Thank you sir!
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You are welcome!
BTW how did you become the PizzaShaman?
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1/28/25
3 min RoW
5 min KB3
5 min AuraBoost
10 min Gen2.0
Wife should be starting the monthly so best to chill on the sexy subs! For now. Might have to remake BDD as a EmpD Custom but I’m wanting to see what the name imbeded store titles are about first.
Nothing major to report from my weekend off. Although…
Sunday Night
- At sexytime—Wife told me to “Just lay down” and proceeded to suck my D until I finished. Thanks BDD and AuraBoost, and thank you SubClub!
and I had a real big hit with Treasure Finder (imo). Local grocery store had a 9lbs leg of lamb in stock, but the cost was too damn high! I knew when I first saw it (2 weeks ago) it would be marked down for clearance this weekend. I went in there on Saturday to get it, but it was not there and I assumed it had been sold. Stopped by the same store on Sunday, with my son, on the way home from church. Behold, the leg of lamb! Marked down from $80 to $27! 
I was pumped! Son exclaimed, “Treasure Finder!” upon seeing the clearance sticker. Cooked that up yesterday- delicious!
Ha! I want to answer this all sorts of ways, but I only have so much time this morning. I’m attempting to be super productive before work today. I will outline it now and fill in later on.
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I was born for it, much like I assume you were born to be RVconsultant!
– I have the understanding that each soul chooses what life to experience, in order to grow. So I picked this life I have, like you have picked yours, for the experiences to be had. -
My deep abiding love of pizza!
– Pizza brings up memories of my grandmother and pizza at her house. Red Baron - Canadian Bacon. -
A collection of experiences
– The most influential was a daytime mushroom trip some years ago. I had an automatic writing experience where I was communicating with a collective consciousness and receiving answers. I was informed by the “Congress of Ages” that I am a shaman. It was after this that I began to take meditation more seriously, and did a dive into the Gateway Program/Experience with Hemi-Sync.
– Oddly enough, one of the last things my father told me before he died was to “stick with pizza, it’ll pay off” -
The assumption of the title.
– I remember this day. I was about 5 weeks into my current job. I rotated between the different stations in the cafeteria on a daily basis (main meal line, burger and sandwich spot, pizza), but the chef liked me at Pizza. The guy who was working it did not perform to the chef’s expectations of speed and quality, and I think now the chef hired me intending to replace him.
On this day, we were featuring a “Build your own” quesadilla and the guy was going to need my help with it. So I’m working in front of the pizza oven over lunch; a seemingly endless line of young people trying to stuff 5 pounds of cheese and chicken into a 12 inch tortilla and have us cook it. Pizza Station guy can’t handle it: he becomes very short and direct (borderline rude) with the students and putting off a funky vibe. I recall clearly him being off to my left at one point, and a sparkling silver chevron pointing in his direction appearing in my left eyes’ field of vision for…between 5 and 10 seconds, until I shut my eyes and shook my head. I know what I just typed there, btw. It happened man. We got through the rest of the meal period, but the flow was not smooth and it was definitely noticed.
After lunch, chef first called PizzaStation guy into his office. ( I heard, much much later, that he cried in there that day.) Then, it was my turn. Chef offered me the position of running the pizza station, and I accepted. Time passed–I had my life upset with my wife’s extra marital activities and the reconciliation of that resulted in my cessation of pornography use. Then Covid shutdown happened–my job paused for 3-4 months, and the school was quite different when we reopened for students in the fall of 2020. It was by early 2021 I heard that the students were referring to me as PizzaShaman. (Well, PizzaFirstName) A regular told me that during one of her dorm meetings (she was an RA) in asking what the students were thankful for, one of them, “I’m thankful for PizzaShaman.” So yeah. Since then.
Trying to row today too!
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1/29/25
Finished filling out the PizzaShaman info a couple posts up. Weeee
Had some great sex last night and this morning, downside is that now I feel drained. 
That’s all for now.
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I loved it.
Thanks so much for sharing.
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Late night thoughts:
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Revelation of Mind is doing some work these days. It’s interesting. I have been running RoM and ME in a custom since April '23. I’ve noticed and learned aspects of myself as time has passed, yes, but this latest one has been very informative. Being “on the spectrum” or neurodivergent. Self diagnosis is somewhat common these days, true, but I’ve been thinking back on my life’s experiences with this as a lens or filter, and things from childhood make much more sense now. Hmmm. Interesting. In this very moment, I’m getting the impression that some EmpD scripting is at work with this subject as well. I am more understanding of myself and my problems relating to and communicating with people. Yeah. Just had a whole range of emotions and thoughts rolling there. …At the end of it all, I find more forgiveness for myself.
