PizzaShaman’s journal - Ongoing

[PizzaShaman]

2/5/25

Morning time!

Today’s Listening:
5 min A:S
15 min Gen2.0 - First full loop of Terminus
adding 3 min KB3

• The number of greetings and thanks from the students continues to grow in number. At my pizza spot, one can simply come up and help themselves to whatever variety of pizzas I have on the heated shelves. Interaction with the PizzaShaman is not required to gain sustenance. I noticed yesterday that despite being involved in conversation with coworkers, a greater number of students/customers would interject thanks. My brain wants me to type “They want me to see them” but it almost feels arrogant. Hmm.

@PizzaShaman

That’s the idea. Washout and retain, and hit a fresh crowd with an AuraBoosted LBFH.

This experiment will be postponed! Nothing wrong with the idea, just the crowd: I was misinformed as to the event. It is an accepted student visitation day; these guys/gals paid a deposit for next year. I already did my part in winning them over. Plus, it’s my wife’s fertile week leading up to Valentine’s Day.

• Memes. One thing that I have noticed is that ever since I started listening to customs, I have more name embedded content in my feed. I get a lot of memes using my first name. Yesterday, happened again, but the meme was also appropriate for what I had going on during the day yesterday. It was uncanny! Does this happen to other sub users? I asked Oldest daughter last night; she doesn’t get em but she’s not listening to subs either.

Rowing is off to a poor start this week. I felt like nauseous death yesterday morning, nearly calling off from work. I decided against it and it went away eventually, but it lasted a good while and a workout was out of the question. Still debating on today. Hmmm. As I’m listening to Gen2.0 now I’m getting the intuit to add in some KB3. Interesting.

Full loop of Gen2.0 just finished. I don’t feel anything bad up in muh head! No sense of overload. Yeah dude! Imma add in some KB3.

• I put in for some PTO for a half day on Friday. I had the idea yesterday to see if the Wife would be interested in a dinner date Friday night, and she was. I usually would be working too late to accommodate a plan like that so I checked if I could use my time and skip the dinner service. Boss was fine with it, so here we are. I think BDD prompted that idea and execution, the EmpD and PRom scripting.

Finished listening. I was going to go for 5 min of KB3 but at the 3 min mark I felt ‘full’. So, cut it off then.

Wife is still going with 15 min loops of Primal Romance. Win.

[PizzaShaman]

2/6/25

Sleep brought some clarity and this morning I’ve had a few ideas for this new product offering from SubClub! While making coffee: RM:UX and Typing Mastery! LBFH and Destiny Directive! Lots of nifty tweaks for A:S, like Deep State, Avatar, or Arcane Mastery. Same kinda options for Alchemist Stage 4. BDLM and New Physical Shifting Experience? EMPFITNESS STAGE 4 and SPS: FAT BURN!?!?!? bahahahahahaha

EmpDaddy and Aura of Wealth!

I’m going to row this morning, perhaps more ideas or clarity will emerge. I am thankful for some of the limitations in place for ordering these; thank you Alphabeast for that major title list of those not included at the moment!

I am also limiting my thinking to titles I would actually run, with preference given to those in recent rotation.

[PizzaShaman]

[PizzaShaman]

Late night thoughts:

An interesting day. I had the 3rd occurrence (within a week) of someone speaking to me something that was on my mind. My …free mental time during the first portion of my work shift was spent considering RM:UWX and Typing Mastery as my foray into name embedded store titles. I have an idea for a story I’ve been fleshing out a bit, and I felt that this would be a great sub to assist me in getting that story written. So I was considering that possibility while I was stretching pizza dough after I got my initial flight of pies on the shelves. Maybe 20 minutes after the lunch rush, a student I converse with regularly stopped by to tell me about his morning; a meeting with some res life and facilities staff members regarding dorm issues. I commented on the plumbing issue while maintaining (as a disclaimer) that I make pizza at a college. Student: “You’re a renaissance man, PizzaShaman- You know something about everything!”

