Omni's Journal - Project Find My Purpose

Hello, fellow SubClub members. I’m Omni and this journal will document my experience until 2026.

I will be listening to a stack that I’ve titled “UniStack.” It consists of Limitless, Emperor, Emperor: House of Medici, and Ascension Chamber.

“Project Find My Purpose” is the title of my current 3-year goals. My 2024 sub-goals:

  • Become physically fit according to exercise programs in some old books I found in my dorm library.
  • Maintain a weekly scheduling routine
  • Earn approx 16000 USD (according to the current exchange rate) from forex trading
  • Listen diligently to UniStack
  • Porn-free
  • 60% GPA in my 2nd year

I’ve decided I will be updating this journal at the end of each cycle (including the washout). I have 13 days remaining before the end of my 1st cycle. Until then, I’ll probably be silently roaming the forum.

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Right on. I’d suggest trading out Emperor for Genesis

Genesis has that kind of find your purpose scripting and is great for having a fun, adventure filled social life - great while you’re in school - but Emperor House Of Medici has almost all of the Emperor scripting - most people find it intense to run Emperor and HOM together - but if you have experience with it and like it, all the power to ya!

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Thanks for the suggestion.

I only have experience with Limitless from about a year ago. Although I do have reasons for choosing Emperor, I will consider your suggestion more deeply towards the end of my cycle.

Cool! You know best. If you already run Emperor and like it - maybe replace HOM with Genesis, or carry on with your emp/hom/limitless stack - both stacks R good!

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Cycle 1 Report

My first cycle was light. I am pretty sure I experienced some recon here and there which was difficult to identify most times because I’ve learned to rein in my emotions. What gave it away was the sudden sleep I would fall into minutes after listening to the subliminals.

I think the best way to analyze this cycle would be through the lens of my goals. This makes it easier for me to trace through the past 21 days.

Become physically fit
One of my goals was to be fit enough to run 1.5 miles in under 12 minutes. Achieved. Now I need to maintain. Weirdly enough, my appetite has decreased. I prefer one big meal to cover my day, than having 2 or 3 meals. My second fitness goal has not had much progression. It’s a level-based system and I only managed to progress one level (I have 23 levels remaining). This sometimes plants seeds of doubt in my mind because until now I was able to do a level per day. Now I’ve been stuck on this level for weeks. It is what it is, I can only keep putting in the work.

Weekly scheduling routine
Definitely maintained. Last week I scheduled 3 weeks in advance. There are some holes in the schedule but for the most part, it gives me a good skeleton to work with.

21000 USD (Changed from 16000 USD to accommodate income tax)
About a week into this stack, I stopped trying to learn to trade from books and found a trainer near me. My mom didn’t have the money to pay for the training but fortunately, my aunt pulled through. I was scared to ask her but I felt a push to just do it and see what happens. She agreed instantly, with no questions. I completed my training last week Wednesday (6 Dec 2023). I got a hang of his techniques pretty easily. I also realized that I was very quiet during the training. He probably thought I was bored but, I just wanted to be quiet and learn. I’ve spent the time after the training applying what he taught me. His techniques rely heavily on indicators which put me off because I’m more interested in reading ‘naked’ charts. Still, I’ve been putting in the work on a demo account and managed to make a profit on Thursday and Friday (14-15 Dec 2023). I still have to mitigate the $1000 loss I made before that.

Listen diligently to UniStack
Come on. What do you think of me? I’m just playing.

Porn-free
My toughest opponent yet. I have yet to win against this one.

60% GPA
I tried pre-reading some Linear Algebra in preparation for my Math course. I was in and out of focus, even though the concepts weren’t that difficult to grasp. I’m happy I started though. 13 pages is better than none.

Looking through my records of the past 3 weeks, one theme seemed to stand out. A sense of purposelessness and direction. Makes sense given that it’s the reason for this stack. However, I have resolved to talk to some lecturers at my university about my path. I think that the path I’m taking might be convoluted but I prefer to counsel with someone with more knowledge on the matter. Previously, I counseled with my current degree’s advisor but I think I need to talk to someone in the field I actually want to contribute to. I really can’t imagine what the next 3 years will bring, but I look forward to sharing it with you.

Till next time.

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CYCLE 2 REPORT

The format of this report will not be the same as before. This is because I only recorded events, which feels a bit shallow to describe my experience. I’ll record my progress privately and use this journal to document relevant experiences.

I don’t feel like writing, so I’ll be quick.

During this cycle

  • I planned out my year on Google Calendar
  • I failed my prop firm challenge but continued to trade daily
  • I stuck to my exercise routine as best as possible

Internally, I’ve gotten a bit more self-confident.

I’ve read 2 books these past 2 weeks on pornography addiction and why/how to quit. They’ve been helpful. I realised it takes less motivation to read books immediately relevant to my goals. I say immediately because I’ve tried going through my Linear Algebra book, which has been a challenge.

I realised that my relationship with my family is…faded. However, I do not feel compelled to repair it, instead, I prefer to build up my resources so that I can support them financially.

