Palpatine in 2024

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#142

I lost or misplaced my Kindle at some point in the last day or 2.

It’s a Kindle Paperwhite, and I read on that thing every day (current reads are a book about Email Marketing by Connie Ragen Green, and The Alabaster Girl)

Anyway, I can’t really link this to running Khan, since the “event,” whenever it was, was prior to running Khan.

But I think Khan is working on me anyway, I sent the following to a friend today:

This thing of being sad about my Kindle being missing is pointing out flaws in my money mindset/thinking.
If I had the $ I know I’m capable of producing, I doubt I’d be sad about it.
I’m sad because those are $ to me right now.

If I had the $ I know I can produce, I’d have already ordered another/newer one and it’d be arriving tomorrow (or even later today with expedited shipping)

A missing Kindle wouldn’t be a problem at all.

And if I found it later on, anyway, the wife would have a better one.

Or I’d have got her a better one already.

Me daughter would have a better one.

whatever.

#143

The Kindle has been found!

I did a Sanctuary session today. Went in to do a Manager’s Meeting and asked the different managers/parts to work together to determine where the Kindle is. And a few ideas came to me after that of where to look.

It must’ve fallen out of my jacket pocket and slid down behind the seat in my car. I’m happy.

EDIT: Was still a valuable experience/lesson re: $

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#144

from me Private journal…
5/24/2024 @ 9:31 PM

Got mom here today (her ashes anyway). Living in a hotel room, not many good places to have her. Either on my desk or on top of the refrigerator (which seems wrong to me haha).
Having her on my desk is a constant reminder right now to not take things for granted. And to be more willing to take chances.
She was 70 when she died, and lonely, and I think most of her adult life was one of settling for the most part.
I just ran 2 loops of Khan ST1 (it’s the only title I’m running, so 2x is ok in my book).
Headed to have a shower and let Khan wash over and through me.

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#145

Sorry about your mom.

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#146

So I ended up doing 3x Khan1 yesterday.
I figured if I was running 3 titles (10 mins each) per sub day, I could handle 3x of the same title.

Zero recon, only productivity so far. Today was a rest day of course.

Today, I made (from scratch) a Slack App using PHP, where my business partner and I can both send an email to the same email address, or send as a text message from our phones.

And, depending which of us sent it, the message posts right our respective “brain dump” channels.

We each have a brain dump channel, for capturing ideas as they come up so we can get em out of our heads and keep working.

So, say I’m out and about, or sitting at work, or even working at home on something else, I can get an ideal, shoot myself a quick email or text about it, and it shows up in my “brain dumps” slack channel for later review.

Khan has me being productive AF and I’m on only on ST1/TB. #winning

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#147

I’m at work listening to Neil Diamond stuff whilst I work on email tickets.
He was one of mom’s fav singers.

I like him, too. Forgot how good he is though.

I Am, I Said…

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#148

You sure you’re not running Stark?

:face_with_hand_over_mouth:

Niiice.

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#149

Aye. Just Khan1. (Actually decided today to do K1 and KB1 going forward, per our previous discussions).

So just K1/KB1 today. But yesterday was a rest day off 3 loops of K1 the day before (Friday).

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#150

Buckle in!

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#151

The Khans are doing well together so far.

But… BUT! Man KB is :fire:
Horny. I feel like I could easily have sex but I don’t feel overwhelmed or NEED to have sex right now.

Today I’m going to work on making a very basic ManyChat-type thing.

That’s what people on IG use when they post “blah blah…comment with ‘freeguide’ to get my guide on how to X in 478 easy steps!”

Then when someone does, they get a PM from the chatbot with a link to the free guide, etc.

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#152

Hell. ManyChat isn’t as expensive as I swore I read before.

free supports up to 1000 contacts

No point in making my own DIY script except as an intellectual distraction.

#153

I added EoG into my power stack today.
So right now each sub day is 10 mins each of both Khans and EoG.

Today was the first day running all 3. I was a bit nervous about it being “too much” but so far, it’s aces.

Just watched 3-4 YT vids in my chosen interests in the success space.
Working more on a recent project I’ve started.

I’ll see how the dreams are tonight. That’s usually a telltale sign that stuff is working “in there”.

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#154

I can feel this stack.
Feeling more sexual but also feeling more in control of my power.
Probably helps that I’m reading the Alabaster Girl too. Stepping into and identifying with the mindset being talked about.

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#155

Manifestation of some sort?

Lark had the idea that She, the wife and I should move into a place to be able to split rent. I told the wife I’m not sure it’s a good idea, given our track record with living with other peeps.