The “renaissance man” in his speech stood out in my mind, and then highlighted the other instances of mental thoughts being voiced out loud by someone in my vicinity. 3 times in a week. I feel it’s a combination of AuraBoost and A:S.

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I would make RM:UWx and Typing Mastery. Past this choice, I thought about what I had in rotation currently. I’d be curious about an A:S with a module, maybe Awakened Perception. Emperor Daddy for sure—too much good stuff here… Deep Sleep! Dopaminergic Revival!

Well. Getting sleepy.

[PizzaShaman]

2/7/25

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Ordered RM:UWx and Typing Mastery! Wooo!

With the knowledge I have now, i am considering adding A:S to a Gen2.0 remake, or pairing it with Awakened Perception for a bit.

Also considering Emperor Daddy with Synergy: Carpe Vitam. I love that mod in my rowing custom and would like to have more consistent exposure to it. EmpD feels like a good fit as a longterm subliminal for me.

Oddly enough, sticking out in my mind is Emperor: Will to Power as an option. I did feel that Emperor ‘edge’ while listening to that one. I will have to find a module to blunt that edge for that one to be a viable option for me.

Sadly I’m feeling kinda satisfied with my stack at the moment.

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Date night with the wife tonight, so I’m saving some listening for a bit later. Possibilities include some PN and Auraboost tonight, see what that is like, or maybe stick to Diamond /w ME.

[PizzaShaman]

2/8/25

ran 15 min of PN and AuraBoost yesterday afternoon. I grew very tired shortly after I got done listening this time. Date night: dinner was good, discussion was good, sex was a bust. I suppose two out of three ain’t bad!

The previous night I was inspired to ask my wife about something she said a few years ago. We had encountered a woman from church while out at the grocery store. The lady is usually emitting vibes of anxiety, and that night was no different. I recall my horrific fascination with the fact I could tell where she was standing behind me from the vibes I was feeling. After she got done talking to my wife and left, I asked my wife how she was able to stand being closer to her than I, to which she replied that she “put her blockers up”.

So, Thursday night this week I brought up that story and asked my wife to explain what she meant, as best as she could. I have my own understand of my aura/bubble/energy field and in dealing with other peoples vibes, but I wanted her perspective to see if I could glean any new ideas or understanding. Wife was a bit surprised, and it took a moment for her to get her mind on the topic. She talked about two …I’m not sure of the word here. Moves? Defenses? Weaves, for my fellow WoT fans? The first one she spoke about I would call “Numb”. Wife gestured an air circle around her heart as she described making herself go numb to the other person’s energy, so it wouldn’t affect her. The second one I would call “Shield”, as she put one hand up, palm outward, followed by the other while talking about blocking the other person’s energy. I asked if that required more active thought and energy on her behalf than Numb, and she said yes.

Hmm. This is not what I was intending to journal about today. Interesting. Let’s continue.

I then told her about 2 of mine. I think of my energy field as a torus of electromagnetic energy. Picture Time!

When I am with my wife and she’s worked up about something, I can feel her anxiety entering my field. Nowadays I’m more aware of WHERE it’s coming in, a stream of different, anxious energy. Instead of letting it …pollute me (man that sounds bad but that’s what comes to mind), I direct that incoming energy down and out the bottom of my field. I think “Down” and it just flows through me and out without getting stuck on me. It requires active thought and attention to energy. As such, in general I only use “Down” with my wife.

I prefer to use “Still”.

“Still” is something I came up with while growing up. My father was antagonistic and belittling, and would often force me to sit in his presence just for the hell of it. He’s smoking weed, watching soap operas, and I have to sit across from him in a chair. Arguing or denial would result in getting hit. I hated that shit, even more so as it continued into my teenage years. I started to try to emit vibes to make him send me away, anything to be gone from his vicinity. How could I get out of there without getting in more trouble?

I pause and think “Still.” Internally, all emitted energetic activity slows to a crawl, then stops. All information flow in my bubble ceases; I suppose you could call my field a null point then. Nothing gets in. It is very disconcerting for other people, who are used to energetic exchange for all interactions. It works wonders. Wife hates it!