3 ZP subliminals are a lot of weight for the mind, so I’m glad I’m giving myself 3 years to work through the scripting. I’m considering listening to microloops once I reach Cycle 5 or so. That starts in March though.

That’s it. See you at the end of Cycle 3.

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Hope you know that Emperor was updated.

Khan Black is excellent for this. Many users (including myself) immediately stopped even having the urge to masturbate or watch porn after starting its Stage 1. I even experienced loss of any urge to watch porn after the very first loop of Khan Black ST1.

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Random Journal Entry

I’ve been thinking about subliminal results recently. Specifically: how to measure them. I don’t want to base my results on events unless they are ‘in-my-face’ events. I mentioned before that it felt shallow. What I mean is that it feels like I’m attributing everything that happens to subliminals or I deny the influence of subliminals. Both are extremes I wish to avoid.

Then I relapsed and had a realisation. Before I would have gone on a sort of ‘revenge masturbation streak’. This time I felt bad but I didn’t necessarily take that route. After some days, I decided to accept it and try again. I’m struggling to express how different it felt. At that moment my first thought was “This is Emperor”

I realize I went through something similar with Limitless. I just kept reading books relevant to me with ease. It felt natural to read them.

Emperor: House of Medici is the most subtle. My trading is improving but I have yet to have that moment of realisation. I’m not handwaving the results away or prematurely praising the subliminal either. I’m just stating an observation.

It begs to repeat: I’m so glad I’m giving myself 3 years for this. I now understand why it is a huge boost to focus on a single subliminal for extended periods. I can’t imagine how that might affect me. Still, I think this is the way for now, and frankly, it’s too early to tell. I have 13 more cycles to go this year. Let’s see how the subliminals take effect.

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Random Journal Entry

Charisma stat [+1]

Wow. Communication was effortless. I talked to people. I greeted people. I communicated with ease. The conversations I had today were regular but they happened without me going too much into my head. At times I was speaking so fast I stumbled on my words. Ha.

I went to the optometrist to get a new pair of glasses and I communicated clearly. I left myself open. No expectations. No fear.

Action, action, action. By putting myself in these situations, I could experience the internal shifts I’ve gone through. Looking back I can see the crumbs leading to this. What’s more, is that it is natural. It’s who I am.

This makes me wonder what Limitless is doing in the background. I’m assuming this growth is primarily fueled by Emperor/Emperor: House of Medici. If so, what realisation will Limitless hit me with?

No rush.

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I’m interesting to see how this will unfold. I plan to start trading in forex when I have the time. What are your thoughts on it so far, you like doing it?

By the way, I really like the name Omni, it sounds powerful. Does it mean something in your language?

Yeah, I enjoy trading. I’ve only been serious about it for two months but I consider it a must-have skill to earn income/stream of income. The daily grind is “boring” but that’s great for me while I study a full-time degree.

“Omni” is a word I’ve been drawn to for a while. It means “all” or “everything”. I was pretty heavy into religion as a kid and fascinated by the idea of an all-encompassing existence. So I use it as a way to express where my true desires lie. The previous sentence might not make sense to you. Hmm.

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Random Journal Entry

Communication is a skill. Looking back at my recent conversations, I see a definite need for improvement. I find myself talking a lot and dominating the conversation. Not in a good way. I plan to read How to Win Friends and Influence People by Dale Carnegie sometime in the coming months. Hopefully, this will provide me with the guidance I need.

I’ve talked with one of my friends about how clueless I am about flirting. I can converse with a woman as I do with a man but it feels like I’m missing some switch in my brain for flirting. Not a major deal at the moment but I get the feeling I’ll be addressing it this year.

I’m on my 5-day break at the moment. Cycle 3 report will be this Friday. Cycle 4 starts on Saturday.

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CYCLE 3 REPORT

The first 2 weeks of this cycle were bleak. I was not in a good mental state. I lived through it and did what I could. 3 weeks into quitting pornography, I relapsed. This was near the end of my 2nd week of cycle 3. However, instead of moping for days, I composed myself in minutes. Emperor.

As of today, I have been trading for 3 months. I am still on a massive losing streak. I opened a live trading account and deposited 10 dollars. Today my balance is at 5.6 dollars. That is 56% of my initial deposit. There are days where it just clicks and I make a net profit. Most of my days just aren’t those days.

I returned to my exercise routine towards the end of January. After my first exercise, I realised I was overworking myself. So, I removed the extra running I had. That is until I feel I can comfortably put it back.

Next Monday, I have my first classes of the semester. I hope to recognise the influence of Limitless on my learning. I’ve bumped into a couple of my classmates from last year and they are already studying. Insane and scary, because I have been focusing my attention primarily on trading. We’ll see how things progress.

I can feel an inner power. It’s very subtle. Very natural. I will definitely take the time to refine it as it expresses itself. So far it’s been very “loud” in my daily interactions with people.

That’s it for cycle 3. Cycle 4 commences tomorrow. I’m looking forward to it.

