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#544

1/31/25

I had an interesting experience last night which brought to mind another one that happened recently.

Last night:

  • Oldest gets home from her day while I’m chilling on the couch watching “Beef” on Netflix. I do make efforts to avoid mentally consuming shit but that show has been entertaining. Anyway. I greet her and as she’s shutting the door, she turns to me and says, “Guess what I got today? Guess?!? I’ll send it to you!” as she puts her hand to her forehead and shuts her eyes, appearing to be concentrating.
    I try to still my mind and wait for it, and after maybe 3 seconds the word “Refund” is coming at me in some other space, overlaid on the reality I was seeing (my living room, my TV, etc). I was aware of that energy as it hit my bubble (aura/field/etc) and zoomed into me. I perceived it as energy, but it was labeled refund in my brain. I was correct, btw. Oldest was happy.

Recently:

  • So this was a good night. I like my plans and usually send my wife a text to see if we can plan on sexytime for whatever evening. Usually it’s hit or miss, but this day my wife was happy in the manner in which I asked. Said I cracked her code! Ha! I will spare the reader the full details of my marital encounter, but…There was a point where our hero, the PizzaShaman, was having difficulty in “retaining control of the flow of nectar”. It just seemed to want to rush out! While at a level point, a couple deep breaths and long exhales resulted in a mental image, a version of this:
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Imagine that picture with a copy of it in front, rotated 90 degrees left, maybe looking like a stylized letter M? My mental image was that. I knew at the time I was getting a sense of both of our energy systems, and the ‘nectar release urge’ immediately chilled out as I gave my mind’s eye a portion of my attention.

I am uncertain as to what is prompting this energetic awareness, but it’s cool and I thought I would share.

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#545

Wow.

You’re experiencing a psychic-spiritual Renaissance.

Shaman walks on.

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#546

Oh I get it, thats how you became the PizzaShaman, you put some psilocybin mushrooms in your pizza! You naughty boy!
love-trippy

Very cool and interesting results btw.

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#547

谢谢老師 :pray:t2:

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#548

Never would I commit such heresy.
They taste like shit. Nowhere near my pizza!
:rofl:

Psilocybin…despite my father’s hand in an extensive introduction to drugs as a teenager, I did not try shrooms until I met my wife. I recall a chocolate shroom ball back during her college days. I don’t recall tripping, just getting sick and throwing up. Over a decade later the opportunity came around again and I had a completely different experience. Microdosed for a while, had a couple trips. I would see a blue light orb sometimes during the experience, I think it was watching over me. I felt that if your mind was a radio receiver, psilocybin would adjust the frequency dial, changing what you could tune in to.

I don’t think that those experiences unlocked anything in me, like shaman powers or some such. I always had those. For example, I’ve known some girls (coworkers at differing past jobs) to be pregnant without them informing me. One had only found out that morning I made the comment, the other found out after the fact. It was just a knowing for me, a feeling that conveyed the truth.

I feel that the New Auric Experience Core and Alchemist: Singularity have really increased my energetic field sense. Perhaps the Synergy: Energetic Transcendence module in my terminus custom is contributing as well.

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#549

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I was going to dodge this workout as I got laid last night, but I didn’t.

Note for later: write down upcoming open house aura experiment

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#550

別客氣，兄弟

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#551

The PizzaShaman hurried to Google Translate with his new message, eager to see the reply. Who knew what wisdom was contained within the characters depicted?

The English translation gave him a belly laugh!

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#552

Alright. So in 2 weeks, I have to work an Open House event at the college. The institution where I make pizza isn’t doing so hot fiscally, as I found out at a meeting 2 weeks ago. Fine for this year, but future years are not looking so great. Projected cost increases, projected enrollment cliffs, etc. Not bleak, but not far from it. The only thing I can do to help out is doing my part in making the dining experience as attractive as possible.

The students at the college already talk me up on the guided campus tours throughout the year. Event days are more of the same, just a much bigger crowd. I usually prepare some pizzas ahead of time to ensure an easier lunch service, but this time I want to hit the crowd with some Aura as well.

I’m thinking of taking a washout for a week or so leading up to the 15th, in addition to some retention. The morning of, I’d get up early and do up… I’m thinking LBFH and AuraBoost. I’m hoping to have my paws on a PizzaShaman name embedded LBFH store title by that point.

I usually get 3-5 different people/parents asking if I’m PizzaShaman, so I would think that any increase in that number would be an experimental success.