Gymfather -That man has a great energetic sense of perception. During the time we worked together, I recall him coming over to speak about something that was agitating him, and I threw up a “Shield” (yes dear, I knew that one too) by reflex. He physically recoiled and said that whatever the hell I just did, he didn’t like it! Took me a moment to let that one down, but once I did, he was fine and continued talking.

I also recall a meeting! Yes! Over the summer time a few years back we had to attend a meeting on DEI things. All the departments had to, so we were all split up into various sessions. Gymfather was in mine, and he was not interested in receiving any information on this subject at all! Not even five minutes in, I was aware of what my mind termed “Fortress Gymfather”. It felt like an energetic geodesic dome centered on Gymfather, and it was large as fuck because I was sitting 25 to 30 feet away.

Hmmm. So ends this lesson. What the hell did I just type?

[PizzaShaman]

2/10/25

Today’s listening:
15 min BDD
10 min A:S
15 min AuraBoost

Hmmm. Plenty to write about, I suppose. I got approached at church yesterday by a gentleman I am familiar with. He was “wanting a word quick”. I knew what that meant- time for “the talk”. He was nervous, which I found a slight bit amusing, when he asked where I was on my path? He felt the Lord had set me on his plate that morning, and he wanted to ask.

I gave him my bullet points of what I believe, at least as it pertains to where he’s coming from. I have a relationship with God. I do not worship Jesus as God; I consider him a teacher/healer/etc, but not more divine than you or I. I have had my own experiences which have fortified my beliefs. ( I’ll admit I was a bit surprised when I heard myself use that phrase.)

The conversation ended after that. I hope it didn’t put him off; he makes his own seasoning blend which I have found to be quite versatile for my uses of chicken. Works great with curry dinners too.

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Spent some time conversing with #2’s bf yesterday. He’s been around for over 2 years now. The half hour or so of talk is noteworthy as I’ve never spent that much time chatting with him before.

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Wife responded to PN aura with enthusiasm yesterday afternoon! AND this morning…

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Interestingly enough, the new product has me looking over my customs moreso than trying to figure out more Title and Module combos. I’m thinking I’d rather remake Gen2.0 and add in A:S instead of getting A:S with Awakened Perception and adding it to my stack.

Same for BDD. I’m wanting to experiment with what to pair with Emperor: Daddy. LB/LBFH vs my experiences with PRom. Maybe EmpD with King’s Radiance as the Name Embedded Major Title in the stack with a new Generator, and try out the aura titles to see what works for the custom evolution.

[PizzaShaman]

2/11/25

Some pondering this morning…Had some inner prompting to go over my journal here, looking at the KB entries. I’m thinking it may be worthwhile to work through that program again. I’ve considered, with muh discount, that a personalized KB set of 4 stages would be $360. What a deal! (Seriously! No sarcasm intended!)

Wife is on a stack now of PR, Diamond, and LB

Gotta row!!

[PizzaShaman]

And done!

[PizzaShaman]

Contemplating LBFH with King’s Radiance this evening. I get a lot of interactions when I run LBFH and I’m curious about the aura change KR would provide.

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I’ve been getting a lot of ideas lately- coming up with new specialty and dessert pizzas at work, writing ideas, plans for spring and summer, etc. I’m even getting ideas when I am alone, which doesn’t usually happen. I’m not certain what to credit. Maybe Generator2.0.

2 years with SubClub this week. I remember picking up Diamond and SMX right before V-Day 2023. My self talk is completely different from then; vastly improved with little to no negativity, which I credit directly to SubClub. Thank you gentlemen!

[PizzaShaman]

Wife initiated sex this morning, or tried to. I wasn’t willing to spill my seed! Haha

Win.

[PizzaShaman]

@PizzaShaman

Contemplating LBFH with King’s Radiance this evening. I get a lot of interactions when I run LBFH and I’m curious about the aura change KR would provide.

Purchased, with express delivery! Hoping to have a loop in before this weekend’s event.

Also, received NEMT RM:UWx with Typing Mastery! That starts next week.

