate to a sub that I am running now.

One of my bosses discussed the possible promotion with me again today, fleshed out a bit more of what the duties would be. While it makes sense from their standpoint, I’m not so certain. I would have to give up my work routine and be more engaged with my coworkers much more often. I currently spend at least 75% of my shift working solo at my station, and that would change. I wouldn’t interact with the students much at all really, working in the back kitchen. The quality of our pizza product would drop drastically as it would be switched to parbaked crusts entirely, not the hand stretched product I serve. etc.

Yeah I don’t think I’ll be taking it.

PizzaShaman · November 6, 2024, 1:30pm

11/6/24

Still feeling the same way this morning.

I’ve been getting information every day. Feels like a RoM/Alchemist blend of occurrences. Found one video two or three days ago on my HD variables…for free! It had been previously locked behind a paywall.
I’ve noticed it has become far easier to not bust a nut during sex. New since EmpD.

PizzaShaman · November 6, 2024, 2:44pm

And done!

72500 meters in!

PizzaShaman · November 7, 2024, 2:59pm

11/7

5.5 min Let’s ROW

8 min BDD

new best 10k time: 42min 16sec

and this is my best 12.5k time too

PizzaShaman · November 8, 2024, 3:09am

I have been having the thought “I am a force of nature.” pop up lately, randomly and during times of …i want to say comparison, myself to others.

Just now, I found that referenced in the copy to EmpD!

At least I know the source now. I have been enjoying the feeling the thought provided.

PizzaShaman · November 8, 2024, 2:40pm

11/8/24

Not a PR workout, but a completed one!

97500

PizzaShaman · November 10, 2024, 2:43pm

Today

11/10/24

7.5 min Let’s ROW

7.5 min BDD

While not desired, I may take off tomorrow from rowing to have a complete rest day. My hands have been hurting during my workouts and I think I need a break.

PizzaShaman · November 12, 2024, 2:42pm

Back at it:

PizzaShaman · November 13, 2024, 2:47pm

11/13

Long day ahead with a big work event this evening. I will listen tomorrow when I have fewer demands on muh brain.

To write on later:

work interaction with Anathema
wife current stack and progress

PizzaShaman · November 14, 2024, 2:36pm

11/14/24

It was a long day yesterday. Big event at work- over 1100 guests for dinner. I was front and center, carving traditional Thanksgiving fowl with the college president.

Woke up today with my feet hurting and the idea to take another rest day. But, here I am, listening to Let’s ROW and getting ready to go knock out 10k.

7.5 min Let’s ROW

7.5 min BDD

PizzaShaman · November 15, 2024, 2:46pm

11/15/24

Lots of discussion at work yesterday. The event held on Wednesday was in a new format, one that we will likely be using going forward. While the event was a success, there is plenty of room for improvement for next year, and I was able to impart my observations to the department director while it was still fresh.

I had to talk about the end of that shift a few times yesterday. During the unloading of leftovers, a warming cabinet fell on a coworker. It wasn’t the best connection with the dock loading plate and the truck loading plate, and as Catering Guy (CG) was starting to move the first warmer my brain hit a klaxon - “That shit is going to fall on him”.

Then it did. CG crumples under the warmer as it falls and he let out a sound like an injured dog. Juice (from ham and turkey stored inside) starts pouring out the back of the warmer onto the dockplate pick it up off him immediately and urge him to take a seat for a couple minutes. CG was kinda pissy about that comment for some reason, ignored it, and we proceeded to get the rest of the warming cabinets off the truck. I moved the rest off the truck however.

Director wanted to ask me about it, as we have a camera on the dock and he had seen the video. Catering Manager lady came over during the afternoon and thanked me for picking the warmer up off her (worker) guy. It was at that point I realized that CG had never thanked me the night before. I tossed that around in my head for a little bit. I didn’t think it rude, but an (acceptable) oversight, given he had just been flattened. Still, I was contemplating my response. Maybe I’ll leave it on him next time, should it happen again.

It was at that exact point in that mental monologue of mine that CG was walking by and made a detour to come over to me- and thank me for picking that cabinet offa him last night.

One of the student workers told me I give “teen dad vibes”. Thanks, EmpD!

Today I woke up feeling beat. Body aches something fierce! Almost feels like covid. Unfortunately, another rest day for Rowvember. I’m at 150k for the month so far.

I’m getting out of work a hair early this evening to get home for the Tyson/Paul fight. I’m excited to see that.

Bonus:

PizzaShaman · November 24, 2024, 2:48pm

11/24/24

Man plans, God laughs…

Pneumonia was a wrench in muh plans.

