Now the cute hotel manager is being more talkative. Playful center. Calling me trouble. This stack is fun.
A pattern with her I’m noticing is she only ever really seems to be more talkative and playful like that when I shave my face clean-shaven.
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From me private digital journal
6/7/2024 @ 10:40 PM
Well, I just made a Chrome Extension. It’s technically the 2nd one I’ve made.
Used ChatGPT (4o) for parts, naturally.The first one I made was so simplistic (to see if I could) I almost don’t count it.
This one, it’s also kinda simplistic, but hella useful for me already. Made it for myself and me business partner to use.
If the user (me or me business partner) right click on a webpage, the context menu gives the option to send the URL of the current page to our respective brain dump channel (mentioned in a previous entry)
Right clicking on a link still gives that option, but also the option to send the URL of the link that was right-clicked on.
Hella useful for Youtube, for stuff I want to watch later (Youtube’s Watch Later thing is a hit-or-miss piece of crap lately).
BUT…works with ANY web page. I even tested it on forum by sending the main URL and a random journal entry.
With a few tweaks to generalize it a bit (i.e. not hardcoding certain things that are relevant only to my own use), this could easily be published in the Chrome Extensions store.
Khan,KB and EoG are working great for me!
I can only imagine what I’d be doing with Index Gate having a spot in the stack.
I’ve been having my shirt buttoned less lately. Wife is all “what up with that?” I think she likes it. But idgaf if she does or not. 
EDIT: This is a big deal for me because I basically wouldn’t be caught shirtless out in public. Self-conscious about my gut area (which I’ve let go over the years, I’ll admit).
I’m reminded of when we did the first round of private ZP testing, and I noted a few times that my gut/abs would burn when running Wanted ZPPF and then Wanted ZPS once that was the “winner”.
I remember at some point @SaintSovereign said this was likely the scripting latching on to my goals for gut/abs. Makes more and more sense when I think about it.
Anyway, even being in the hotel lobby like that was a big deal for me. Definitely feeling better about myself the more I run The Khans and EoG. All Stage 1.
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idea about recon.
I used to think that feeling recon means “the sub is at least working!” I no longer go after feeling recon, of course.
What came to me today , however, is the core idea from the book “One Small Step Can Change Your Life” by Robert Maurer, Ph.D.
Basically, it’s a book about Kaizen as applied to human psychology and behavioral change.
If someone wants to adopt a daily workout routine, it’s almost guaranteed to fail for most people if they try to commit right away to 100 push-ups a day.
Even if they started out being able to do 100 in a day, they likely will soon drop off from doing it.
Dr. Maurer had a client who wanted to do push-ups daily, but the barrier there was the idea of committing to something daily, and so on.
Maurer said “Start with just one push-up per day as your commitment.”
So the guy did. Started at 1 push-up per day. More important than the number was the fact he was committing to it.
Maurer brings in talk about fight-or-flight being the reason Kaizen works so well.
Starting at 100 a day trips the fight-or-flight response because it’s a huge goal.
1 push-up is so easy to do, there’s no reason for fight-or-flight to kick in.
My thinking is the same lately in regards to subs. It’s that whole thing of finding the “sweet spot.”
If I get recon at X length of time, then dropping it a bit until recon no longer happens is the “Kaizen” way.
I’ve found that I do well with 3 titles, 10 mins each each sub day. I usually listen while meditating in the room, or if I’m at work, I put it on the work headset while working. Even when talking to customers on the phone, I still hear the Solace mask.
15 mins each can get kinda reconny…less than 10 mins doesn’t seem to hit me as much in terms of changes in perception or productive/flow time.
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Weird observation: the more “successful” I get with these microprojects of mine, the busier I feel like I need to be.
Like Skylar’s hunger somewhat. Where the more he learned, the more he felt compelled to learn
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A lady friend had some home repair issues needing done. I said I’d come fix the stuff if I were closer.
Then jokingly said “If I did that, Then you’d be all ‘oooh my sexy hero man’ then you’d say ‘Cmere’”
Somehow that turned me on. I can’t believe I got horny making a joke.
Maybe I DO need a washout after this cycle 
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Finished up the cycle of Khans ST1 and EoG ST1
a couple days ago, had recon of “Maybe I should drop EoG and wait for it to be updated”. But Mr. Ninji @Sage_Ninjistic rightly imparted me with the advice that it’s just recon and to stick with it.
Well, I decided that one day of washout was enough lol
So basically a regular rest day.
Ran ST2s of the stuff last night before bed.
Results follow:
“Y mode” should’ve read as “survival mode”. I just typed that too fast with not enough proofreading
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I’m noticing that if I think about sex, Mr. Palpatiny comes alive, but I can just as easily shift into some other mode, and he goes back to sleep.
At least today, it’s as if I’m in conscious control of the energy. Khan Black doing its thing!
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“ An Idiot Admires Difficulty, A Genius Admires Ease” - a quote I saw today
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Love it. I’m working on it brother. The easy path is shockingly more difficult though.
