Walk wisely around people who seem powerful to you.
The more enchanted you are by their power; is also the more likely that you will partake in their ignorance.
Walk wisely around people who seem powerful to you.
The more enchanted you are by their power; is also the more likely that you will partake in their ignorance.
I don’t know what happens after I die.
I can’t believe I’m here in the first place.
Been playing PHENOMENAUT Genesis QTKS since 18 October 2023.
Been playing BUILD QTKS since 21 February 2024.
I’ve been ignoring the first few months, since I considered 27 April 2024 as a kind of new beginning. (Probably because I did a long washout from 31 March 2024 to 26 April 2024. And, before that, I did an even longer washout from 29 November 2023 to 2 January 2024.)
But nope, those earlier listening dates counted.
So, I’m already 13 months into PHENOMENAUT Genesis QTKS
and 9 months into BUILD QTKS.
And I should also count the fact that I first played PHENOMENAUT Genesis in ZPv2, starting on 15 August 2023. That adds 2 more months to bring total listening up to 15 months. Sheesh.
Yet, I feel that I’m just getting started. No plans to change any part of my stack.
Not until I work through/transcend my blocks to creating, building, and expressing in the world; (whether those blocks are objective or more perception-based).
I did not remember starting BUILD in February. I’m only 3 months from my first anniversary.
Continuing on.
These programs capture my core animating vision.
This is it.
I’m looking forward to playing my stack again tomorrow.
Busy morning thus far. A couple of meetings. A little breathing room now.
But I did get to wake up, shower, and meditate with subs, before launching into stuff.
Now, I’m at my desk waiting for lunch to be delivered.
Then, we’ve got a 4 pm and a 7 to 10 pm. And a 10 to 1 pm tomorrow morning. The beat goes on…
Why am i so looking forward to my next play day/meditation tomorrow?
Beautiful meditation today.
Late. But good.
Now, I get to have lunch with my daughter.
Then it’s off to attend a work-related formal event.
Yes, I’ve made the choice to put Unfolding programs as the driving core of my stack.
The Revelation of Spirit
The Revelation of Mind
It can mean a more organic, subtle, and, at times, even slow process, for me. But it seems to be the way I’m wired. So probably for the best in the long run.
The mind–the imagination–are defined and shaped, in early life and beyond, by physical conditions. This ontological conditioning is, for many of us, the only reality we will ever know. Slaves who don’t even know we are slaves.
Fighting and striving, longing and suffering, in a frame that we barely understand.
Like a person who has lived in a locked room, and doesn’t even know enough to imagine that there might be a world outside, let alone to wonder what that world might be like.
An old state of affairs. The well. The cave.
Association - Dissociation
The Lego blocks can be linked together and they can be pulled apart.
Reconfigured and then put together again.
But these blocks are your feelings and sensations of being alive.
With every shift your world seems to change.
And if you’re identified with and as the blocks themselves, then every shifting, every dissolving, every reconfiguration; is an ending of the world and a new beginning.
But what if one identifies as the sea or ocean of consciousness that surrounds the blocks? What if one holds ego more loosely?
Son and wife have been sick for about a week with the same sore throat, cough thing. Yesterday it finally got to me. On Wednesday had done a bunch of sitting in the cold and being in a crowd of a few hundred people, and I guess that took us across the threshold.
I’m already feeling a significant abatement of symptoms, so, grateful for that.
Last night, I slept, got up, slept, got up, and then slept one last time.
In the last round, I woke up from a dream that I was driving with my son in an unfamiliar place (and an unfamiliar car), and when I came back to where I thought the car should be, either I was wrong or the car had been stolen. And I was standing there realizing, I’m not even sure I know the make or model of this car. Let alone the license plate.
And….scene.
So here we are now, back in the waking world. Mercifully free of stolen cars.
What was that about, Mind? What are we working on/working through?
Well, hope that it’s working, whatever it is.
And the beat goes on.
I hope you all feel better soon.
Spirit: BEING
Mind: KNOWING
Spirit + Being: Deepening and expanding my exploration and expression of Consciousness. Of Experiencing.
