Palpatine in 2024

There’s a hella cute Pakistani girl who works at the place my wife works. She’s cute, fun to talk to.

I say that to set up the result from the stack in this screenshot:

To set up why I built this stack, there’s yet another works at the store. 18. Body is absolutely perfect. Feel like I would if I could. I’ll call her Maja.

Wife and I were at the store the other on Tuesday.
Maja was there shopping. Wearing tight sweats. Same here top was basically a lacy-looking sports bra. Covered hardly anything.

Seeing her, I’m all up in my head like “whoa wtf yes please.”

Anyway. Felt horrible seeing her because of that. Not guilt at wanting her. More bummed I don’t have her.

It sucks having that sort of uncontrollable reaction.
I also was bugged by something the wife said the other day which I won’t share here.

Suffice to say that what she said lends further evidence to support my hypothesis that she views me as lower “value” than I want.

So I put some thought into it and put that stack together.

Ran it this morning in the car whilst we waited for a shopping order.

Went in the store a bit later and the cute Pakistani girl (not Maja) was working.

She acted more feminine than usual. Waving and saying hi for way longer than usual or warranted.

Interesting fast shift.

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Now that I think about it, Khan Black would help with this. Might be time to give the full thing a solid run soon.

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Revisiting journals today. Wtf was I even thinking with this stack? :joy:

I don’t even remember what my goal was for it.

10 mins each was definitely too much. Probably because RoS is in there.

Especially with what happened when I ran a single loop of the RoS prototype before.

If I ever revisit that stack, I’ll try 3- or 5- minute loops each instead of 10.

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Uh huh!

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New custom ordered: IrresistiBILL V2.0

This is meant to be both focused and VERY long-term. Will be a minimum of 57 full loops before I pass any real judgments on results from it.

Cores/Modules
  1. New Romance Experience Core
  2. Sex & Seduction X ZP Core
  3. Wanted Black Core
  4. Synergy: At The Top
  5. Synergy: Beyond Seduction
  6. Synergy: Divine Dominion
  7. Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
  8. Synergy: Primordial Aura
  9. Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
  10. Synergy: Voice is the law
  11. Alexander’s Play
  12. Attachment Destroyer
  13. Furious Ascent
  14. HEGEMON
  15. King’s Radiance
  16. Limit Destroyer
  17. Limiting People Remover
  18. Love without attachment
  19. Seducer’s Gaze

New Stack:
Khan Black (3x minimum per stage)
Wanted Black (Will be replaced by the above custom when it’s available)
Emperor Black (for the ability to focus 100% on work when it’s time to do my work)

Once the WB/SSX custom is in this stack, the stack will be called The Metal.

Inside joke which AFAIK only I and one other person in the world will understand.

The reasoning: I journaled before how annoying it is that the wife doesn’t want sex often, yet when I get nutsack-deep into a project, and it’s obvious I’m working, she suddenly wants it.

I know she can’t help it. I know it’s a woman thing. They see a guy busy doing his thing (whatever it is) and suddenly they’re dripping like mad.

I’ve spoken to several women and asked, and they’ve all confirmed this so far.

It’s annoying as fuck to me, but yes, it is reality.

So I’m gonna just quit trying to woo the wife. IDGAMFF anymore. I do not care. EB is there to get my busy and keep me busy long enough to build my fucking empire.

KB is there to transmute my sexual energy to productive pursuits, and WB/The Metal is there to amp up my marketability (even though I plan on being too busy to give a fuck).

el finito

I ran that stack last night.

Had a dream that a lady went to a spa for what was supposed to be a 15- or 30-minute soak in a mud bath or something.

She ended up being in there for hours, because nobody came to tell her time was up, and she’d fallen asleep.

Turns out, while she was asleep in the mud, The Rapture happened, and she ended up being the only person left on Earth.

She realized what happened, and said “Ah well. Best spa day EVER! Worth it!”

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Today, I think Wanted Black was working.

Was driving the wife to work. In shorts, and kept looking at my legs while driving. Thinking “Damn my legs look sexy!”

Wife likes me calves. But today even I was “Damn, I look good.”

I swear my legs almost seemed skinnier or better proportioned.

But considering I ran this not even 16 or 17 hours ago, I’m sure it’s perceptual.

Just took a shirtless selfie, too. And thought I look sexy as hell.

I’m betting The Metal will be even more pronounced once that arrives.

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The Metal arrived a few days ago. I was already noticing stuff from WB store title in the meantime as mentioned above.

Now that I’ve run a few loops of The Metal, whoa…

I haven’t run Nectar or BDLM lately, not even IB1 lately, but have been admiring Palpatiny lately.
like…it seems “fuller” and “larger” when at rest.
and I catch myself thinking “Damn it looks powerful” lol

and this morning, I left my shirt unbuttoned when going downstairs to get coffee.
I tend to be self-conscious about me gut, but today, I just went.

I never go anywhere without covering my me torso. and shorts are rare too. but lately been shortsing it.

Does Wanted Black have Male Enhancement or BDLM-like scripting? @answergroup

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i feel you brother, Im in a relationship with a girl that i love, but also deeply resent due to her low libido and no initiative in the bedroom.

