Philemon's Wandering Thoughts

Why do learning experiences have to come from negative experiences? Cant they also come from positive ones?

Something I realize I have integrated in me since starting subs.

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Re-introducing LB into the mix as my 3rd sub. Seems even if I didnt play RICH Trader it seems to be taking priority over LB.

Its an interesting data point bringing me closer to awareness of my zero point. Ofcourse it could be the new ZPU tech in the sub causing this.

Made a much more solid draft for the custom I am planning. Before it was far too dense and I removed lots of scripting.

Custom Draft

RICH Trader Core
Emperor: Crown and Capital Core
ESSENCE: Clear Sight
Synergy: Divine Dominion
Synergy: Machine Unleashed
Cosmic Navigator
Gentleman’s Speech
Power Talk
Light of Humility
Omnidimensional

Ofcourse feedback is very welcome. I plan to run this with LB for a while then switch out LB with RAIKOV.

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Well. Ive been thinking alot about making a custom with C&C + RICH Trader + lots of modules. Just ordered a major name embedded with those cores now that we are allowed to do so.

Will keep it relatively light, will have the same amount of density in my overall stack just with name embedding so I am happy with that.

Other than that, got some major C&C breakthroughs today. Had to deal with some “politics” I wont go into. But loads of the features of C&C where coming through and blooming. I could see all the different sources of influences and see what and who was important. I could read people much better and I noticed micro expressions far more than before It was all scarily clear. From there the strategy scripting and seeing moves ahead made me make great moves on my end that ultimately lead to a very optimal position from a loosing position at the beginning of the day.

It felt as if people on my side really did my bidding for me and saw me as their leader towards that goal. I was also making people that where fighting against me do my biding unconsciously it thanks to the strategy.

Also worth mentioning but I was “fighting” for the side of justice in this case. Values that I think are important and I want to cary forward and is part of my long term legacy plans. Felt great to fight for the side of “good” and disarm someone that was doing harm to someone I want to do well.

C&C is also doing great work on my inner circle. Relationships that matter to me are getting deeper and deeper in more than just a friendship way but serious alies and support systems. This is great to have for a good quality of life with family and friends even though it hasn’t had any strategic use as of now.

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I enjoyed playing my name major embedded C&C + RICH Trader dual core major this morning so much that I also ordered a LB + ESSENCE : The Art of Happiness & Joy major name embedded.

I cant quite put it together how the NE is different yet, although I enjoy the feeling of it much more. The NE really has a different processing feel. Will need more experience to figure it out.

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Played my first loop of it this morning and wow. NE + the essence module brings LB to a new dimension.

LB was quite heavy for me but not feeling anything negative with the NE. Will slowly think about increasing exposure time.

The essence module is as described. Baseline of joy increased and I am consciously enjoying everything much more. From the feel of the threads of my shirt on my skin to the clouds in the sky. A very nice undertone of being grateful.

I have a feeling this is gonna boost my vibration even more than with just LB standard.

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Its hard to tell if it is influence of C&C, RT or both but in the past 2 weeks my financial reality has completely changed in all areas.

Relationship with money, abundance mindset, ambition, worthiness, desire etc. As-well as this I have had many manifestations from open and random channels of receiving money.

This is extremely positive and it feels great to strive towards my goals and get results. I am very grateful for SC and the powerful tools they make for us.

In terms of worthiness of wealth last night before going to bed I couldn’t stop getting the feeling/intuition I needed to buy a lottery ticket. Its a 130 million jackpot at the moment I was deeply visualizing winning and what I would do. The feeling was as if I had already won. I will buy a ticket cause who knows lol. But its interesting that my subconscious believes I am now worthy and deserving of that money.

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Name embedding is great. When I played it in the morning I felt the sub for about 30 min to an hour then its just disappeared and went into pure execution mode right away. 0 recon, 0 density just smooth results. A few hours after the loops it felt like I was on a rest day, I think I can definitely increase the exposure. Really interested to see how the sub will supposedly go deeper because of the NE, I think I will need to give it time and potentially a washout.

I pulled the trigger on my third sub its will be a major name embedded with RAIKOV and Minds eye. Wont be playing it for a while though.

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How long of a loop did you do?

