Back at it:
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11/13
Long day ahead with a big work event this evening. I will listen tomorrow when I have fewer demands on muh brain.
To write on later:
- work interaction with Anathema
- wife current stack and progress
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11/14/24
It was a long day yesterday. Big event at work- over 1100 guests for dinner. I was front and center, carving traditional Thanksgiving fowl with the college president.
Woke up today with my feet hurting and the idea to take another rest day. But, here I am, listening to Let’s ROW and getting ready to go knock out 10k.
7.5 min Let’s ROW
7.5 min BDD
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11/15/24
Lots of discussion at work yesterday. The event held on Wednesday was in a new format, one that we will likely be using going forward. While the event was a success, there is plenty of room for improvement for next year, and I was able to impart my observations to the department director while it was still fresh.
I had to talk about the end of that shift a few times yesterday. During the unloading of leftovers, a warming cabinet fell on a coworker. It wasn’t the best connection with the dock loading plate and the truck loading plate, and as Catering Guy (CG) was starting to move the first warmer my brain hit a klaxon - “That shit is going to fall on him”.
Then it did. CG crumples under the warmer as it falls and he let out a sound like an injured dog. Juice (from ham and turkey stored inside) starts pouring out the back of the warmer onto the dockplate pick it up off him immediately and urge him to take a seat for a couple minutes. CG was kinda pissy about that comment for some reason, ignored it, and we proceeded to get the rest of the warming cabinets off the truck. I moved the rest off the truck however.
Director wanted to ask me about it, as we have a camera on the dock and he had seen the video. Catering Manager lady came over during the afternoon and thanked me for picking the warmer up off her (worker) guy. It was at that point I realized that CG had never thanked me the night before. I tossed that around in my head for a little bit. I didn’t think it rude, but an (acceptable) oversight, given he had just been flattened. Still, I was contemplating my response. Maybe I’ll leave it on him next time, should it happen again.
It was at that exact point in that mental monologue of mine that CG was walking by and made a detour to come over to me- and thank me for picking that cabinet offa him last night. 
- One of the student workers told me I give “teen dad vibes”. Thanks, EmpD!
Today I woke up feeling beat. Body aches something fierce! Almost feels like covid. Unfortunately, another rest day for Rowvember. I’m at 150k for the month so far.
I’m getting out of work a hair early this evening to get home for the Tyson/Paul fight. I’m excited to see that.
Bonus:
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Interesting thought just now:
I would rather pay the price of discipline than endure the cost of indulgence.
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11/28/24
The Thanksgiving Row:
Ordered Generator 2.0 last night. RoM and Mind’s Eye cores. I was tempted to add in Singularity core but I want to take advantage of the easier processing due to removal of Ascension Chamber core and NLE core. I’m excited!
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Generator - Terminus
#1 Revelation of Mind Core
#2 Mind’s Eye Core
#3 Ascension Chamber Core
#4 New Learning Experience Core
#5 The Architect
#6 Jupiter
#7 Dominion
#8 Divine Will
#9 Wheel of Creation
#10 Void of Creation
#11 Yggdrasil
#12 Omnidimensional
#13 Mosaic
#14 DEUS
#15 Pragya
#16 The Flow
#17 Fortune’s Favorite
#18 Tyrant
#19 Current Invoker
#20 Inner Voice
Generator 2.0 - Terminus
16 Modules and Cores
Limitless: Mind’s Eye Core
Revelation of Mind Core
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: 42
Synergy: Subconscious Mastery
Synergy: Energetic Transcendence
Deus
Omnidimensional
Pragya
Fortune’s Favorite
Treasure Finder
Auric Overdriver
Mosaic
Inner Voice
The Flow
Faith Unyielding
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12/7/24
'Tis the season of sickness, at least so far. I went back to work yesterday after over a week off between the holiday break and sick time. What I thought was an pneumonia resurgence is actually bronchitis, according to the doctor this past Tuesday. Today is the last day of medication.
Still, this shit is getting old. I’ve been ill since mid November, and it’s interfered with my plans. I’m not certain what brought it on, as I’ve not been sick like this since I was a teenager.
I received Generator2.0 on Wednesday evening. Thank you, gentlemen in charge! Quicker than I expected, tbh, with the holiday order backup. Due to my sickness however, I’m on a washout. Not even a lil 15 second listen. I’m planning on resuming Monday, so I’ve been giving the stack some consideration. I’d like to improve my energy capacity, as that has always seemed a problem for me. I am tired of living in a ‘recharge’ state most of the time. I suppose I’m talking firm control over my libido here. Always a problem; shows up in my natal chart too.
