Alright, some experiences over my washout have changed my thinking (only slightly) and I’ve dropped Primal Seduction. The reason is simple, I still want PS, but the core is in my custom and I’d rather dedicate more mental energy to physical shifting and therefore ultimately run more loops of Wanted and Angel.
Goals
Total focus on romance and physical shifting with a social core for practical reasons (and a synergistic effect) Ebon Maneuver for protection, and Furious Ascent for speed and general motivation as I do have a life outside these goals to maintain.
The Stack
Wanted, Angel (Custom), Ascension Chamber
Angel
Primal Seduction Core
Daredevil Core
ASP Hair
Male Enhancement
Height Inducer
Voice Master
Etherial Presence
Elegance
Ebon Maneuver
Furious Ascent
Listening Pattern - Standard ZP
Wanted 1x, Angel 1x, Ascension Chamber 1x (every 7 days)
Rest
Wanted 1x, Angel 1x
Rest
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5 day washout
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Repeat for 6 months (unless I get a good reason to switch)
Possible Change
After the first cycle, consider adding in Limit Destroyer for boosting and emotional healing–plus I already own it, so that’s nice.
Archetype?
Angel + Wanted gives me a fallen angel/vampire archetype vibe. Someone who’s ethereal, graceful, has a voice, is seductive, yet twinged with a slight dangerous aura. All the physical shifting seems to support that kind of archetype also. Not really sure what the relevance of the archetype is, but I’ve seen some others mention them and that’s the vibe I get.
First Listen
The Big Body Phenomenon
My body tingled, then vibrated, then it was as though my non-physical form expanded beyond my physical form. It was as if I were growing, expanding outward and upward. I felt, quite distinctly, the distance between my head and stomach growing more and more distant. My arms, which were resting on my knees, seemed to stretch and my knees felt further and further away from the connection point at my shoulders. My spacial orientation began to distort, it was as if I were turning slowly around an axis at my center, as if my upper and lower body were rotating around each other like two poles, or like the rotation of the hands of a clock.
Somehow, despite my keen awareness of all these sensations, I managed to “stay” with them instead of collapsing them with my thinking mind. The last time I had this experience was over a year ago (long before this journey into Subliminals and the Law of Attraction) and my conscious mind collapsed the experience.
While I was rotating around my central axis, a voice from within urged me to drop Primal Seduction and to listen to only Angel and Wanted. With some reluctance, I’ve agreed to heed its charge.
When the warning message played, marking the end of my listening time, I got up and was physically light (a sensation that still lingers over an hour later) it was as though I were not bound to gravity in the same way: my steps were lighter, and it was as if I could float away, were I to wish it.
Interpretation
This stack is going to work well for me. Stay tuned for results.
An Apology With and Explanation
I will not be uploading a picture, nor will I be tracking my physical shifting results in much detail. As annoying as this may be (I’m something of a scientist myself, I also love data, graphs, charts, and clear progression), my reasoning is simple: I have a long history of resistance to these goals and the less I think about them, the better.
Every authority on the law of attraction that I’ve ever come across (even many modern occultists) agrees that we must “set and forget” and take action. We need to get out of the way of the subconscious mind so it can work its magic. The conscious mind is the enemy of all manifestation because it pries, questions, doubts, plays logic games, and tries to protect us from perceived dangers. So, in essence, I will not be tracking my physical shifting because the best-case scenario is that it gives interesting data and the worst-case scenario is that it slows down my results because my conscious mind is interfering with the process.
Direction of The Journal
I will run about 6 or 7 cycles of this stack.
This will be a long journal, taking place ideally over the span of 6 months–possibly longer depending on circumstances. In order to keep it tidy and readable, I shall try to limit the number of times I post per week. If I post once a day, that’s 182 posts by the end (26 days per cycle * 7 cycles). It’s not an unreasonably high number, but that doesn’t even account for people replying, asking questions, etc. This journal, even with modest interaction from the public, could easily reach over 500 posts or so in that amount of time. So, I’ll just post twice a week on Tuesday and Saturday with updates and summaries pulled from my private journal.
That’s all for now!