Palpatine in 2024

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#270

Did first loop today of DRR3.

The past few days, I’ve been running only DRR and Godlike Masculinity.

GLM because I wanna really embolden my masculinity and develop my Will.

DRR because rebellion and freedom.

So far, DRR has me thinking a lot about life. Especially on days I work the cart job at the grocery store.

My feet also hurt like a muthafucka. I work that job Thursday thru Saturday nights. Work my main job Sunday thru Wednesdays. No days off for Palpatine for now.

I find that I’m more productive in my actual off hours, since there’s far fewer of them (Parkinson’s Law for the win).

I’m about 1/3 of the way into Juggernaut Academy and the “Magical Minute” from that is nothing short of life-changing.

My feet generally hurt at the end of each of grocery shift, and well into Sunday when at the office job. Less so on Monday.

Pain=weakness leaving the body I guess.

I’m stashing my paychecks from the store job to amass enough to move into a real house (preferably) again. Kinda over multi-unit dwellings, noisy neighbors, etc. I’m up to $602 saved from those checks.

Each week brings in about $350-$360 for the store job. Not a ton, but not bad for 3 days. And it’s only temporary. Rawr.

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#271

I just realized I haven’t felt very sexual lately with minor exception

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#272

Seems like you might be in more of a busy, focused, determined space right now; not as much in a sensuous, relaxed, luxuriating space.

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#273

Man, DRR4 and GLM be kickin well together.

feeling strangely optimistic, focused, powerful.
Like knowing that I have it within me to do stuff. I just gotta embody what Mark Joyner calls “Relaxed Intensity” and slow-burn my way forward.
Juggernaut Academy FTW.

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#274

Ran my HoM/HS/EoG4 custom today along with IBV2 (WB/S&SX cores)

I find myself angrier than usual tonight at people who just leave carts wherever the hell they feel like.

On the flip side, I keep thinking about all the women I feel a fondness for.

I realize it isn’t just a sexual attraction I feel for them. I’m finding myself just basking in their femininity (yeah I’ve been reading Deida).

Had a dream last night about Zelda (this was pre-running this stack today though)

Dreamed I came across her working in a convenience store. Was talking to her, catching up, feeling love for her.

I realized at some certain point that she doesn’t actually look like Zelda looks IRL. It was as if it was another person but Zelda’s essence or spirit was inhabiting the body.

Felt more connected to her after waking up. Ugh.

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#275

Today, I wore shorts and shoes with no socks since doing laundry.

Second time in a row the hotel manager saw me and smiled. Rare for me to wear shorts.

I think she likes my calves lol.

(Daughter and I both have big ones)

Plus mine are getting more definition from the cart pushing job.

Even though my BF% isn’t really going anywhere since my main lunches lately are cheap ramen.

Weight and BF% are the same but I somehow look better.

Wanted maybe (Been running Wanted, Daredevil and Stark Black as my latest microstack)*

Either way, she also tends to notice me more when I shave So I’ll shave and walk downstairs in shorts next as a test lol.

  • Sometime soon, I’ll shift focus to wealth/money microstacks (M3) and give all these sexduction stacks a break. Time for them to gel even more.
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A is A (The Sanction of the Victim)
#276

My latest stack starting today is DRR4, LB, GLM, ran it here at my desk job. First run of this microstack.

Instant (a few hours later) result:

Sitting at the desk still, suddenly start thinking back to a time in the Navy. 1995 it would’ve been. In one of my Electronic Technician training schools I went to before reporting to subs.

It was Thanksgiving or some holiday like that. We weren’t authorized to leave the area. Nowhere outside a 50-mile range as far as remember. Since it was only one day off, etc.

I was gonna spend the day with the wife. Veg, relax, etc.

Apparently there was some thanksgiving parade for veterans. They wanted one of the students from each of our classes to attend in uniform.

Most, if not all, the other guys in the class had “plans” to go off outside the restricted zone. Basically to go hundreds of miles away to see their significant others.

The instructor went down the line, marking these guys off, knowing they had “plans”…it fell on me. I said “I’m gonna spend time with my wife, who’s HERE in the area. Not off in timbukfuckingtu.”

I said “The only reason none of these other jackholes ‘can’t’ do it is they’re going out of area and YOU (instructors) know it!”

Basically I ended up being pressured into going, the instructor was all “You wouldn’t rat out your shipmates, right?”

I said “It’s YOUR job to enforce the fucking rules. NOT mine.”

Looking back, I wish I’d had the spine to just not go to the stupid parade.

Worst case, they what, restrict me to base? Whatever lol.

Yeah, this stack is worth exploring further.

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#277

So yesterday before leaving work, I ran Khan4, GLM, LB.
Later last night, wife wanted it.

Khan seems to get her going. The time before was when I felt experimental and ran all 4 stages (full loops) at work and later that night is when my fingering magic got her crying from the orgasm.

Feeling experimental again, so right now (before I retire to sleep) I’m running 10 min loops of
Primal Nights
Divine Diamond
Sex Mastery.

I’ll do this stack at least 3 times to let that scripting gel.
Definitely looking forward to whatever my dreamlife has in store for me tonight from this stack.

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#278

OMG! :sunglasses:

Your new theme songs:

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#279

2 loops of that microstack.

First BJ in over a year and a half.

Yum

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#280

did u have to ask or she just offered ?

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#281

Offered

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#282

Reading chapter 44 of “The Way of the Superior Man” today. Regarding ejaculation needing to be either converted or consciously chosen.

Talks about how women are unable to fully trust a man who ejaculates too easily or too quickly, since he isn’t in control, etc.

This puts in context why the wife was crying during orgasm from the fingering. She’d already rode me and made me bust.

After that, even though I was “spent” and “empty” I still focused 100% on her, which touched that deep part of her that needs to feel attended to.

It makes sense now why it bordered on the “spiritual”.

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#283

newest microstack:
Chosen
True Sell
Godlike Masculinity

as an aside, I’m considering an idea that Godlike Masculinity itself can always be my “third” title in any given stack, to help serve as an “anchor” for all the other scripting to hook onto.

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#284

I’m reading more in the David Deida book “The Way of the Superior Man”.

The chapter specifically about redirecting orgasm up the spine to help prevent ejaculation.

Seems like Khan Black and Sex Mastery could be a great pairing to go with this chapter.

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#285

some women like when a guy will “fight for” her. I say if I gotta “fight” for someone, I’ve done a bad job of selling myself to her.

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#286

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#287

Today was day 2 in a row of the microstack of Chosen, True Sell, Godlike Masculinity

Tonight, wife said she’s sucking it again “and this time, don’t stop me.”

So yeah, BJ twice in a row. This time, I let it bust. and wow.

These results are not necessarily from the current microstack. I think all the stuff I’ve been running 3x minimum of is gelling together as planned.

In many ways, my life seems to be gradually shifting in ways I both notice and probable don’t notice.

The “toolbox” approach is working for me for sure.

I think up next, I’m gonna add in Emperor: Will to Power. Not sure yet what I’ll stack in with it.

On another note, I think I’ll do KB all the way through again, 3X each stage minimum.

Eventually I’ll get to where I have enough of the “healing” stuff done, and I’ll do Ultimate Writer, Index Gate: Ultimate Programmer, and Renaissance Man: Ultimate Writer…for pure skill building.

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#288

I think my next stack will be Nectar, GLM, New Mind’s Eye. that stack would be…wait for it…nuts

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#289

dope

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