That’s the idea. Washout and retain, and hit a fresh crowd with an AuraBoosted LBFH.

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#553

Late night thoughts:

Today’s listening was 7.5 min each of BDD custom and Auraboost. 30 seconds of RoW. I wanted to leave some room for some fun sub listening tonight, which was had with 3.5 min of PN.

Today’s observations:

  • I get a lot of ‘sir’ s at work whenever I listen to something with Emperor scripting. First noticed on WTP. Still happens with EmpD scripting in my custom. It’s interesting: lots of these young people, my customers, are happy to see me. They like my vibe. LBFH hits them one way, EmpD another. I have more young men engaging me in short conversation now than before. The sirs come with a smile! Some students pass by my station but still look to make eye contact and exchange smiles with me. I get this feeling, well. Knowing. An energy read in the moment? They look to me for reliable positivity. They know that ‘PizzaShaman will smile at me’ and look to me to see it, and give me genuine smiles in return.

  • Coworker found out my age yesterday. Surprised, thought I was older. He’s 50ish, and I lol’d so hard internally when he called me sir some time back, when I started Emperor: Daddy. I already connected the dots on that one. :rofl:

  • Son and I enjoy Mango Lassi when we are out eating Indian food. I was curious about making it at home, and picked up supplies for it. I made a batch last night. 7.5 out of 10. Needed a bit more sugar, milk, and cardomom compared to the restaurant lassi taste but not bad for a first go. I got this snap from my son tonight:

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    We’ve been having better interaction lately, and this is proof for me.

  • 30 seconds of Revelation of Wealth is enough to get this guy popping up in my feed.
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  • Up late tonight because I enjoyed some after relations curry. I realized tonight, in my post nut clarity, that I’ve been gotten off orally the last 3 times in a row. I do not know if there is any scripting in EmpD to help that endeavor, but I feel that BDLM, NDE, and AuraBoost have been proving very effective. The fact my wife had a 15 min loop of PRom a few days ago likely didn’t hurt anything either. Curry was good btw. That mild tasted like a medium tho.

#554

2/5/25

Morning time!

Today’s Listening:
5 min A:S
15 min Gen2.0 - First full loop of Terminus :muscle:t2:
adding 3 min KB3

  • The number of greetings and thanks from the students continues to grow in number. At my pizza spot, one can simply come up and help themselves to whatever variety of pizzas I have on the heated shelves. Interaction with the PizzaShaman is not required to gain sustenance. I noticed yesterday that despite being involved in conversation with coworkers, a greater number of students/customers would interject thanks. My brain wants me to type “They want me to see them” but it almost feels arrogant. Hmm.

This experiment will be postponed! Nothing wrong with the idea, just the crowd: I was misinformed as to the event. It is an accepted student visitation day; these guys/gals paid a deposit for next year. I already did my part in winning them over. Plus, it’s my wife’s fertile week leading up to Valentine’s Day.

  • Memes. One thing that I have noticed is that ever since I started listening to customs, I have more name embedded content in my feed. I get a lot of memes using my first name. Yesterday, happened again, but the meme was also appropriate for what I had going on during the day yesterday. It was uncanny! Does this happen to other sub users? I asked Oldest daughter last night; she doesn’t get em but she’s not listening to subs either.

Rowing is off to a poor start this week. I felt like nauseous death yesterday morning, nearly calling off from work. I decided against it and it went away eventually, but it lasted a good while and a workout was out of the question. Still debating on today. Hmmm. As I’m listening to Gen2.0 now I’m getting the intuit to add in some KB3. Interesting.

Full loop of Gen2.0 just finished. I don’t feel anything bad up in muh head! No sense of overload. Yeah dude! Imma add in some KB3.

  • I put in for some PTO for a half day on Friday. I had the idea yesterday to see if the Wife would be interested in a dinner date Friday night, and she was. I usually would be working too late to accommodate a plan like that so I checked if I could use my time and skip the dinner service. Boss was fine with it, so here we are. I think BDD prompted that idea and execution, the EmpD and PRom scripting.

Finished listening. I was going to go for 5 min of KB3 but at the 3 min mark I felt ‘full’. So, cut it off then.

Wife is still going with 15 min loops of Primal Romance. Win.

:pizza: :pray:t2:

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#555

2/6/25

Sleep brought some clarity and this morning I’ve had a few ideas for this new product offering from SubClub! While making coffee: RM:UX and Typing Mastery! LBFH and Destiny Directive! Lots of nifty tweaks for A:S, like Deep State, Avatar, or Arcane Mastery. Same kinda options for Alchemist Stage 4. BDLM and New Physical Shifting Experience? EMPFITNESS STAGE 4 and SPS: FAT BURN!?!?!? bahahahahahaha

EmpDaddy and Aura of Wealth!