The Revelation of Spirit + The Revelation of Mind: Clarifying and Focusing my Way of Being
Genesis: Harnessing and Courageously Expressing my Way of Being in the form of explorations and actions in the world. PURPOSE.
These are the three program cores of my primary subliminal.
Deepening BEING and KNOWING and Integrating Them into Embodied, Meaningful Action. Purpose.
Dynamically Evolving Purpose.
Now, I know something about my purpose and potential based on these decades of lived experience. The remaining modules are about strengthening and developing what I do already know.
Understanding myself and understanding others
Teaching, facilitating, supporting others
Cultivating beneficial mindstates, perspectives, and paradigms
Helping others to do the same
Developing meta-awareness (awareness of awareness)
Facilitating people’s connections to their own resources
Exploring, learning, and studying the vast range of experiential iterations, of human and sentient diversity
Appreciating the journey
These are expressed in the modules:
Entranced, Eagle Eye, Empath, Mercy Protocol, Way of Understanding, Whispered Power, Chiron, Storyteller, Polyglot, Ultimate Writer, Trailblazer, Technological Prodigy, Instant Business Tactician, Carpe Diem Ascended, Victory’s Call, Mountain Breaker, You Are Not Alone.
Those represent my talents and my aspirations.
What I feel I’m here to do.
This is PHENOMENAUT Genesis. The Birth (Genesis) of a Journey of Consciousness (PHENOMENAUT).
PHENOMENAUT Genesis.
My core custom.
Alright.
One step at a time.
One of my pet peeves is when people justify a given viewpoint or belief by saying, ‘When you get to the end of your life, this is what you’re going to think!’
People at the end of a thing can still be wrong about that thing. There’s no guarantee that the views or ideas that you have at that point will somehow magically and automatically be correct.
Anyone who has ever failed a test can tell you: when they got to the last question and put their pen down, they still did not know the right answers.
If you get to your last moment and think, “I should have had more sex and not worked so hard” or “I should have spent my time adopting baby rabbits and training them in kung fu”….
You might be wrong.
Last post was half an opinion, half a bit.
Interesting yesterday.
A friend of mine teaches a course on the science of consciousness, and once a year, he’ll invite me and sometimes another friend, who he knows are interested in the topic, to sit and have a chat with him in front of the group.
I’ve done this for about 4 or 5 years now.
Yesterday it came around again. And, since I only do this once a year, it was more noticeable to me how my thoughts and perspective are changing about these things. It would probably seem subtle to someone looking from the outside, but from the inside, I could sense this increasing orientation towards heart and love. I don’t really mean emotional love. It’s more like an orienting reality or value.
Another vague post from me.
The ontological ground evolves even as the route traveled upon that ground also itself evolves. Sometimes I focus on one aspect, sometimes the other.
Sometimes you change the world; sometimes you change yourself.
A Result and a Proto-Result
Result
So, in the last 4 or 5 years, an alternate income-stream to my pirmary paid job has very organically developed. I did not force it or push it to come into being. It happened very organically. Word of mouth. Professional encounters. And so on. Just led to this current situation in which, typically, I’m spending 5 to 7 hours a week on this alternate work; and being paid for it.
This is a Result and it definitely took a leap in the past year. I could see the effects of Genesis: Mogul and Cashflow Catalyst. It hasn’t catapulted me to a new tax bracket or anything, but it’s real, tangible, and noticeable.
Proto-Result
I’ve noticed that now that things have picked up a bit, I’m lagging a bit on invoicing and receipts. And I’ve been meaning to work on this aspect of things. A receipt is a show of respect and care to the person who has paid you. It’s a kind of ‘Thank You’ and an acknowledgment. And an invoice is making it easier for someone to give you what you want. It’s a show of respect to yourself and to the other person. This is the work we have done together. It’s real, it’s meaningful, and it has value.
So, I’ve got about an hour right now, and I’m going to spend part of it on this task: preparing and sending out Invoices and Receipts. That feels like a proto-result. A result-in-progress.
Here we go.
[amendment]
I think this push to get this task completed is also related to Victory’s Call, Free Pass (obliquely), and Genesis: Mogul.