Today i dont feek like talking to people…just want to be by myself.
Coworkers that i normal talk to and have fun with dont seem to interest me today.
Its like am focusing on myself alot rather than other people. Before…i used to worry about other peoples behaviour and wonder if they like me or if im good enough or did i say or do something that they dont like. Its like i was serving them and living to please them. Now i dont care about them and what they think of me…im also bot arrogant and i wont be cruel to them but its just that i will do what pleases me rather than them.
In also noticing that i dont look at all women with sexual intent. Some women yes i do have sexual intent but they have to be real quality for me to find them sexual. Im not walking around like a sexual minded person.
My anger has def gone down alot. I also noticed that i am not jealous of people. I used to always envy people for what ever they are or have. That mentality is slowly fading away. I am much more calmer than before.
Khan keeps me very much in the moment with little to no effort on my path. My diet is getting fine tuned. I completely stopped all sugar and its something that i am really enjoying.