I’m going to row this morning, perhaps more ideas or clarity will emerge. I am thankful for some of the limitations in place for ordering these; thank you Alphabeast for that major title list of those not included at the moment!

I am also limiting my thinking to titles I would actually run, with preference given to those in recent rotation.

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#556

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#557

Late night thoughts:

An interesting day. I had the 3rd occurrence (within a week) of someone speaking to me something that was on my mind. My …free mental time during the first portion of my work shift was spent considering RM:UWX and Typing Mastery as my foray into name embedded store titles. I have an idea for a story I’ve been fleshing out a bit, and I felt that this would be a great sub to assist me in getting that story written. So I was considering that possibility while I was stretching pizza dough after I got my initial flight of pies on the shelves. Maybe 20 minutes after the lunch rush, a student I converse with regularly stopped by to tell me about his morning; a meeting with some res life and facilities staff members regarding dorm issues. I commented on the plumbing issue while maintaining (as a disclaimer) that I make pizza at a college. Student: “You’re a renaissance man, PizzaShaman- You know something about everything!”

The “renaissance man” in his speech stood out in my mind, and then highlighted the other instances of mental thoughts being voiced out loud by someone in my vicinity. 3 times in a week. I feel it’s a combination of AuraBoost and A:S.

I would make RM:UWx and Typing Mastery. Past this choice, I thought about what I had in rotation currently. I’d be curious about an A:S with a module, maybe Awakened Perception. Emperor Daddy for sure—too much good stuff here… Deep Sleep! Dopaminergic Revival!

Well. Getting sleepy.

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#558

2/7/25

Ordered RM:UWx and Typing Mastery! Wooo!

With the knowledge I have now, i am considering adding A:S to a Gen2.0 remake, or pairing it with Awakened Perception for a bit.

Also considering Emperor Daddy with Synergy: Carpe Vitam. I love that mod in my rowing custom and would like to have more consistent exposure to it. EmpD feels like a good fit as a longterm subliminal for me.

Oddly enough, sticking out in my mind is Emperor: Will to Power as an option. I did feel that Emperor ‘edge’ while listening to that one. I will have to find a module to blunt that edge for that one to be a viable option for me.

Sadly I’m feeling kinda satisfied with my stack at the moment.

Date night with the wife tonight, so I’m saving some listening for a bit later. Possibilities include some PN and Auraboost tonight, see what that is like, or maybe stick to Diamond /w ME.

:pizza: :pray:t2:

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#559

2/8/25

ran 15 min of PN and AuraBoost yesterday afternoon. I grew very tired shortly after I got done listening this time. Date night: dinner was good, discussion was good, sex was a bust. I suppose two out of three ain’t bad!

The previous night I was inspired to ask my wife about something she said a few years ago. We had encountered a woman from church while out at the grocery store. The lady is usually emitting vibes of anxiety, and that night was no different. I recall my horrific fascination with the fact I could tell where she was standing behind me from the vibes I was feeling. After she got done talking to my wife and left, I asked my wife how she was able to stand being closer to her than I, to which she replied that she “put her blockers up”.

So, Thursday night this week I brought up that story and asked my wife to explain what she meant, as best as she could. I have my own understand of my aura/bubble/energy field and in dealing with other peoples vibes, but I wanted her perspective to see if I could glean any new ideas or understanding. Wife was a bit surprised, and it took a moment for her to get her mind on the topic. She talked about two …I’m not sure of the word here. Moves? Defenses? Weaves, for my fellow WoT fans? :smiley: The first one she spoke about I would call “Numb”. Wife gestured an air circle around her heart as she described making herself go numb to the other person’s energy, so it wouldn’t affect her. The second one I would call “Shield”, as she put one hand up, palm outward, followed by the other while talking about blocking the other person’s energy. I asked if that required more active thought and energy on her behalf than Numb, and she said yes.

Hmm. This is not what I was intending to journal about today. Interesting. Let’s continue.

I then told her about 2 of mine. I think of my energy field as a torus of electromagnetic energy. Picture Time!