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I didn’t write about my sister in here, but to coincide with Love Bomb loops both my brother and sister reached out to me. I rebuffed them both, sorta. My sister was showcasing some new canned THC beverage and my brother was showing his bathroom renovation plans. I declined my sister’s offer to send me some, and asked my brother why he was reaching out as that is unusual. I should be honest with myself. I don’t see the point in spending my time on people that are not in my life. I live on the East Coast (well mostly) and they live in a north midwestern state. I moved out here…24 years ago. Even before that point, they were not in my life on a daily basis. The family situation was fucked up for all involved. I’m getting off topic. Point is, family members reached out after Love Bomb listens. I would count that as results for anyone reading this.
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One of the reasons I’m so good at my job is I understand that most people want recognition. I think of the “Cheer’s” theme song:
"You want to be where you can see
“Our troubles are all the same”
“You wanna be where everyone knows your name”
Lots of these young people feel lonely, and I offer a brief blip of recognition to some during the course of my workdays. I learn their names and ask them how their day is going. They appreciate it. I get memes on Yikyak! hahahaha -
I did get a chance to congratulate the young man that won the Rowvember challenge a couple weeks ago when school started back up. He smiled as he thanked me, and told me that I had been his motivation!
He will be on campus this coming November as well. I aim to have better health this time around. Knowing that someone else is willing to put in some work is invigorating as far as that goes.
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1/30/25
Listening day!
5 min RoW
5 min KB3
10 min BDD
10 min AuraBoost
- Wife and I received a “check” in the mail yesterday for $127k ZOMG “representing a real cash offer for your home”. It’s going to take a lot more than that. RoW at work? Not sure. Could just be junk mail, though I’m not big on coincidences.
I’m getting my listening done now before the other Row has to happen. I’ve not been good about listening to supportive scripting there, but I’m starting to think there’s enough in EmpD to prop me up in getting workouts done.
Reading over the forum this morning, I took note that an individual stated they are listening to 10+ titles. Whew! That seems like a lot to me, to have that many in your stack on a consistent basis. I can empathize as I want it all as well! Working on that many goals simultaneously screams inefficiency to me, but that’s how I’m designed.
Wife has the monthly, so I’ll have to keep the libido in check this coming week. She isn’t listening to anything currently, but I believe that if/when the thought crosses her mind, she’ll want to. Maybe I’ll suggest her workout custom and getting back on the rowing machine. She needs to move more with her sedentary job, and she knows it.
Son is on the same workout schedule I am, albeit a bit different in the workout. As he has trouble maintaining consistent effort over distance, I have him doing an interval workout. 500 m with 1.5 min rest time in between, times 8 intervals for a total of 4k m rowed. Sprints, essentially. He needs to move too. As a reward for getting the workouts done, I’ll take him out for Indian food on my weekends off. Still early but seems to be working so far.
Done listening.
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Hyped for name embedded store titles! 
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1/31/25
I had an interesting experience last night which brought to mind another one that happened recently.
Last night:
- Oldest gets home from her day while I’m chilling on the couch watching “Beef” on Netflix. I do make efforts to avoid mentally consuming shit but that show has been entertaining. Anyway. I greet her and as she’s shutting the door, she turns to me and says, “Guess what I got today? Guess?!? I’ll send it to you!” as she puts her hand to her forehead and shuts her eyes, appearing to be concentrating.
I try to still my mind and wait for it, and after maybe 3 seconds the word “Refund” is coming at me in some other space, overlaid on the reality I was seeing (my living room, my TV, etc). I was aware of that energy as it hit my bubble (aura/field/etc) and zoomed into me. I perceived it as energy, but it was labeled refund in my brain. I was correct, btw. Oldest was happy.
Recently:
- So this was a good night. I like my plans and usually send my wife a text to see if we can plan on sexytime for whatever evening. Usually it’s hit or miss, but this day my wife was happy in the manner in which I asked. Said I cracked her code! Ha! I will spare the reader the full details of my marital encounter, but…There was a point where our hero, the PizzaShaman, was having difficulty in “retaining control of the flow of nectar”. It just seemed to want to rush out! While at a level point, a couple deep breaths and long exhales resulted in a mental image, a version of this:
Imagine that picture with a copy of it in front, rotated 90 degrees left, maybe looking like a stylized letter M? My mental image was that. I knew at the time I was getting a sense of both of our energy systems, and the ‘nectar release urge’ immediately chilled out as I gave my mind’s eye a portion of my attention.
I am uncertain as to what is prompting this energetic awareness, but it’s cool and I thought I would share.
