As I’m walking, I find myself reminding myself to stand up straighter and pull shoulders back more.
Not sure if part of ED scripting.
That’s happening though.
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Rest day. Still early in the day.
Woke up simultaneously 1) wanting too run the microstack again and 2) horny.
Guess today will be interesting since I won’t run the stack and wife works today
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Ran a stack today of:
Emperor Daddy
WB+SSX+NRE (Custom)
Primal Seduction
I’ve already got more than 3x of the custom and PS so this is just icing on the cake for those.
Emperor Daddy is 2x if I recall correctly. Today may have been the 3rd.
Took wife to work after running the stack.
Was in the store with a cart to get some things to take back to the room.
The store was busy as fuck, maybe since it’s the weekend.
Maja was a bagger today, saw me and said “UGH. Take me out of here please!” which in my mind, I know she was commenting on how busy it is, but my brain was thinking about taking her out and back home.
I said “C’mon. I’m just working on my android app stuff today.”
lol.
That second, another cutie there (I’ll call her Jessica. I’m starting to run out of names) came up to me. She was stationed on self-checkout section, which isn’t near me. literally came like 50’ to 100’ over from there.
Jumped on the end of my cart and I said “You want me to take you outta here too?”
“Gawd, yes. Just take me across the street though. My BF is working today.”
me: “That isn’t very fun”
Anyway yeah. definitely more talking/attention from those 2 specifically.
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The more I think about it (^^^), I’m wondering if Jessica saw me talking to Maja and either:
- Got “jealous”/social proof, and felt left out
OR (maybe more likely) - She saw me talking to Maja and saw whatever body language I was leaking out, and knowing I’m married, came over to break it up and keep me out of trouble
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Just ran the following playlist (5 mins of each title) and we’re heading out soon to our anniversary dinner.
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Happy Anniversary!
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Happy Anniversary!! Looking at your stack it seems that you have already chosen your dessert 
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Happy anniversary bro! 
Have a great time.
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I totally thought at first that this said “Happy anniversary, boo!”
Was about to say “Thanks, dear!” lol,
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I don’t seem to feel titles processing at 5 mins each like I do with 10 mins each.
Doesn’t mean results wouldn’t still be forthcoming. Maybe I’ll try 7 next time.
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Before sex (after anniversary dinner), I loaded up a playlist on my phone (Ultrasonic)
Primal Nights (3 minutes)
Divine Diamond (3 minutes)
Sex Mastery X2 V2 (3 minutes)
Had it in there to loop 4x, so 36 mins total.
Started it playing while we were just cuddling, watching some TV.
At some point in the playlist, she wanted a backrub.
Led to my fingering game being the best EVER. Usually she doesn’t like me using my fingers. It feels weird to her most times.
This time, it was just gradual and natural. Total squirting orgasms purely from fingering and her favorite warming lube. That took maybe 20 minutes.
She was happy. After that I fucked her in pretzel position. It was indeed divine for both of us.
After, she kept saying “THAT’S what I needed. I’m good now. wow” over and over.
Can definitely see making myself a custom of those 3 subs together.
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Happy anniversary!
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Todays stack is
Emperor Daddy
Heartsong
Sex Mastery
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There’s that cute Pakistani girl at the store. Mentioned before.
She’s been talking to me more. Sorta like bestie level at the moment.
She’s Muslim. And I’ll admit my knowledge of that culture is sparse.
My understanding is that it’s very “The man leads” type thing.
Curious what Emperor Daddy would do in that sort of situation.
Just talking out loud.
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So. I ran that stack shortly after posting about it.
Just now, was driving from work to the grocery store and my thoughts did some weird things.
Before now, I’d sometimes considered the idea of leaving the wife to go be single while building my empire and to “find” myself, whatever that means
But I usually shut that down because, in our financial situation, that would mean her being homeless unless our daughter took her in.
I’d for sure be living out of the car.
Basically can’t afford to do that. Etc. that’s been my excuse.
