The final results of the subliminals have permanence,not the processes by which they create that result. I.E when no longer running regeneration, the mechanism of trauma, past incidents popping up will no longer happen, but whatever healing had happened , will stay. Emperor, the insane voice and drive and pull towards solo activity will no longer be there necessarily, but someone who is highly driven and able to work alone will. For Khan Stage 1 / I AM, the mechanism of questioning, and breakdown of self, will no longer be there but whatever result from that ‘cleansing, purge’ and elimination of programming that doesn’t serve you, will.
The stage is designed so you know when to move.
If what your saying is that every time you think your done going through a cycle of breakdown and reconstruction and things are leveling out it starts up again?
And your wondering if there is a resolution of these oscillating states as an indicator to move on or the will continue indefinitely as a result of the subs mechanism itself?
Again, you may not necessarily reach a permanent state of either but will know it is time to move on.
can you distinguish if your pain avoidance is indeed reconciliation or simply the recognition innately that it is time to move on?
Looking at the khane stage 1 journals many moved on after a month or less regardless, or in the more detailed cases, there was indeed a leveling out of sorts and a feeling full of stage 1
AMASHThe Wise Wizard
I feel I had enough Khan ST1. As if I am saturated, filled, almost that I had “enough”.
So it feels for me that the right thing to do is to move to Khan ST2, Khan Total Reprogramming on the first day of the month.
So that would be a complete 30 days of Khan ST1 (I will finish Sunday as my final day).
It’s exciting. I might revisit Khan ST1 in the future. But for now, Khan ST2 is calling my name.
A part of me knows deeply it is the right time to move there. So that is what I am listening to. It’s not some logical plan, it is an inner knowing.
AMASHThe Wise Wizard
Looking to see how many hours you got before you got the complete feeling.
I kept track. I started getting the feeling at 400 hours, but it got stronger and stronger, and now that I reached 500 hours of ST1, I feel 1000% sure it is time to move on to Stage 2.
When you ran the 30 days of ST1, did you do it for 50% of the day at least? Did you always listen overnight too?
I did it 100% of the days, no days off, for a minimum of 15h a day, often 18h or more.
In the beginning, it felt like hell. People were telling me to take breaks. But I had a similar experience with Primal, so I pushed through it, and around 150 of listening to Khan ST1, it became completely comfortable. The only “pain” was from the emotional healing, a bit of depression and anti-social feelings but those were happening in waves.
From feeling confident and on top of the world, to depressed and in tears, in waves that came and went.