Listened to DR:Limit Destroyer for 3 mins on Friday night, boy it hit hard. Here’s the full story.
That night I was completely embodying a lot of my immature inner child elements.
Packing for camping “I can’t” was constantly looping in my head. limit destroyer started by showing me exactly how shitty my life will get if I continue to have a limited mindset around my own abilities
I needed a lot of love but I was in a “take love” attitude not a “create love” attitude with my partner.
But then the tides turned, we got to our campsite, and the true joy started to unfold. Many highlights, but to keep it brief, spending 24 hours in nature with no cellphone and nothing to do but connect with my partner was exactly what I needed.
I had the space to hear the thoughts DR: Limit Destroyer was bringing up. It was so many random, completely irrelevant things I’m angry about, and imaginations of me getting even more angry about them than I actually am, yelling, getting revenge, whatever. I noticed that when “angry” memories came up, my body would get angry too, I would instantly and unconsciously clench my teeth with near maximum force.
The space to hear them and let the play out on the camping trip was helpful. Rather than be worried that I was having them, I was able to realize that this is exactly the kind of shit I think about, to a lesser extent, all the time, and they come from my own limited beliefs that I need XYZ to be successful/happy/loved, and that the person isn’t giving me XYZ
Seeing it from a distance like that helped me let t go,
Then the beauty came. Not only wondering at the nature in front of us. We took a small microdose of psychedelics, played happy music, and all of a sudden we WERE that happy music. Or at least I was.
And when a more romantic song came on, even though we were 99% sober, we started slow dancing on the mountains, staring out into 1000’s of miles of ocean and islands, dancing as someone would on their wedding night, and it made us both start to well up with emotion.
Not enough to cry, but enough to feel like you’d be willing to cry if it happened.
That was Saturday, so, 24 hours after first exposure to DR LD.
Sunday morning we were happier than apples and I’m feeling damn good.
Definitely gonna let this one marinade and simmer in my mind for a week or two before even considering another loop.
Just did 1 min of my HOM/PCC custom and 3 mins of sanguine elixir to close off that loop for now, be ready to go for the work week, and bring it back to wealth creation (with a more limitless mindset, of course)