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Random Journal Entry

This past week has shown me that my growing confidence is very circumstantial. There is still more work to do before I am confident regardless of external circumstances.

Here’s something I found right now when trying to see if conditional confidence is a thing. Turns out it is.

Conditional confidence is when you base your confidence upon external circumstances — results and others’ approval. Your confidence increases or decreases whether things go as planned or don’t.

[Kaleja, L. 2021. How Mastery of Unconditional Confidence Can Lead You to a Happier Life.]

This past week I purchased a trading challenge account. I reached the profit target after 2 days. However, the prop firm has a rule that you must have at least 3 profitable days. On my 3rd trading day, it all went downhill and I failed the challenge after exceeding the minimum daily loss. I am failing to understand some vital aspects of the trading system I’m using. And my psychology still needs help.

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Perhaps materials/books by Ari Kiev or Alexander Elder might help.

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Random Journal Entry

The role of subliminals in my life. This is a topic I find myself thinking about, especially on days like today when I’m scheduled to listen to a single loop of EHOM and that’s it. This is because I don’t understand what subliminals do. This morning (it’s morning for me) I took the perspective that subliminals are well-written masked affirmations. I understand this perspective is an outrageous misrepresentation, but it allows me to understand what I’m attempting to dissect.

Through the above perspective, I begin to realise that UniStack (my sub stack) is not some cure-all for my life. It is simply a tool. A tool that I can either leave to rust by sitting around. Or a tool I can use to hopefully achieve my objectives. Through the above perspective, if I don’t take action, subliminals are essentially useless.

I’ve been using UniStack consistently for about 4 months and even with the growth I’ve experienced, it has been eerily subtle. This serves as a reminder that if I want to grow past the point that I can differentiate the new me from the old me as clearly as I can tell night from day, it will take time. A lot of time. I assume, it probably takes less time the fewer subliminals in your stack, and the higher the quality of action that you take.

This is just a reminder to myself (and all) that a 30-day money-back guarantee does not mean a 30-day guaranteed reality makeover. :joy:

Give yourself time.

Random Journal Entry

Must have had some good sleep when I wrote this. I’m not feeling very patient at the moment. I just attempted a Statistics worksheet and I couldn’t answer any of the questions. This is a problem I’m experiencing with most of my courses. This might be a fleeting moment. Some run-of-the-mill university stress. I hope it is. To be honest I don’t know how Limitless is/will affect me. When I used it 2 years ago, I just remember passing my exams and maintaining pretty good focus for extended periods. The latter part is not happening at the moment.

In all fairness, UniStack has 3 ZP titles in it. Anyway, my 5-day break starts in 3 days. Funny enough I’m looking forward to the break a lot more than I do to listening to the stack. That said, I can’t promise anything exciting for the Cycle 4 report this Sunday. We’ll see.

CYCLE 4 REPORT

Started Cycle 4 as the semester kicked off. I’ve been focused on figuring out how to stay on top of schoolwork.

I’m still working on my communication skills. It’s been somewhat difficult because my mouth automatically wants to spit out all these opinions during conversations. I am still reading The Art of Seduction by Robert Greene and it’s got a lot of information. I’ve decided my first step is to listen more, focus on the other person, and resist the temptation to talk about myself. That is one of my objectives for this month.

In terms of overall development from the subliminals, I would say this cycle has been a silent one. I think once I work on my communication skills, things will progress along a lot better.

I’ve been procrastinating quite a lot during this cycle. I’m not necessarily behind on schoolwork but I still need to nip this in the bud.

My trading still sucks. The concepts are accurate but applying them is a different ballpark. My overall financial goal for this year might fall through. I’ll know closer to the end of the year.

Working out has been good the past 2 weeks.

Cycle 5, here I come.

Random Journal Entry

How does one learn? When does one learn? There is this moment when one is struggling with a question and figures out the answer. A sense of harmony. How does one replicate this consistently? It usually comes naturally through a combination of deep work and time. How can one artificially replicate such a process when time is limited? I wonder…

CYCLE 5 REPORT

Not much of a smooth run. This cycle officially ends next week but my schedule is looking a bit hectic. The past 2 weeks or so have been a series of ups and downs. I wrote a couple of tests and I can testify that I was thoroughly tested. I should have studied better. In hindsight, there are certain sacrifices I could and should have made. Limitless has definitely been guiding me to develop my own understanding of learning.

Socially, I find myself drifting further away from my friends. Not physically but mentally and emotionally. Emperor?

My trading journey is still shaky. My losses reduced when I realised I wasn’t really following the rules I had. I’ve been trying to find others involved in trading/investing but everyone I speak to basically believes it’s a scam. I’ve also been coming across a lot of people who really dislike capitalism and money. This has led to some awkward moments. EHOM?

I haven’t felt this way since cycle 1. I would say it’s recon but that’s not true. I’ve just been lazy.

Overall, my progress with my goals has stagnated this cycle. I need to recenter myself.