10/7/24
It is somewhat difficult to choose the subs this morning! I try to set my week up with my Monday plays, as its Generator custom play day. PRom has fucked things up, however. Due to this new information being made available to my wife and myself, we have decided to change our stacks and adjust accordingly.
We had been going back and forth over my planned 40 days of abstinence, something she didn’t care for. In my mind it was/is a goal to be accomplished, a test of discipline and mastery, especially for one such as myself. What a victory, in my mind, to be able to do so after years of self abuse via pornography addiction. Also in my mind is the way to achieve that goal, which is complete cessation of any affectionate behavior, as that is the start of the slippery slope for this guy.
Instead, I offered a different perspective for her: I’m rowing for November, I will need to retain more to accomplish that goal. I will no longer attempt 40 days like that, but I would rather us move towards her being accepting of ending sexytime with no boom more often, as I’m already there. 
She was agreeable.
So I hope to get to 40 days again, but it will be longer until I get there, and I will have to master control over myself in a deeper fashion, I think, in order to do so.
Ah well. On to some fun stuff!
Rowvember custom was ordered last night.
Let'sRow V1
Spartan Core
EmpFit St 2 Core
Synergy: Carpe Vitam
Synergy: Preordained Vitality
Cosmic Navigator
Stonelike
Physicality Shifter - Sexiness
SPS: Fat Burn
Inexhaustible
Stronger
DEUS
Ardent Light
Inner Gasoline
Dopeminergic Revival
Deep Sleep
Epigenetics and DnA Modulator
Going forwards I want to be more focused and intentional with any custom orders. I’ve learned. I also had been hesitant to place this one order for a while, as it wasn’t sitting right in my head even though logically the changes I had made to the module list made sense. HeroWork had worked, (last year) it just felt real dense at the time.
Having a more focused goal is better too. Cutting out strict semen retention in favor of just the rowing allowed me to settle on a module list that I was happy with. Little bit of lean shifting which should come easy with the rowing, and some (imo) minor libido curbing. Guess we’ll see, literally, as I’ve got to do before/after pics as well.
After Rowvember,
MarriageEnhancement v1.1
Divine Diamond Core
Primal Romance Core
BDLM Core
NDE Core…
Male Enhancement
Prevent Premature Ejaculation
Synergy: Beyond Connection
Synergy: Venus Unveiled
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Mosaic
Treasure Finder, for some reason, I want to include here. This is a start for this custom. Wife plans on the DivD/PRom stack after November as well.
Decided on listening to:
3 min Alch 2
1.5 min KB1
1.5 min PRom
7 min Generator
Weeee! Wife is listening to Alchemist St1, Primal Romance, and LBfH for her current stack.