3 Min of C&C + RICH Trader major NE and 3 Min of LB Major NE

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Are you gonna try to keep the exposure times the same? I know that’s what’s said in the microloop strategy but it if you’re good at intuiting what’s processing when, you should start being able to feel which sub needs more bandwidth to process and which one you’re flying by on (if you even notice a difference between them). Stuff like affinity to the scripting and all that.

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I think i can definitely make the move to 7 min without any serious recon. However I am getting good results at 3 min so I think I will stick with it for now.

Lets see how I am on my rest day tmr though.

The NE is powerful I am accepting everything very fast seems like my reality is completely shifting and I cant quite identify what is changing because everything is changing. Also it feels as if I have always been like this. I consciously looked back at memories in periods where I did not have these positive changes and I remember myself as having them.

I think C&C and RICH Trader are also both subs that target areas that I was already at a good level on so there is no major blocks to work on. Its more fine tuning and optimization. LB I already got through the dense stuff now its a question of elevating my baseline.

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Literally my favorite feeling. And then I’ll look to the future and realize everything I perceive is also through the lens of the recent changes. When everything just clicks.

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Its funny with recon in the past I would get abit confused and feel I needed to play more of the sub to get more results. With NE I just want to play more because its so satisfying lol, it just feels plain good.

EDIT: obviously I wont be doing that…

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Making some big strides with RICH Trader.

I had already previously identified what psychological habits where effecting me negatively in my trading performance.
Now ive connected it in so many new ways to how that manifested in my trading patterns. Because of this I am also making adjustments to my strategy to 1. increase my edge, 2. make my strategy more suitable for maintaining a performance state of mind.

I have two trading setups that are very close. Normally I would have jumped in preemptively but I am patiently waiting for the right time to strike remembering the big picture.

I have already avoided two good setups that would have lead to loosing trades thanks to my new found trading intuition. RT already saving me a few thousand dollars.

Another thing is my performance has been quite bad in the past year and abit and there was lots of negative emotions linked to this after coming down from an explosive high. RT has reframed this as not a failure but a lesson and an opportunity to display my skills and come back from it better and stronger.

I am approaching trading with a far more professional mindset. Its been my main source of income for years but I never identified it with being my job (lol). Thats changed alot and I am taking action on it far differently than before.

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The features of the ZPU tech are getting more and more clear. Its quite incredible how well you can consciously guide the modules you want to use.

These are the modules I have decided I want to focus on for now:

RICH Trader

Trader’s Neutrality

Helps you perceive charts and market data without emotional bias, projection, or wishful thinking. You learn to see what IS, not what you want or fear to see. Your projections stop distorting your perception; instead, you observe price action as objective information rather than confirmation of your hopes or fears. In practice, this means you stop missing opportunities because they don’t fit your preconceived narrative. You stop holding losing positions because you “know” the market will eventually prove you right. You read the market’s language cleanly, without your ego translating everything to serve its story. This neutrality becomes your foundation for every other skill.

Winner’s Identity Integration

Helps you embody the complete identity of a successful trader at a deep, subconscious level. You naturally adopt winning habits, routines, and thought patterns not through forcing but through genuine integration. The behaviors that used to require willpower become automatic expressions of who you are. In daily trading, this shows as moving through your routine with professional consistency — morning analysis without skipping steps, trade journaling without resistance, post-session reviews without judgment. You’re not trying to act like a winning trader; you are one, and it shows in every decision, every habit, every response to both wins and losses.

Optimal Risk Calibration

Helps you find your personal sweet spot between paralysis and recklessness. You become comfortable taking calculated risks without fear or greed distorting your judgment. Your position sizing reflects confidence without arrogance, caution without cowardice. In daily trading, this shows as knowing exactly how much risk feels right for each setup based on your edge, your emotional state, and market conditions. You’re not frozen by fear of loss, but you’re not intoxicated by potential gains either. You’ve calibrated risk to challenge you appropriately without terrorizing you, maximizing both returns and psychological sustainability.

Detachment from Outcomes

Helps you execute your strategy perfectly regardless of individual trade results. You focus on process over profits, removing outcome dependency that causes emotional execution. A perfect trade that loses becomes genuinely satisfying because you honored your process. In daily practice, this freedom transforms everything. You can take a loss without it affecting your confidence. You can have a winning trade without it inflating your ego. Each trade becomes just another iteration of your edge, and your satisfaction comes from execution quality rather than P&L. Ironically, this detachment usually improves results because emotional interference disappears.

