Just ran my first loop (of 3) of ED.
It was part of the current version of the Moonbeam stack (PN and LB. Original Moonbeam stack was Libertine and LB).
- ED
- LB
- PN
10 minutes each.
Put myself in the bedroom of my 15yo self as I usually do. Told 15yo me I was beaming more subs into him (“This will make your life so interesting and worth living,” I told him)
After that I went into the hot tub we had at that house. Had some fun with the girl I liked then.
Then got the urge to go back to day 0. Little baby me in the nursery right after being born. Same deal as when I did that before. Beamed the subs into LBM to lie dormant and express when the times were right.
Then I revised (Neville style) by adding in relationships with girls in liked as a kid and into High School.
Picked a few deliberately and revised/spiced those up. As I did that I found myself spontaneously doing so with others I hadn’t thought about in years. Like as if the sub scripting from LBM were expressing and rewriting life events.
Went through all that and then went back to my mental Beach that lies outside my Sanctuary.
There’s always a “future” version of me there that represents who I want to be. “He” gives me advice.
I said to him “All those experiences we had…wow”
He said “Yeah. Great stuff. But it’s YOU. Always has been.”
Then I stepped into him and became him as I usually do.
Usually I feel a shift when I do that. This time, though, wow.
The physical sensation a was hella pronounced. A sort of tingly electricity as I felt the bits and pieces shifting and shuffling.
I even revised stuff with the wife during our early courtship. More sex.
ED is a powerful sub indeed. Eager to see how this microstack plays out for me.
EDIT: I was in the parking lot in my car when I ran this. Opened my eyes up near the end.
Where I parked, there’s a tree in front of the car. I noticed my depth perception like before. Been a long while since I paid attention to that.