PizzaShaman · November 27, 2024, 3:21am

Interesting thought just now:
I would rather pay the price of discipline than endure the cost of indulgence.

PizzaShaman · November 28, 2024, 4:51pm

11/28/24

The Thanksgiving Row:

Ordered Generator 2.0 last night. RoM and Mind’s Eye cores. I was tempted to add in Singularity core but I want to take advantage of the easier processing due to removal of Ascension Chamber core and NLE core. I’m excited!

PizzaShaman · November 28, 2024, 10:58pm

Generator - Terminus

#1 Revelation of Mind Core
#2 Mind’s Eye Core
#3 Ascension Chamber Core
#4 New Learning Experience Core
#5 The Architect
#6 Jupiter
#7 Dominion
#8 Divine Will
#9 Wheel of Creation
#10 Void of Creation
#11 Yggdrasil
#12 Omnidimensional
#13 Mosaic
#14 DEUS
#15 Pragya
#16 The Flow
#17 Fortune’s Favorite
#18 Tyrant
#19 Current Invoker
#20 Inner Voice

Generator 2.0 - Terminus

16 Modules and Cores

Limitless: Mind’s Eye Core
Revelation of Mind Core
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: 42
Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
Deus
Omnidimensional
Pragya
Fortune’s Favorite
Treasure Finder
Auric Overdriver
Mosaic
Inner Voice
The Flow
Faith Unyielding

PizzaShaman · December 7, 2024, 2:11pm

12/7/24

'Tis the season of sickness, at least so far. I went back to work yesterday after over a week off between the holiday break and sick time. What I thought was an pneumonia resurgence is actually bronchitis, according to the doctor this past Tuesday. Today is the last day of medication.

Still, this shit is getting old. I’ve been ill since mid November, and it’s interfered with my plans. I’m not certain what brought it on, as I’ve not been sick like this since I was a teenager.

I received Generator2.0 on Wednesday evening. Thank you, gentlemen in charge! Quicker than I expected, tbh, with the holiday order backup. Due to my sickness however, I’m on a washout. Not even a lil 15 second listen. I’m planning on resuming Monday, so I’ve been giving the stack some consideration. I’d like to improve my energy capacity, as that has always seemed a problem for me. I am tired of living in a ‘recharge’ state most of the time. I suppose I’m talking firm control over my libido here. Always a problem; shows up in my natal chart too.

I’d like to continue with Let’s ROW as well. I am irritated at getting sick in the midst of Rowvember. I know it was largely beyond my control, but still. Wife has her own workout custom now (similar to Let’s ROW) and it is working for her. I want to be rowing as well. BDD will be held off on for a lil bit.

So, to put down some sort of intention here:

Gen2.0
Let’s ROW
…A:S or Alch3 or KB3

Well, time will tell.

PizzaShaman · December 11, 2024, 2:00pm

12/11/24

I gave Gen2.0 7.5 min on Monday along with 3.5 min BDLM. Interestingly, felt some tiredness in my face during work yesterday. Still getting results from BDD, specifically the EmpD portion, via respect and manners from the students at work. One staff lady saw me and did a double take with a huge beaming smile (I was lol’ing internally when I noticed) while another married one circled around to talk to me twice!

Flattering, but ladies! I’m married.

1.5 min of PN when I had the lunchroom to muhself yesterday.

Wife was feeling overstimulated last night but gave me possibly the best bj I’ve ever had. I had enough juice for a round two this morning, and she was vocal the entire time.

So, I’ve determined that Gen2.0 works well! So far. I’m excited to see some Treasure Finder results when they come my way.

Today is a listening day, but I’m not sure what I want just yet. Too many possibilities with SubClub!

PizzaShaman · December 12, 2024, 3:15am

I want to build an aura enhancement custom, something to boost whatever I pair it with. I’ve been hella curious about the New Auric Experience ever since it was released. I nearly made a LB/LBFH custom with it, but ultimately didn’t get the feeling to go through with the order.

But the curiosity remains! I believe it’s possible to put this booster together as a custom, and have it work with whatever else.

New Auric Experience Core
Auric Overdriver
Mosaic

These three are easy picks. I’m not sure about Synergy: Primordial Aura. I think it would add flavor where none is desired. Prolly good to pair up with WB but I’m not interested in that.

Some result enhancers:

Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: 42
DEUS
Omnidimensional

And some others:
Energetic Development XI
Pragya

Hmm. Only 9 modules, but a couple synergy mods are in there. I would think it would fly. I suppose Fusion Optimized would be fine in here, or The Architect. Inner Gasoline would likely assist in aura boosting as well.

Hmmm. The possibilities!