Abundance Overflow

Helps you dissolve scarcity mindset and limiting beliefs around deserving wealth. You embrace exponential income growth as natural and inevitable — the mathematical result of edge plus consistency plus time. The ceiling you kept hitting wasn’t in the market; it was in your mind, and you’ve removed it. In daily trading, this freedom shows as comfort with larger positions and bigger wins. You stop self-sabotaging when your account grows past previous highs. You give yourself permission to scale appropriately as your skill develops. Success stops feeling threatening and starts feeling like what you’ve earned through skill and discipline.

C&C

Emperor’s Presence

Guides you to develop a presence that arrives before your words do — like a standard carried into the room that declares calm without announcement. Your posture adjusts as if shaped by an invisible hand, smoothing out haste, stitching composure into your shoulders. Even your breath becomes deliberate and controlled, reflecting the inner order you’ve cultivated.

People begin reading what you don’t say. The steadiness in your gaze. The patience in your pauses. The way you occupy space without taking from anyone. This is high-status energy that requires no theatrics — polished, cool, undeniable. You move with the unhurried rhythm of someone who owns his time, and the environment subtly reorganizes around that certainty.

When you speak, your voice feels like a signature — simple, legible, difficult to imitate. You don’t over-explain or bargain for attention. You offer clarity, and clarity lands. In conversations, you sense a quiet gravitational pull, as if your alignment invites others to rise into their better selves or drift away without friction. Pressure arrives, as it always does, but finds no loose threads to grab. Your nervous system becomes a fortress of calm, your expression stays composed, your timing stays deliberate, and your energy stays expensive — spent only where the return is real.

Inner Circle: Alliance Architect

Helps you see structure where there used to be social haze. Connections arrange themselves like a court — inner circle close to the throne, allies at the tables beyond, familiar names in the corridors. It feels calmer this way, as if your social world finally has doors and rooms instead of one crowded hall where everyone can reach you at once.

Your attention becomes more selective, like capital invested for return. Your inner circle feels sacred — few people, high trust, shared standards. With them, loyalty isn’t demanded; it’s earned through consistency, discretion, and real proof over time. You feel bonds deepen not through constant contact, but through reliability — the kind of quiet closeness that survives distance and pressure.

Beyond that, allies emerge — people with aligned interests, mutual respect, clean exchanges. You begin nurturing these relationships like strategic partnerships: clear expectations, fair value, strong communication, no drama. You offer introductions when it benefits the whole ecosystem, building bridges that make everyone stronger. You feel the power of reciprocity done well — how it compounds like interest.

And then there are contacts — friendly, useful, light. You stop mistaking convenience for intimacy. You stop pouring your best energy into people who treat your life like a vending machine. Without resentment, you adjust access, keeping gates quiet and dignified. Your network becomes less accidental and more designed. You know who to trust, who to test, who to keep at arm’s length. And in that clarity, you feel new stability — because a well-built court doesn’t just look impressive. It keeps the kingdom safe.

Inner Circle: Golden Crown

Guides you to understand that access to high-value circles is built, not demanded. It arrives like a private elevator, unlocked by trust, value, and timing — not by noise. The old impulse to impress dissolves, replaced by something cleaner: readiness. The calm that suggests you belong anywhere you’re invited, without needing to force the invitation.

You start seeing gatekeepers as guardians of order, not obstacles. You treat them with the same respect you’d offer the person they protect, because you understand how power moves through channels. You listen carefully. You keep your words precise. You offer value that fits their world — solutions, reliability, discretion — small contributions that make you memorable for the right reasons.

When you meet people who carry influence, you don’t shrink and you don’t inflate. You stay centered, like a balance sheet that doesn’t lie. You speak in outcomes. You make requests clean. You keep promises. And you feel something shift when your consistency becomes a signal — quietly telling them you’re safe to bet on.