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Wow.
You’re experiencing a psychic-spiritual Renaissance.
Shaman walks on.
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Oh I get it, thats how you became the PizzaShaman, you put some psilocybin mushrooms in your pizza! You naughty boy!
Very cool and interesting results btw.
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谢谢老師
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Never would I commit such heresy.
They taste like shit. Nowhere near my pizza!
Psilocybin…despite my father’s hand in an extensive introduction to drugs as a teenager, I did not try shrooms until I met my wife. I recall a chocolate shroom ball back during her college days. I don’t recall tripping, just getting sick and throwing up. Over a decade later the opportunity came around again and I had a completely different experience. Microdosed for a while, had a couple trips. I would see a blue light orb sometimes during the experience, I think it was watching over me. I felt that if your mind was a radio receiver, psilocybin would adjust the frequency dial, changing what you could tune in to.
I don’t think that those experiences unlocked anything in me, like shaman powers or some such. I always had those. For example, I’ve known some girls (coworkers at differing past jobs) to be pregnant without them informing me. One had only found out that morning I made the comment, the other found out after the fact. It was just a knowing for me, a feeling that conveyed the truth.
I feel that the New Auric Experience Core and Alchemist: Singularity have really increased my energetic field sense. Perhaps the Synergy: Energetic Transcendence module in my terminus custom is contributing as well.
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I was going to dodge this workout as I got laid last night, but I didn’t.
Note for later: write down upcoming open house aura experiment
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別客氣，兄弟
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The PizzaShaman hurried to Google Translate with his new message, eager to see the reply. Who knew what wisdom was contained within the characters depicted?
The English translation gave him a belly laugh!
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Alright. So in 2 weeks, I have to work an Open House event at the college. The institution where I make pizza isn’t doing so hot fiscally, as I found out at a meeting 2 weeks ago. Fine for this year, but future years are not looking so great. Projected cost increases, projected enrollment cliffs, etc. Not bleak, but not far from it. The only thing I can do to help out is doing my part in making the dining experience as attractive as possible.
The students at the college already talk me up on the guided campus tours throughout the year. Event days are more of the same, just a much bigger crowd. I usually prepare some pizzas ahead of time to ensure an easier lunch service, but this time I want to hit the crowd with some Aura as well.
I’m thinking of taking a washout for a week or so leading up to the 15th, in addition to some retention. The morning of, I’d get up early and do up… I’m thinking LBFH and AuraBoost. I’m hoping to have my paws on a PizzaShaman name embedded LBFH store title by that point.
I usually get 3-5 different people/parents asking if I’m PizzaShaman, so I would think that any increase in that number would be an experimental success.
That’s the idea. Washout and retain, and hit a fresh crowd with an AuraBoosted LBFH.
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Late night thoughts:
Today’s listening was 7.5 min each of BDD custom and Auraboost. 30 seconds of RoW. I wanted to leave some room for some fun sub listening tonight, which was had with 3.5 min of PN.
Today’s observations:
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I get a lot of ‘sir’ s at work whenever I listen to something with Emperor scripting. First noticed on WTP. Still happens with EmpD scripting in my custom. It’s interesting: lots of these young people, my customers, are happy to see me. They like my vibe. LBFH hits them one way, EmpD another. I have more young men engaging me in short conversation now than before. The sirs come with a smile! Some students pass by my station but still look to make eye contact and exchange smiles with me. I get this feeling, well. Knowing. An energy read in the moment? They look to me for reliable positivity. They know that ‘PizzaShaman will smile at me’ and look to me to see it, and give me genuine smiles in return.
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Coworker found out my age yesterday. Surprised, thought I was older. He’s 50ish, and I lol’d so hard internally when he called me sir some time back, when I started Emperor: Daddy. I already connected the dots on that one.
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Son and I enjoy Mango Lassi when we are out eating Indian food. I was curious about making it at home, and picked up supplies for it. I made a batch last night. 7.5 out of 10. Needed a bit more sugar, milk, and cardomom compared to the restaurant lassi taste but not bad for a first go. I got this snap from my son tonight:
We’ve been having better interaction lately, and this is proof for me. -
30 seconds of Revelation of Wealth is enough to get this guy popping up in my feed.
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Up late tonight because I enjoyed some after relations curry. I realized tonight, in my post nut clarity, that I’ve been gotten off orally the last 3 times in a row. I do not know if there is any scripting in EmpD to help that endeavor, but I feel that BDLM, NDE, and AuraBoost have been proving very effective. The fact my wife had a 15 min loop of PRom a few days ago likely didn’t hurt anything either. Curry was good btw. That mild tasted like a medium tho.