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When I am with my wife and she’s worked up about something, I can feel her anxiety entering my field. Nowadays I’m more aware of WHERE it’s coming in, a stream of different, anxious energy. Instead of letting it …pollute me (man that sounds bad but that’s what comes to mind), I direct that incoming energy down and out the bottom of my field. I think “Down” and it just flows through me and out without getting stuck on me. It requires active thought and attention to energy. As such, in general I only use “Down” with my wife.

I prefer to use “Still”.

“Still” is something I came up with while growing up. My father was antagonistic and belittling, and would often force me to sit in his presence just for the hell of it. He’s smoking weed, watching soap operas, and I have to sit across from him in a chair. Arguing or denial would result in getting hit. I hated that shit, even more so as it continued into my teenage years. I started to try to emit vibes to make him send me away, anything to be gone from his vicinity. How could I get out of there without getting in more trouble?

I pause and think “Still.” Internally, all emitted energetic activity slows to a crawl, then stops. All information flow in my bubble ceases; I suppose you could call my field a null point then. Nothing gets in. It is very disconcerting for other people, who are used to energetic exchange for all interactions. It works wonders. Wife hates it!

Gymfather -That man has a great energetic sense of perception. During the time we worked together, I recall him coming over to speak about something that was agitating him, and I threw up a “Shield” (yes dear, I knew that one too) by reflex. He physically recoiled and said that whatever the hell I just did, he didn’t like it! Took me a moment to let that one down, but once I did, he was fine and continued talking.

I also recall a meeting! Yes! Over the summer time a few years back we had to attend a meeting on DEI things. All the departments had to, so we were all split up into various sessions. Gymfather was in mine, and he was not interested in receiving any information on this subject at all! Not even five minutes in, I was aware of what my mind termed “Fortress Gymfather”. It felt like an energetic geodesic dome centered on Gymfather, and it was large as fuck because I was sitting 25 to 30 feet away.

Hmmm. So ends this lesson. What the hell did I just type?

:pizza: :pray:t2:

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#560

2/10/25

Today’s listening:
15 min BDD
10 min A:S
15 min AuraBoost

Hmmm. Plenty to write about, I suppose. I got approached at church yesterday by a gentleman I am familiar with. He was “wanting a word quick”. I knew what that meant- time for “the talk”. He was nervous, which I found a slight bit amusing, when he asked where I was on my path? He felt the Lord had set me on his plate that morning, and he wanted to ask. :smiley:

I gave him my bullet points of what I believe, at least as it pertains to where he’s coming from. I have a relationship with God. I do not worship Jesus as God; I consider him a teacher/healer/etc, but not more divine than you or I. I have had my own experiences which have fortified my beliefs. ( I’ll admit I was a bit surprised when I heard myself use that phrase.)

The conversation ended after that. I hope it didn’t put him off; he makes his own seasoning blend which I have found to be quite versatile for my uses of chicken. Works great with curry dinners too.

Spent some time conversing with #2’s bf yesterday. He’s been around for over 2 years now. The half hour or so of talk is noteworthy as I’ve never spent that much time chatting with him before.

Wife responded to PN aura with enthusiasm yesterday afternoon! AND this morning…

Interestingly enough, the new product has me looking over my customs moreso than trying to figure out more Title and Module combos. I’m thinking I’d rather remake Gen2.0 and add in A:S instead of getting A:S with Awakened Perception and adding it to my stack.

Same for BDD. I’m wanting to experiment with what to pair with Emperor: Daddy. LB/LBFH vs my experiences with PRom. Maybe EmpD with King’s Radiance as the Name Embedded Major Title in the stack with a new Generator, and try out the aura titles to see what works for the custom evolution.

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#561

2/11/25

Some pondering this morning…Had some inner prompting to go over my journal here, looking at the KB entries. I’m thinking it may be worthwhile to work through that program again. I’ve considered, with muh discount, that a personalized KB set of 4 stages would be $360. What a deal! (Seriously! No sarcasm intended!)

Wife is on a stack now of PR, Diamond, and LB

Gotta row!!

#562

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And done!

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#563

Contemplating LBFH with King’s Radiance this evening. I get a lot of interactions when I run LBFH and I’m curious about the aura change KR would provide.

also

I’ve been getting a lot of ideas lately- coming up with new specialty and dessert pizzas at work, writing ideas, plans for spring and summer, etc. I’m even getting ideas when I am alone, which doesn’t usually happen. I’m not certain what to credit. Maybe Generator2.0.

2 years with SubClub this week. I remember picking up Diamond and SMX right before V-Day 2023. My self talk is completely different from then; vastly improved with little to no negativity, which I credit directly to SubClub. Thank you gentlemen!

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