And, to be fair to her, she’s been more intimate lately.
I obviously still think about others in a sexual way.
And in the drive back, I went to usual thoughts of what it might be like to leave and go have some fun with some of them.
The thought that struck me right after is “Maybe the reason you’re so hesitant to make that decision is you know deep down it isn’t the ‘right’ thing to do in accordance with your own values”
Not that I’m 100% clear right now on what those values are. Definitely attributing that to Heartsong for now at least.
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I’ve noticed more and more today that my voice is deeper and more resonant.
Had to send a voice clip to someone to confirm it isn’t all in my head. Confirmed.
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NSFW Khan result
Last night before bed, I moved on to my next microstack: Khan.
Ran K1, K2, K3 before sleep. Full loops while I read stuff online.
Today, I randomly get a PM from someone I used to talk to a few years ago, we were considering being together. I didn’t make a move fast enough, she moved on. Back then, she’s the one what used to tell me I didn’t need Khan because I AM Khan. She used to call me Khan as my pet name
Anyway, she PMs me randomly today, for the first time in a few years now (she’s married to a guy who looks like me, different post someday).
She screenshotted an ad for Khan Academy, and jokingly asked if that’s my academy. lol
From nothing (being Friendzoned) to making jokes about that, right after listening to Khan. Excellent timing.
I was at work when that message came in. Decided after that to run it again and see what happens.
But I ran all 4 stages as I processed emails and handled phone calls.
Fast forward to getting off work and getting back to our hotel room.
Wife is here since it’s her day off. She has a glint in her eye.
She says something (I forget what) and I just started kissing her. Like, no asking or anything. She responds in full force, undresses me, throws me on the bed, rides me to the finish.
All of this is very out of character for her (as was the PM from the other one).
After me finishing is where it gets good. She says “OK. My turn”.
Then I brought out my fingering game again.
We kissed heavy during, made out basically. It was deep af connection with all of it.
The really interesting part of all of it? She came from the fingering and kissing in such a way that she ended up hugging me and crying as she came.
30 years, and she never once cried from orgasm. I’m not one for airy/fairy lingo, but this is the closest I think we’ve gotten to what I’d call “Spiritual” sex.
And that’s from just 2 loops of this microstack. Yeah I ran all through Khan before. So this is sort of a refresher I guess.
But. BUT! The finger game results came from other titles before even bringing Khan in.
Basically, I think what I’m doing with these microstacks lately is making all the scripting gel into one cohesive whole at the optimum rate.
I got one more run of Khans to do. I’ll probably do it before bed or at work again tomorrow.
It seems like the more I do these, the faster results are hitting. Reminds me of what Ultima used to do.
This pleases me.
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I’ve been working on my own custom WordPress Plugin Repository for a few months now.
Was working on it today.
I ran Emperor Daddy, GLM, and GLMC when starting today’s work.
Well, I was issuing a command in the terminal (AWS instance on the latest Ubuntu LTS version). The command was meant to delete all directories in the directory I was in.
basically sudo rm -r */
but I typed it wrong.
sudo rm -r /*
so yeah, deleted enough directories and files from / (root directory) that the instance won’t even connect any longer haha.
I think that stack I ran is helping me not feel down on myself or pissed at myself for doing that.
Guess this is a good time to start over and try to finally make sense of GIT. It’s always kicked my ass before so I’d give up on it.
No backups, no version control. So all that work is gone. Yayyyyyyy
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Forgot what happened yesterday.
Before going to my job at the grocery store yesterday, I ran 5 mins each of Emperor Daddy, Primal Nights, Love Bomb, and ASBR.
Maja (girl at work) seemed to smile and wave at me nearly every time I walked by yesterday.
And that was even with the wife at work too, like 1 or 2 checkout lanes down from hers 
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You definitively should give Git another try. It is not so hard. With 3 to 5 commands, you can do almost everything you need to (for daily tasks). Try it in connection with Github it is easy and gives you peace of mind 
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