There’s a hella cute Pakistani girl who works at the place my wife works. She’s cute, fun to talk to.
I say that to set up the result from the stack in this screenshot:
To set up why I built this stack, there’s yet another works at the store. 18. Body is absolutely perfect. Feel like I would if I could. I’ll call her Maja.
Wife and I were at the store the other on Tuesday.
Maja was there shopping. Wearing tight sweats. Same here top was basically a lacy-looking sports bra. Covered hardly anything.
Seeing her, I’m all up in my head like “whoa wtf yes please.”
Anyway. Felt horrible seeing her because of that. Not guilt at wanting her. More bummed I don’t have her.
It sucks having that sort of uncontrollable reaction.
I also was bugged by something the wife said the other day which I won’t share here.
Suffice to say that what she said lends further evidence to support my hypothesis that she views me as lower “value” than I want.
So I put some thought into it and put that stack together.
Ran it this morning in the car whilst we waited for a shopping order.
Went in the store a bit later and the cute Pakistani girl (not Maja) was working.
She acted more feminine than usual. Waving and saying hi for way longer than usual or warranted.
Interesting fast shift.