BUT! I mean, if we can score a 3BR, I could work from home technically. I could have an office again.

So I’ll consider it, at least. Lark reminds me a lot of my bestie who we don’t see much of each other anymore since she lives in Cali and I’m in the PNW.
I miss my bestie.

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#156

Reading this book and running the Khans is jacking my confidence way up. Of KNOWing I got it.

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#157

5/30/2024 @ 8:09 PM

I just hit the 30% mark for The Alabaster Girl, according to Walternate.
As I read this, I find myself thinking about the content in terms of subs/stacks that resonate with it.

This book is definitely way more Wanted and/or Wanted Black than it is something like Primal, Primal Seduction or Sex and Seduction X.

I can see how running a stack of Wanted and/or WB could help with the mindset/philosophy in the book.

Am still currently running:
Khan ST1/Total Breakdown to clear out any “Nice Guy” tendencies I have.
Khan Black ST1 to remove any blockages I have regarding sexual energy
EoG1 to clear out any shit beliefs regarding money, business, wealth, etc.

I definitely feel more sexual lately. Horny (Khan1 maybe) yet in control (Khan Black1)…and I’m taking actions/steps toward money/success goals. EoG1 all the way.

Once EoG is updated with NSE, I can see myself crafting a 3-core custom of The Khans and EoG.

Very little recon since I’m taking action toward something.

#158

Alabaster quotes:

“Everything is possible. Nothing is necessary.”

“A nice guy puts a woman on a pedestal. A true lover puts women on a pedestal”

#159

6/3/2024 @ 9:49 AM

Yesterday was rest day.

Dream 1:
This morning I dreamed about Medusa (Not the figure of antiquity. A friend who goes by that name IRL). Working in a gas station (which IRL she’s a district manager of). Basically it was her being jealous and upset at me for liking other women.

At one point she said “The way you were about Aardvark, that’s how I am about you.” Crying the entire time. (Note: She’s one of the few who knew about my hangup with Aardvark as it was going down at work)

Which is weird. We’re always saying “I love you” but not sure if it’s a romantic thing, a “What if?” thing, or some other thing. It’s like we’re besties with the potential for more.

I think we’d make a go for it if not separated by distance, me in a relationship, and so on.

Not sure if she thinks the same.

Dream 2:
The wife and I are going to some fancy restaurant with a female friend. There’s a baby in a carrier. Might be the friend’s baby.

I get “voluntold” by the girls to carry the baby in the carrier. “You’re a manly man, you can handle it.” Not saying in some derisive way, more like they’re respecting me as a man(?)

They go on ahead to get the table. I’m carrying the baby into the building. I get to the top of some stairwell descending into the restaurant(?).

I stop and feel like I should wait for them to be done eating before I go do and eat alone.

This goes on for a while, and I finally decide “I AM a man! I’ll eat with the women too!”

I go down the stairs with the baby, round a corner and the ladies are still there waiting for me. They waited the entire time so we could go in together.

I’m sure this latest stuff is being affected by me reading The Alabaster Girl lately (And running The Khans and EoG).

#160

got an interesting result today
the cute office chick and i were talking about today being the bday of one that has left the company by now.
and she’s like “Any guesses how old i am?”
lol

me: “I don’t play THAT game! but 22” we both laughed.

41 apparently. I legit thought 30s, but seriously don’t play that game.

she was legit making a game out of it though.

then we got to talking about how a lot of women use makeup to cover up perceived insecurities…and she said “I don’t wear makeup like ever”

and I was said “Well, good thing, you really don’t need it”

Then she smiled “Thanks” and did a weird feminine “curtsy” with her head.

Then we talked about how makeup is OK if one is simply enhancing what they already have, but too many cake it on to cover up what they think is “not pretty”

I’d never expect flirting game from K1, KB1, or EoG1.

since those are about removing bad mojo

but still, felt like legit flirting or a dance of some sort.

which basically SHE initiated.

Even in the moment, I caught myself wondering “WTF is going on here?” but went with it.

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#161

Speaking of results, later at the grocery store…

Went to get wife from work at the store. We were shopping after her shift. Got to the line, and she realized she forgot something. I went to get it.

As I’m rounding the corner from the aisle to go back to checkout, this really cute girl with black hair and sorta gothy makeup was walking with what looked like her mom/grandma(shrug) and a little kid.

She saw me, smiled, I smiled back, and then made a point of doing a double-take look at her again and she smiled more.

Sorta like the stuff I’m reading in The Alabaster Girl…the whole interaction was 3-4 seconds tops, and I think we both felt better after that.

what the hell…
Khan/KB and reading the book working on me?

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