Like you i also decided the best thing i can do is to simply stop trying to woo her and intensely focus on my work and mission instead (using SB for this). I think ultimately, besides romancing her, the best thing you can do to restore the balance is to simply back off. Starve her a bit and let her miss your dick, she’ll seek it out on her own eventually and then you win. that’s what im gonna do anyway

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She briefly wanted it more when a girl at her workplace started acting like she was into me. Even that is hit/miss though.

I’ll figure something out once I build some Empires.

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Ran a stack of Primal, PS and S&SX (store version. Not my custom yet)

First run of 3 in my “stocking up the toolbox” project

Did that yesterday or day before.

Today. I’m thinking about Maja in a totally different way.

Before it was “she’s cute. Would be fun.” but not really believing I could make that happen. And feeling kinda bad for even thinking that.

Today it’s “she’s cute. Would be fun.” but from a place now of no guilt. Accepting I have normal desires about a beautiful woman.

Confidence is higher too.

I can see definitely making a custom with those 3 as cores.

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I just realized I had a result today and didn’t even register until a few minutes ago.

Dropped the wife at the store for work, parked, went in. I was grabbing a drink for her to have at work and a bag of quick rice to make for dinner later.

I’m in Maja’s line (she was the cashier today). Cute af as usual. I was talking to her, no technique. Just talking, engaging.

Another girl who works there (call her Michaela) strolls over to Maja’s like, and says “Hi! How are you!” to me.

This is a result because this girl has never once talked to me. She talks to the wife a lot. Likes her. Just that she and I have never talked. She has anxiety issues, panic attacks at work sometimes in different situations. From what I know of her, she’s made serious strides in controlling it when those come up.

But yea, she suddenly comes over, says “Hi! How are you!?” then asks my name. She’s seen me when in there with the wife, but never knew my name since we didn’t talk.

I’ll credit Primal+PS+S&SX, even though I wouldn’t say this a sexual/attractant result.

In response to her asking my name, I said “Mr. (wife’s name)” and she, Maja and the bagger girl laughed their ass off. Score.

Left with my grocery haul.

Fast forward, wife says they all (all?) laughed at me saying that’s my name. Apparently Maja and Michaela and the bigger girl thought it was so funny it somehow spread around the store. Now they’re all gonna be calling me that I think.

Wife even commented on Michaela saying hi when she heard about it. “Weird. She’s usually so reserved. What happened?”

I said “I’ll give you a clue, it’s spelled A U R A” :joy:

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Asleep in the mud… well, that’s symbolic as heck! What did you make of it?

Dunno about the mud specifically. But the emphasis seemed to be that her spa nap was so relaxing that not even the Eschaton could wake her up haha.

I think the symbolism was interesting for me personally, that my brain would choose the Rapture to relay that message, given I’m not Christian.

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Yes if you’re not specifically Christian, that means that symbolism arriving in the dream must be a lot more relevant. You’ve run Hero Origins prior to this stack though so it’s always possible the mind is trying to sort out the virtue scripting vs the primal nature in the new stack. My intuition reading what you wrote was your mind was trying to tell you something about your priorities at the moment (or eight days ago) to make sure it aligns 100% with the stack. But I could be totally off base, I’m more thinking in terms of the ideas Tibetan dream yoga has about non prophetic dreams often having to do with working out the samskaras.

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So I was reading that that The Institute of Unfinished Research has concluded that 6 out of 10 people

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Just ran my first loop (of 3) of ED.

It was part of the current version of the Moonbeam stack (PN and LB. Original Moonbeam stack was Libertine and LB).

  1. ED
  2. LB
  3. PN

10 minutes each.

Put myself in the bedroom of my 15yo self as I usually do. Told 15yo me I was beaming more subs into him (“This will make your life so interesting and worth living,” I told him)

After that I went into the hot tub we had at that house. Had some fun with the girl I liked then.

Then got the urge to go back to day 0. Little baby me in the nursery right after being born. Same deal as when I did that before. Beamed the subs into LBM to lie dormant and express when the times were right.

Then I revised (Neville style) by adding in relationships with girls in liked as a kid and into High School.

Picked a few deliberately and revised/spiced those up. As I did that I found myself spontaneously doing so with others I hadn’t thought about in years. Like as if the sub scripting from LBM were expressing and rewriting life events.

Went through all that and then went back to my mental Beach that lies outside my Sanctuary.

There’s always a “future” version of me there that represents who I want to be. “He” gives me advice.

I said to him “All those experiences we had…wow”

He said “Yeah. Great stuff. But it’s YOU. Always has been.”

Then I stepped into him and became him as I usually do.

Usually I feel a shift when I do that. This time, though, wow.

The physical sensation a was hella pronounced. A sort of tingly electricity as I felt the bits and pieces shifting and shuffling.

I even revised stuff with the wife during our early courtship. More sex.

ED is a powerful sub indeed. Eager to see how this microstack plays out for me.

EDIT: I was in the parking lot in my car when I ran this. Opened my eyes up near the end.

Where I parked, there’s a tree in front of the car. I noticed my depth perception like before. Been a long while since I paid attention to that.

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I’d have to look, but it could also be WB helping you clear out issues preventing you from noticing BDLM’s results.

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