Someone eh?!
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Programming alchemie 
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I started today with a stack of 10 mins each:
- Dragon Reborn Red ST1
- IG:UP
- Limitless
I’d had some sort of internal resistance to doing DRR. Maybe “freedom” is scary. Dunno.
Anyway, my main focus (my “one thing”) right now is getting that custom plugin repository working. Hence, IG:UP.
Limitless is obvious for this, boosting cognitive stuff etc.
DRR to help me shed those things which hinder me embracing my freedom.
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“Freedom isn’t free”
That phrase is in my head right now. Not in the oft-overused “patriotic” sense. In the sense that focused and relevant action is required.
The amount of “freedom” one has is in direct correlation to how well one “plays the game” And how much value one provides.
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I ran my 2nd loop of the stack earlier today.
Feeling more emo than I usually allow to happen.
More contemplative about life, even stuff with my son.
Took me a while to really feel comfortable with the idea of running Dragon Reborn again.
ST1 (back in the day) used to leave me feeling angry. Like unreasonable road-rage style anger.
This is way better than that. wooooo.
More emo in the form of almost being moved to tears from a Cyndi Lauper song. She’s one of my favorite humans, so it isn’t a big stretch.
I didn’t even really cry when my mom died. I tried, since people say it’s “healthy”. I felt sad, yeah. but not weepy.
I’m sure if I keep up with DRR more will happen.
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Had a significant breakthrough/progress on my plugin repo project.
IGUP slowly coming through, maybe since I have DRR1 in the stack. But IGUP is indeed coming through.
I find it’s enhancing my ability to ask questions of ChatGPT. Asking better questions to get better answers and better feedback on some of the parts I’m stuck.
Part of my recent motivations lately are to boost my “masculinity” in terms of exercising and strengthening my Will.
So I wanna put Ascension and/or Godlike Masculinity in somewhere. Drop Limitless for one or both? Not sure yet.
Might be worth making a custom of Ascension and GLM so it takes only one ZP sub slot.
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Interesting approach to subs how often do you switch stacks? Also doesnt it just scatter your results and mind in many different directions rather than commiting to a particular lane and staying focused on it? Just curious how it works for you
I get at least 3 loops of the titles I’m interested in. That’s enough exposure to get it “in there” for me.
Doesn’t scatter. It seems to contribute to a cohesive “whole” from the scripting gelling together.
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Did first loop today of DRR3.
The past few days, I’ve been running only DRR and Godlike Masculinity.
GLM because I wanna really embolden my masculinity and develop my Will.
DRR because rebellion and freedom.
So far, DRR has me thinking a lot about life. Especially on days I work the cart job at the grocery store.
My feet also hurt like a muthafucka. I work that job Thursday thru Saturday nights. Work my main job Sunday thru Wednesdays. No days off for Palpatine for now.
I find that I’m more productive in my actual off hours, since there’s far fewer of them (Parkinson’s Law for the win).
I’m about 1/3 of the way into Juggernaut Academy and the “Magical Minute” from that is nothing short of life-changing.
My feet generally hurt at the end of each of grocery shift, and well into Sunday when at the office job. Less so on Monday.
Pain=weakness leaving the body I guess.
I’m stashing my paychecks from the store job to amass enough to move into a real house (preferably) again. Kinda over multi-unit dwellings, noisy neighbors, etc. I’m up to $602 saved from those checks.
Each week brings in about $350-$360 for the store job. Not a ton, but not bad for 3 days. And it’s only temporary. Rawr.
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I just realized I haven’t felt very sexual lately with minor exception
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Seems like you might be in more of a busy, focused, determined space right now; not as much in a sensuous, relaxed, luxuriating space.
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Man, DRR4 and GLM be kickin well together.
feeling strangely optimistic, focused, powerful.
Like knowing that I have it within me to do stuff. I just gotta embody what Mark Joyner calls “Relaxed Intensity” and slow-burn my way forward.
Juggernaut Academy FTW.
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Ran my HoM/HS/EoG4 custom today along with IBV2 (WB/S&SX cores)
I find myself angrier than usual tonight at people who just leave carts wherever the hell they feel like.
On the flip side, I keep thinking about all the women I feel a fondness for.
I realize it isn’t just a sexual attraction I feel for them. I’m finding myself just basking in their femininity (yeah I’ve been reading Deida).
Had a dream last night about Zelda (this was pre-running this stack today though)
Dreamed I came across her working in a convenience store. Was talking to her, catching up, feeling love for her.
I realized at some certain point that she doesn’t actually look like Zelda looks IRL. It was as if it was another person but Zelda’s essence or spirit was inhabiting the body.
Felt more connected to her after waking up. Ugh.
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Today, I wore shorts and shoes with no socks since doing laundry.
Second time in a row the hotel manager saw me and smiled. Rare for me to wear shorts.
I think she likes my calves lol.
(Daughter and I both have big ones)
Plus mine are getting more definition from the cart pushing job.
Even though my BF% isn’t really going anywhere since my main lunches lately are cheap ramen.
Weight and BF% are the same but I somehow look better.
Wanted maybe (Been running Wanted, Daredevil and Stark Black as my latest microstack)*
Either way, she also tends to notice me more when I shave So I’ll shave and walk downstairs in shorts next as a test lol.
- Sometime soon, I’ll shift focus to wealth/money microstacks (M3) and give all these sexduction stacks a break. Time for them to gel even more.
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My latest stack starting today is DRR4, LB, GLM, ran it here at my desk job. First run of this microstack.
Instant (a few hours later) result:
Sitting at the desk still, suddenly start thinking back to a time in the Navy. 1995 it would’ve been. In one of my Electronic Technician training schools I went to before reporting to subs.
It was Thanksgiving or some holiday like that. We weren’t authorized to leave the area. Nowhere outside a 50-mile range as far as remember. Since it was only one day off, etc.
I was gonna spend the day with the wife. Veg, relax, etc.
Apparently there was some thanksgiving parade for veterans. They wanted one of the students from each of our classes to attend in uniform.
Most, if not all, the other guys in the class had “plans” to go off outside the restricted zone. Basically to go hundreds of miles away to see their significant others.
The instructor went down the line, marking these guys off, knowing they had “plans”…it fell on me. I said “I’m gonna spend time with my wife, who’s HERE in the area. Not off in timbukfuckingtu.”
I said “The only reason none of these other jackholes ‘can’t’ do it is they’re going out of area and YOU (instructors) know it!”
Basically I ended up being pressured into going, the instructor was all “You wouldn’t rat out your shipmates, right?”
I said “It’s YOUR job to enforce the fucking rules. NOT mine.”
Looking back, I wish I’d had the spine to just not go to the stupid parade.
Worst case, they what, restrict me to base? Whatever lol.
Yeah, this stack is worth exploring further.
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So yesterday before leaving work, I ran Khan4, GLM, LB.
Later last night, wife wanted it.
Khan seems to get her going. The time before was when I felt experimental and ran all 4 stages (full loops) at work and later that night is when my fingering magic got her crying from the orgasm.
Feeling experimental again, so right now (before I retire to sleep) I’m running 10 min loops of
Primal Nights
Divine Diamond
Sex Mastery.
I’ll do this stack at least 3 times to let that scripting gel.
Definitely looking forward to whatever my dreamlife has in store for me tonight from this stack.
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OMG! 
Your new theme songs:
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2 loops of that microstack.
First BJ in over a year and a half.
Yum
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did u have to ask or she just offered ?
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Offered
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