[PizzaShaman]

2/15/25

10 min LBFH
10 min AuraBoost
10 min BDD

A bit disappointed I wasn’t able to get the NEMT LBFH loop in but stuff happens.

I’ve been… well I call it meditating, to some Focus 10 HemiSync tracks this week. Got the urge on Wednesday and felt pretty good. Repeated that yesterday! While in Focus 10 yesterday, I put out that I’d like to receive something for V- Day at work. About 4 hours later…

A young lady comes by with these for me!

In other Valentine’s Day news, Fortune’s Favorite and Treasure Finder module came through when I got the last “wife” card in the store Thursday night. I had checked the card rack twice and given up, continuing the rest of the grocery pickup, when that intuit to check again came through. Boom! Hidden behind a divider.

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Iffy on rowing today. I do have a busy day ahead at work. I also want to get it done. Meh.

[PizzaShaman]

2/16/25

Yesterday’s event went well. I got my listening done as early as I could in the morning, in hopes that my aura would be going strong by event time. When I saw this dad walking up for pizza with a smile beaming on his face, I knew it was working. Offset to the increased amount of good interactions is that more people want to come over and get my food, so I’m busier. I think I made 35 pizzas for lunch yesterday, which is a lot for a Saturday.

Chocolate covered strawberry girl came through again, greeting me as soon as she saw me, but then looking a bit awkward as I didn’t continue past a cheerful hello in return. I have noticed her looking at me before. Girl, I am not going to ask you out. I am married, as long as you’ve been alive!

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I feel brimming with energy today as it’s been 4 days since the last marital encounter. My hands are vibing at the moment. I find myself giving much deliberation as to when to release next. I (sort of) miss my days of ignorance, where I spent that currency without a care. Now with greater knowledge of what I can do when I am “charged up”, I feel hesitant in busting nuts.

Found that on my pc the other day. Been thinking on it ever since. Some odd Revelation of Wealth result. Or perhaps not odd, for me.

I have things happen when my streaks start building too. A noticeable one is the students start dropping their trays of food on the floor of the cafeteria. I noticed it some time back; the longer my streak, the stronger the “floor magnets” become.

Such power!

Might go hang out in Focus 12 this morning…

[RVconsultant]

Are you following the value investment strategy?

[PizzaShaman]

@RVconsultant

Are you following the value investment strategy?

Thanks for looking in on me!

I’ve been holding on to that one for a lil bit now! Ah well.

I’m trying. That screengrab from reddit resonates with me. I find it an easier process if I have a goal that retention would affect; my wife prefers when I don’t practice retention, but she is willing to pause activities for a time in order to focus energy.

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Well, I cashed in about an hour ago. Had a pretty good time; my wife’s listening of Diamond and Primal Romance was evident in her performance and enjoyment. This release was worth it.

I had an experience when I finished

Hitting it from behind. I don’t know if that is important, but it is a corresponding detail to a similar experience. Anyway, half a second into orgasm, my attention is forced to a mind’s eye holographic projection of our bodies in position, and an burst of glowing white energy going through the representation of my wife’s form, expanding from where we were joined. The holographic shit held my attention for the rest of my orgasm, and the visual “explosion” changed and updated as i continued ejaculating. The image held in my head for 4 seconds after my orgasm ended.

I am crediting A:S for this continued energetic awareness. It’s awesome!

[TheRock]

@PizzaShaman

Girl, I am not going to ask you out. I am married, as long as you’ve been alive!

awesome!

[PizzaShaman]

Alright. Starting my first listen of my NEMT RM:UMx with Typing Mastery right now. Not sure on what the duration should be for the initial exposure. I’ll go with what feels right.

3:30 seconds. Stopped it here as I started having thoughts of “I can write whatever I want”.

yeah man

[PizzaShaman]

I followed up the 3.5 mins of the NEMT RM:UWx with 7.5 min of Gen2.0.

After that, it was nap time! A day off treat.

Currently sipping some chai and checking out my feed. Got some new guys popping up!

hahaha

[RVconsultant]

If you are following a value investment strategy, just tell me and I can point you to some great books.