‘Just hold onto that, Blue Tie.’
Got my next stack:
10 mins each of HEO+Genesis+IB
Is that KB (Khan Black) or some other program?
Look forward to seeing what you do with this stack.
Hero Origins
IB=IrresistiBILL
Nice.
I’d forgotten about that one.
I’ll look for the modules up above in the thread. I think I remember it being wealth and/or status related? or wealth and/or status and/or sex-related.
Edit:
Sex and Romance it is.
Ran the stack today.
Tonight, somehow, I got into a discussion with someone about whether it’s “right” for public schools to mandate Christianity be taught as part of the curriculum.
This is not something I’d expect from the stack. lol.
This ended up being too much for me right now.
The debate about whether Christianity should be mandated to be taught in public schools in the U.S. took me off guard. At least from the person it was with.
But aside from that, the recon snuck up on me.
I’ll revisit it later.
There’s a hella cute Pakistani girl who works at the place my wife works. She’s cute, fun to talk to.
I say that to set up the result from the stack in this screenshot:
To set up why I built this stack, there’s yet another works at the store. 18. Body is absolutely perfect. Feel like I would if I could. I’ll call her Maja.
Wife and I were at the store the other on Tuesday.
Maja was there shopping. Wearing tight sweats. Same here top was basically a lacy-looking sports bra. Covered hardly anything.
Seeing her, I’m all up in my head like “whoa wtf yes please.”
Anyway. Felt horrible seeing her because of that. Not guilt at wanting her. More bummed I don’t have her.
It sucks having that sort of uncontrollable reaction.
I also was bugged by something the wife said the other day which I won’t share here.
Suffice to say that what she said lends further evidence to support my hypothesis that she views me as lower “value” than I want.
So I put some thought into it and put that stack together.
Ran it this morning in the car whilst we waited for a shopping order.
Went in the store a bit later and the cute Pakistani girl (not Maja) was working.
She acted more feminine than usual. Waving and saying hi for way longer than usual or warranted.
Interesting fast shift.
Now that I think about it, Khan Black would help with this. Might be time to give the full thing a solid run soon.
Revisiting journals today. Wtf was I even thinking with this stack? 
I don’t even remember what my goal was for it.
10 mins each was definitely too much. Probably because RoS is in there.
Especially with what happened when I ran a single loop of the RoS prototype before.
If I ever revisit that stack, I’ll try 3- or 5- minute loops each instead of 10.
Uh huh!
New custom ordered: IrresistiBILL V2.0
This is meant to be both focused and VERY long-term. Will be a minimum of 57 full loops before I pass any real judgments on results from it.
Cores/Modules
- New Romance Experience Core
- Sex & Seduction X ZP Core
- Wanted Black Core
- Synergy: At The Top
- Synergy: Beyond Seduction
- Synergy: Divine Dominion
- Synergy: Perfection Manifestation
- Synergy: Primordial Aura
- Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
- Synergy: Voice is the law
- Alexander’s Play
- Attachment Destroyer
- Furious Ascent
- HEGEMON
- King’s Radiance
- Limit Destroyer
- Limiting People Remover
- Love without attachment
- Seducer’s Gaze
New Stack:
Khan Black (3x minimum per stage)
Wanted Black (Will be replaced by the above custom when it’s available)
Emperor Black (for the ability to focus 100% on work when it’s time to do my work)
Once the WB/SSX custom is in this stack, the stack will be called The Metal.
Inside joke which AFAIK only I and one other person in the world will understand.
The reasoning: I journaled before how annoying it is that the wife doesn’t want sex often, yet when I get nutsack-deep into a project, and it’s obvious I’m working, she suddenly wants it.
I know she can’t help it. I know it’s a woman thing. They see a guy busy doing his thing (whatever it is) and suddenly they’re dripping like mad.
I’ve spoken to several women and asked, and they’ve all confirmed this so far.
It’s annoying as fuck to me, but yes, it is reality.
So I’m gonna just quit trying to woo the wife. IDGAMFF anymore. I do not care. EB is there to get my busy and keep me busy long enough to build my fucking empire.
KB is there to transmute my sexual energy to productive pursuits, and WB/The Metal is there to amp up my marketability (even though I plan on being too busy to give a fuck).
el finito
I ran that stack last night.
Had a dream that a lady went to a spa for what was supposed to be a 15- or 30-minute soak in a mud bath or something.
She ended up being in there for hours, because nobody came to tell her time was up, and she’d fallen asleep.
Turns out, while she was asleep in the mud, The Rapture happened, and she ended up being the only person left on Earth.
She realized what happened, and said “Ah well. Best spa day EVER! Worth it!”
Today, I think Wanted Black was working.
Was driving the wife to work. In shorts, and kept looking at my legs while driving. Thinking “Damn my legs look sexy!”
Wife likes me calves. But today even I was “Damn, I look good.”
I swear my legs almost seemed skinnier or better proportioned.
But considering I ran this not even 16 or 17 hours ago, I’m sure it’s perceptual.
Just took a shirtless selfie, too. And thought I look sexy as hell.
I’m betting The Metal will be even more pronounced once that arrives.
The Metal arrived a few days ago. I was already noticing stuff from WB store title in the meantime as mentioned above.
Now that I’ve run a few loops of The Metal, whoa…
I haven’t run Nectar or BDLM lately, not even IB1 lately, but have been admiring Palpatiny lately.
like…it seems “fuller” and “larger” when at rest.
and I catch myself thinking “Damn it looks powerful” lol
and this morning, I left my shirt unbuttoned when going downstairs to get coffee.
I tend to be self-conscious about me gut, but today, I just went.
I never go anywhere without covering my me torso. and shorts are rare too. but lately been shortsing it.
Does Wanted Black have Male Enhancement or BDLM-like scripting? @answergroup
i feel you brother, Im in a relationship with a girl that i love, but also deeply resent due to her low libido and no initiative in the bedroom.
Like you i also decided the best thing i can do is to simply stop trying to woo her and intensely focus on my work and mission instead (using SB for this). I think ultimately, besides romancing her, the best thing you can do to restore the balance is to simply back off. Starve her a bit and let her miss your dick, she’ll seek it out on her own eventually and then you win. that’s what im gonna do anyway
She briefly wanted it more when a girl at her workplace started acting like she was into me. Even that is hit/miss though.
I’ll figure something out once I build some Empires.