I’d like to continue with Let’s ROW as well. I am irritated at getting sick in the midst of Rowvember. I know it was largely beyond my control, but still. Wife has her own workout custom now (similar to Let’s ROW) and it is working for her. I want to be rowing as well. BDD will be held off on for a lil bit.
So, to put down some sort of intention here:
Gen2.0
Let’s ROW
…A:S or Alch3 or KB3
Well, time will tell.
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12/11/24
I gave Gen2.0 7.5 min on Monday along with 3.5 min BDLM. Interestingly, felt some tiredness in my face during work yesterday. Still getting results from BDD, specifically the EmpD portion, via respect and manners from the students at work. One staff lady saw me and did a double take with a huge beaming smile (I was lol’ing internally when I noticed) while another married one circled around to talk to me twice!
Flattering, but ladies! I’m married.
1.5 min of PN when I had the lunchroom to muhself yesterday.
Wife was feeling overstimulated last night but gave me possibly the best bj I’ve ever had. I had enough juice for a round two this morning, and she was vocal the entire time.
So, I’ve determined that Gen2.0 works well! So far. I’m excited to see some Treasure Finder results when they come my way.
Today is a listening day, but I’m not sure what I want just yet. Too many possibilities with SubClub!
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I want to build an aura enhancement custom, something to boost whatever I pair it with. I’ve been hella curious about the New Auric Experience ever since it was released. I nearly made a LB/LBFH custom with it, but ultimately didn’t get the feeling to go through with the order.
But the curiosity remains! I believe it’s possible to put this booster together as a custom, and have it work with whatever else.
New Auric Experience Core
Auric Overdriver
Mosaic
These three are easy picks. I’m not sure about Synergy: Primordial Aura. I think it would add flavor where none is desired. Prolly good to pair up with WB but I’m not interested in that.
Some result enhancers:
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: 42
DEUS
Omnidimensional
And some others:
Energetic Development XI
Pragya
Hmm. Only 9 modules, but a couple synergy mods are in there. I would think it would fly. I suppose Fusion Optimized would be fine in here, or The Architect. Inner Gasoline would likely assist in aura boosting as well.
Hmmm. 
The possibilities!
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Synergy: Energetic Transcendence could replace these and give you other modules in it that help power the aura.
Another module (that I consider as somewhat of a Core) is AURA. I guess the script for this is old but couldn’t hurt having it run the custom I guess.
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1/16/25
10 min EmpD
5 min LB
10 min AuraBoost
5 min Gen2.0
I started cramping in my lower abdomen (right side) around 10 minutes left in the workout, which got worse as I got under 4 minutes left.
RoM has been delivering lately. Little threads here and there that have added up to Revelation.
I am enjoying the effects of Emperor Daddy, both in my BDD custom and the store title. I feel good with Love Bomb in the stack currently too, and the combo of EmpD and LB is *chef’s kiss *
AuraBoost (9 modules aura enhancement custom, I wrote about the idea) is really helping me notice things. I had been curious for so long about the New Auric Experience Core and I fucking love this custom.
HMmmm. Getting the impression right now that it is increasing the energy allocation to my electromagnetic field, while increasing my sensitivity to field connections? Interesting. This shit is just rolling in my head at the moment, thoughts in the void coming to me. I am also better able to interpret the information in my field, and then have greater recognition of interactions that coincide with the scripting.
Yeah dude.
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1/17/25
A collection of thoughts this morning:
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Revelation of Wealth has me interested! Moreso than the new EoG, for some reason. That is interesting as well.
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Emperor Daddy would be a good one to stick with for a while. I had thought that Wanted/WB were the best fits for me, but while they satisfied my need, EmpD removes it, which is wonderful. BDD is simply too much all together for me to run consistently and still have the mental bandwith to experiment a bit. I have no need of the NDE currently, ( at this point I think it should be renamed to NSE “New Sexual Experience”), and BDLM has an energy requirement (for results) that I have trouble meeting. PRom is also a lot, and I think the scripting in EmpD would be enough for my marriage. BDD would be beefy were it the only sub in the stack, and it’s not.
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Revelation: I’m on the spectrum.
I find goal setting to be difficult. I had wanted to sit down and plot out subs for a period of time, make a “plan” and follow it. I can’t just do that without internal guidance. So, with that in mind, the general outline is to:
- Continue with Gen2.0 this year as a once a week listen.