I ran a loop of DR RED out of curiosity before running my normal stack today.
Reading “Unscripted” by MJ DeMarco. Fits well with the themes of “freedom” and “rebellion”.
Reading a part where MJ says that, even though games aren’t a great use of time, he does enjoy a good first-person shooter every so often. Since it isn’t an addictive thing for him.
As I read that, a thought came up. Along the lines of “I don’t trust myself with freedom.”
If I had total time freedom, I’m kinda worried I’d just piss away all my time doing dumb shit.
Talk about a fast shift in perception…
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I notice I get super sleepy while running this ST2 stack. Am fine after. Just borderline napping during.
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Ran DRRed before sleep. Woke up groggy. Weird dreams.
2 loops is enough for now. I’ll figure out if I want to drop something from current stack for this or just wait.
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Custom idea
HOM
Heartsong
EoG4
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
Synergy: The Golden One
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Instant Business Tactician
Synergy: Winner Overdrive
Synergy: Machine Unleashed
Synergy: Carpe Vitam
Goal of it would be manifesting wealth- and business-minded romantic partner(s)
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Relatable. Not sure where it comes from for me though.
I used to feel “aroused” and need to have a quick release. Now I can shift into some other mode more quickly without needing that release.
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I’m noticing that hotel manager seems to have more and more dimples when she sees me now. smiling different
Definite “IOI awareness” scripting in Khan I’m guessing. or it’s clearing out my inability to notice them (since I’m “only” done with ST1 a few days ago).
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6/24/2024 @ 2:18 AM
So Khan2, Khan Black2, and EoG2 are fantastic so far.
The only “recon” I’m getting is being tired while running the stack. But I’m ok after the stack is over.
Sitting on the bench at the grocery store tonight waiting for the wife to get off work. She was bagging for Maja while Maja was the cashier. Maja is 18, is way cute, and is the daughter of one of the other cashiers (who is also cute and would be fun based on things she’s said).
Been reading more of Alabaster Girl. And in that book Zan talks about the idea of all women being “My girl” in that we’re fascinated by all women.
I decided to play with this a bit tonight.
I looked at Maja, soft gaze, and just thought/decided “She’s my girl” and started just noticing her body, how she moves, appreciating her look more and more.
In a sense, it felt temporarily like falling in love with someone, but not the one-itis kind. More of the “connected” feeling I get when sending Reiki to someone.
But throw in a dash of desire, since she IS cute after all.
Within seconds of feeling that and really taking in her beauty, she suddenly looked over at me, now we’re talking a distance of like 50-60 feet away, and she was NOT looking at me before.
She looked, saw me looking, smiled, I smiled back. The couple times I saw he again in the store while the wife and I were grabbing some food before heading home, she seemed like she was shooting glances at me.
Definitely something about this stack…
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I notice that the more I’m running Khan2, KB2, EoG2, the easier it is for me to talk to women such as the cute hotel manager.
I feel as if it’s Khan affecting that result more. KB is less of a romance/seduction sub. Been thinking of dropping EoG for now, because financial-wise, I’m not in a position to do much with EoG yet.
Basically in survival mode right now. Working my job, wife’s job cut her hours back because she had to change her availability so they’d quit scheduling her to be in charge of the self-checkout lanes.
She gets panic attacks from that because that’s all they ended up ever scheduling her for, and never giving her breaks (as in rotating other people in).
So her hours are less. It’s back to being like it was last year before she got the job she has.
That situation was: I go to work, come back to the room, we go do Instacart (after she’s been in the room all day) and also doing instacart on my days off.
It’s getting to be like that again. Where the only “days off” I get on my actual days off are days she happens to work. And even THEN, once I pick her up from work, she’s wanting to sit in the fucking parking lot and wait for IC orders.
Big issue is IC isn’t anywhere near as “good” as it was last year.
Shit orders for the most part where we’d end up putting all the money made back into the gas tank to replenish what gas we used.
Part of me wants to tell her to just “suck it up” in regards to the job stuff. Though I get the whole thing of panic attacks due to the job (from my days taking Apple customer calls).
So I know I “shouldn’t” resent losing my off time, etc. But I do, so I just have to accept that for now.
Running a title like EoG, or Emperor, etc when at a day job and/or doing stupid-ass Instacart just makes me feel worse. Since gig work like that is a pure time/money trade with zero chance of doing any actual good.
She was content the other day to sit in the store parking lot for 3 hours waiting until FINALLY an order came up that was $47 to deliver stuff to 2 different people.
She said “See? That wasn’t so bad. That one only took us 45 minutes.”
I got irritated and said “It took 3 fucking HOURS of waiting though! That COUNTS!”
anyway lol.
Thinking of doing Khan solo for the rest of these cycles OR maybe stacking Khan with the Dick Juicer and Primal Nights. Get her in the mood more. dunno.
When I’m ready to dive back into EoG, Khan Black would be perfect to stack with it all around.
I’ll decide in a couple days on my next sub day.
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