Open Bounty: ZP Recon

[Viktor]

@Viktor

Update 1: since everything is new, i thought this is just what drld feels like. But after further introspection, i realized that i’m in a recon. A big one at that.

I feel anxious, im scared, im afraid, everything is different, the way i talk is different, the way i respond is different, the way i think is different, the way i feel is different, the way i see things is different, the way i do stuff is different, I’m feeling really unsettled. Everything is changing too much too quickly

I don’t regret it though, i’m open to the experience and i have consented to it before i started using drld. Nothing feels like a loss.

Update 2: i drank 1.5L of water, feels better for now

I forgot that I converted it wrong last month, so i accidentally did 1.5L again.

I can at least confirm that drinking a stupid amount of water works pretty well against recon. While it doesn’t completely remove it, i can immediately feel a big improvement.

I will try doing it with the right amount of water next time.

Edit: a few hours have passed since i wrote this. Here’s the update:
The reduced recon state lasted for almost an hour. Then the some came back, but it was not as intense. Maybe it was less intense because time had passed and my emotional state had shifted. But i will not lawyer game this one any further.