- Continue with EmpD for a good bit, perhaps until mid summer.
- Continue the aura experimentation with AuraBoost! I have literally hundreds of individuals going by my workstation every single day, and it’s so interesting to see who responds to what. There’s a blonde lady who greets me now when she gets pizza; works over in admissions I think. I don’t detect any interest or anything, which is fine, but she didn’t speak to me prior to EmpD. At all. So yeah. LB this month, LBFH in Feb. Maaaybe ASBR in March, as I have a competition on campus I’m judging, and I’m curious if I can influence the crowd’s reaction when I get introduced.
Edit: As I sit here for my morning constitutional, I see I have a video Snap from my brother. He’s talking about his plans today to redo his bathroom, and I don’t recognize his voice. It’s him, I’m sure of that. We just haven’t spoken in so long his voice doesn’t register as family.
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1/21/25
Yesterday’s info! Last night while typing, my daughter walked by and took a glance, asking me what “PizzaShaman” was; I didn’t feel like explaining this. Oh well.
15 min BDD
15 min AuraBoost
I went with an intuitive listening plan today, which ended up being both less (titles) and more (duration).
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Got productive pretty quick after listening, getting snow shoveled and a grocery run with my son in before some chores and dinner.
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Wife was acting much more snuggly and ‘whiny’ than usual.
Interestingly, that sub listening load felt alright yesterday. I feel fine today too. Hmm.
Read the copy for Revelation of Wealth; didn’t make it through EoG’s. I’m curious to combine AuraBoost with RoW (hahaha, row!) and see what the “Aura of Wealth” is about. Friday payday pickup! Maybe EoG as well; I think at some point I’m going to care more about acquiring wealth than I do now.
That’s about all I got for today. I wanted to row this morning, however my son needed a ride to school and I had 2 other errands that could be done as well. I shoveled snow yesterday for 45 minutes solid so there’s that. I’ve rescheduled my workout for tomorrow morning instead so I still hit my 3 this week.
Oh. I’ve had an increase in idea generation lately! Been whipping out some new pizza pies at work, trialing them to see what’s a hit with the coworkers and students. I’m not certain what is causing it. I’ve noticed the words “Mind’s eye” and “Limitless” jumping out at me when I’ve seen them. (backpack on a student at work, ads and memes). One idea is that with my Aura boosted up, I have a ‘greater range’ to pick up ideas from other people. (human design) . I am also much more aware of the energetic information exchange I have when I converse with others. Does that make sense? Does to me.
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1/22/25
I enjoyed a couple microloops last night, Diamond and SMX. I enjoyed the activities after and this morning as well.
Wife is 44 today, a few months older than myself. She has the day off. Pedicure with her mother, and a funeral for her great uncle. I’m not going to that one; she doesn’t really want to attend either. Oh well.
Oldest daughter just walked out the door to start her day, mad at me because I said “Fail!” in regards to her not getting her mother a birthday card. Oldest remembers everyone’s birthday! Yeah, everyone. Her little gift, i suppose. I remember names exceedingly well, she’s got birthdays down. Either way, she was “soooo busy these past few days” she “didn’t have time to get a card”. It took me 5 minutes at the store last night to do so. There’s a book store on campus that also has greeting cards for sale. I feel it’s a cop out.
My neuro divergent mind continues to expand upon this new awareness. My difficulty in relating to family, difficulty in conversing with people, vocal stimming…All make more sense now. I have always considered people with such traits (adhd, add, autism, etc) “retarded” in some fashion.
- A manifestation! An Indian/Nepalese restaurant opened up in my town last Friday! Ever since I got on the curry train, I’ve been hoping such a place would open up locally. There’s an area slated for commercial development extremely close to my home, and I was envisioning an Indian place opening up in there. While the place is a bit further away (5 minute drive) it appeared out of the blue, and the food there is delicious. I no longer have to drive 20-30 minutes for curry. Fuck yeah! Thank you Generator custom and SubClub!
I picked up Revelation of Wealth. I saw that it can stack with EmpD, so I will be testing that out next week. Short term stack of BDD/RoW/AuraBoost, with weekly plays of Gen2.0. It should be interesting.
It’s so cold and I gotta drive my son to the bus stop so he doesn’t have to stand outside. I think about having to walk to school in colder weather when I was growing up in Northern Minnesota. Brr.
But the morning drives are right in the middle of workout time. Irritating. It will have to be Thurs/Fri/Sat this week to make goal.
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Sorry about the death in your family.
Happy birthday to your wife!
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