Introductions begin to happen with less friction. A name mentioned in the right room. A reply that comes faster than expected. An invitation that feels effortless, as if it was always meant to occur once you stopped chasing it. You meet these openings with composure, prepared materials, clear intentions — no scrambling, no desperation, no oversharing. You realize these relationships aren’t trophies. They’re alliances — built on integrity and mutual benefit. The higher the circle, the more valuable discretion becomes. Trust is the real currency, and you hold it carefully.

Market Instinct

Helps you feel the market like weather — subtle shifts in pressure, changes in temperature, a storm forming long before the first drop falls. Charts stop being just lines. They become mood, momentum, breath. You notice patterns the way a seasoned guard notices footsteps — rhythm, hesitation, the telltale pause before movement.

Your attention listens for sentiment beneath numbers. Fear has texture. Greed has tempo. You sense when a crowd is chasing and when it’s quietly exiting, and that awareness sharpens into intuition that feels clean, not impulsive. You don’t need to guess as wildly. You watch, you wait, you let the setup reveal itself.

Timing becomes a kind of sovereignty. You feel less urgency to be “in” and more patience to be right. You respect liquidity as if it’s oxygen — something you protect, something you don’t waste. When you enter a trade or investment decision, it feels measured, as if you’ve weighed risk the way a treasurer weighs gold: carefully, with margins for the unexpected.

Losses, when they occur, stop feeling like insults. They become tuition. You review without shame, extracting lessons like a strategist reading battle reports. You adjust systems. You tighten rules. You protect downside first, because an empire that survives can always expand again. As pattern recognition grows, you notice opportunities where others see noise—overreactions, mispricings, sentiment swings. You stay calm while the crowd surges, letting decisions come from clarity rather than emotion.

I am going skiing next few days and wont be taking much action so I am taking a mini washout to give time for the subs to integrate. Will give me a nice break before add in in my RAIKOV major NE.

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Its interesting someone In the RICH Thread said something about the sub making them think about money all the time.

Its the same with RICH Trader. I want to be taking action on trading all the time. It is seriously dominating my thoughts (in a good way). This is why I want to be focusing on Detachment from outcome. In trading you cannot force an outcome. You have to ride the wave.

I also theorized about what having a strong detachment from outcome would mean in other parts of life. Trying to force an outcome is generally a great way to not get that outcome. This is the same in sports, Dating, Negotiation etc. Its great that RICH Trader is a trading wealth focused sub but the psychology aspects can spread into all areas of life.

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Also seeing LB+ (LB + essence the art of joy) blooming more and more in the background.

Its slowly going deeper and deeper but its very subtle. Its doing lots of small things on my self image that are making big changes but its quite hard to tell exactly. I do think now that I already created a strong base with LB my subconscious is prioritizing my wealth subs. Cant forget that I started using LB because i believed it was the bottleneck for wealth. I feel ive had the bulk of the benefits for the intended use although I am going to keep using it to make it deeply ingrained in me and potentially find some nice surprises.

LB self love does have a soothing effect on other subs. I can look back at previous negative experiences and forgive myself from a very positive paradigm and therefore I think it reduced recon and improves healing of other subs. The general positive manifestation boost also has been powerful and very welcomed.

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Im recovering from a little sickness. I planed to take some extra rest days to let the scripts integrate more. Being in recovery now is a perfect opportunity to take a washout.

Sickness got quite bad last night so I played 30 seconds of paragon in bed. Woke up feeling much better after sleeping almost 11 hours.

today was supposed to be day 2 of washout but after paragon last night its back to day 1.

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Starting subs again LB+ is going far deeper than before. I can feel alot of the internal work has been done and is now integrating. Its now moved on and become more external. Not only am getting a stronger love for others, It gives me the idea that I want a deeper romantic relationship rather than just shallow short term stuff.

My Aura has bloomed heavily. I can almost feel the love aura. Walking around yesterday Its like everybody was looking at me. People that looked to be in a bad mood are smiling at me and saying hello as I pass by.

Also worth mentioning the Essence Joy and happiness module I added in to the major NE is great. I wouldnt call it subtle because its dam powerful but I am doing everything with more enjoyment. I also find myself happy in small moments rather than going straight on my phone. Can be looking at a nice sky, sun on my skin, freshly washed laundry etc etc.

I found myself really enjoying music as if it was the first time I listened to songs I loved. I gotta be carefull what music I listen to while I work cause it makes me want to dance. :rofl: