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I’m on day 5 of Cycle 6 and I still haven’t recentered myself. Procrastination, laziness, and some self-destructive behaviour have been taking the lead in my life. I find it hard to put into words but I sense some subtle shift in myself but I can’t quite grasp it. Without absolving myself of accountability, I feel that this shift has been pushing me to act out of wack as I subconsciously try to reconcile with the shift.
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I’m taking charge. I’m committing to being a decision-maker. I think one of the reasons I’ve been feeling odd lately is because I’ve been indecisive on important matters. That is because I’ve been afraid of failure so I though it would be better to do nothing and hurt myself. I realise now that failure is a part of the process. Mistakes help us learn. I might not make the right decision every time but I won’t let that stop me.
Last night, I deposited $47.34 into a new trading account. After a couple of trades, my account balance is at $53.01. An 11.98% gain. I realised the market will always do something, but I should ALWAYS wait for a scenario I have full confidence in.
Yesterday, I decided to prioritise my goals over my social life. This is one of the decisions I’ve been putting off. I’ll do what I can to maintain crucial relationships but I think this is a sacrifice I must make. For now, this appears to be the most effective decision.
A friend sent me this message:
“What if I fall?” a man asks
“But my friend, what if you fly?”
CYCLE 6 REPORT
This will be my last post for a while. I have been going through some mental challenges over the previous 2 months. I don’t think it’s reconciliation because I haven’t felt like switching subs or stopping my subliminal use (at least not permanently.) This feeling isn’t new and probably has nothing to do with the subliminals. Just some stuff I should have probably worked through a while ago.
That said, my 7th cycle begins tomorrow and ends exactly when my exams start. I’ll continue listening as per the listening schedule and journalling as best as I can privately. Until next time, Become Legendary.
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I am currently on my 11th cycle. I removed Ascension Chamber from the stack. I don’t understand how I’m supposed to work with it. That said, since removing it, I’ve been responding to the subliminals a lot better.
My goals are still a far-away landmark, especially my financial goals. I am taking action. My academic goal kind of went south. I failed one of my courses. It felt disheartening and still does. However, I choose to be more studious.
There are definitely internal changes occurring. Growth. I have more self-esteem and I am putting myself out there more.
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One of the best cycles I’ve run. Maybe THE BEST.
I’m in the process. I can feel it. This week I realised that people like talking to me. It’s a lot more than I thought. However, I am so curious to know more about them, I feel like I’m prying. Well, okay.
I opened a joint trading account with a friend of mine—a Computer Science student. Nice guy. Smart guy. I’m happy to see where this leads.
I’ve been asking some friends about relationships and flirting in general. Common thread detected. Still, it’s a leap I’m not finding particularly natural. More internal work? Just do it? Well, okay.
I can feel myself inching away from my friend group. Work brain on. I’m super comfortable sitting in silence. “Why are you always so serious?” Is it time for new friends? Is that harsh/selfish/shameless? Well, okay.
CYCLE 11 REPORT
This has been a good cycle. I am approaching life from a slightly better angle. On the surface, I’m still doing the same things I’ve been doing all year: studying, trading, reading, working out, etc. However, there is a different feel to how I do them. More steadfast, I would say. Tuesday marks 8 months of my listening to UniStack
2 things were changed for this cycle and I will keep those changes moving forward. Firstly, I removed Ascension Chamber from UniStack. I had always felt it was there for show because I didn’t do any meditation or manifestation practices to accompany it. Secondly, I have been listening to the ultrasonic tracks from my phone speakers. This was more of a forced change due to circumstances but it made life easier.
So, milestones? There hasn’t been anything out-of-the-ordinary/extreme. There’s nothing new besides things I’ve expressed in the Random Journal Entries and in paragraph 1.
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Interesting. On listening days, my use of subliminals seems highlighted. For example, on my EHOM days, I feel more assured whilst trading (although I’m still losing overall, bummer), or I take more initiative towards connecting with others. Yesterday, was Day 1 of Cycle 12 and I listened to Limitless and Emperor. I joined a friend at the gym and when we left, my mood switched for the remainder of the day. I just wanted to be quiet. To listen. It’s the same thing today, but less enveloping than yesterday. I like it and it’s made it apparent that I am usually the driving force in most of my conversations. (This could have been reconciliation)
I hadn’t felt the urge to watch pornography for an entire cycle. Unfortunately this time, I did but the motivation is different now. I don’t feel like I need it. I just felt distracted by my body and used it as an outlet. I realise now that I need a better outlet, otherwise, I’d rather experience the discomfort of needing release.
Limitless is still the only subliminal that’s yet to present itself to me at face value. Maybe I’m ignoring it. All will be revealed in time.
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Silence
I hear the whispers of a deafening silence
Woven between the loudness of everyday chatter
I hear the hums of a deafening silence
Dancing to the rhythm of everyday mumbo jumbo
Yes, I hear the hymns of a holy silence
Calling me all-day
2 listening days into this cycle and I have a feeling there will be some big changes (at least socially.)
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I just read a thread on recon that mentioned sweets as a solution. Interestingly, I’ve been into Lunch Bars for the past 3-4 weeks. Correlation? Who knows, they make me feel good. Anyway, I feel like a broken record but I’ve been feeling quiet lately. It’s making things weird. Should I take a break from my current friend group? I think it might do some good to retreat for a while. I’ve decided: I’ll embrace the silence.
One of my friends made a comment that I found particularly distasteful. In the past, I might have engaged in a jolly conversation with him. I’ve been very judgemental of people around me and it’s taken some effort to hide it. I’m glad the silence is making it easier.
Principal #1: Do not criticize, condemn or complain.
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The last cycle and a half might have been a pseudo-washout. I was looking through the forum to see if switching from my phone to my laptop was okay and realised that my volume might have been too low the entire time. Long story short, I was listening at -80db to -90db when I should have been listening at around -50db to -65db. After adjusting the volume, I could feel my brain being stimulated.
it doesn’t matter much whether it was the blooming effect or not. Growth is growth.
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My recent experience with the Silence has urged me to consider what I should expect from UniStack. I realise that the Silence has always been there in some shape or form and that UniStack has simply brought it out of me and helped me be more aware and accepting of it. I think that subliminals will bring out what is there by strengthening that idea. UniStack isn’t forcing me to be someone else, it feels like it’s offering suggestions, hints, and ideas and once I act on them consistently they become a habit. Essentially, it appears to be more of a lubricant that reduces subconscious resistance against out-of-habit behavior.
When it comes to areas beyond my experience, I have to expose myself to a more conscious idea and the subliminals help make that idea “stick.” That is where Action is most necessary. Maybe the subliminals guide you beyond what you have been exposed to, but I have not yet had that experience (or become consciously aware of having such an experience).
That said, I will be going on another hiatus to reevaluate my goals and how to proceed given my lackluster progress. I think I’ll return to this journal sometime in November or December unless I experience something I feel I must absolutely share in this journal. Until then, stay well.
Hiatus share
(I thought I would be away from here longer but I have some stuff to share/record quite early on. I might end the hiatus if things continue like this.)
Officially have a mentor. A friend I had not heard from in 2 years contacted me 2 nights ago and today he offered to be my mentor. He will mentor me in building financial analysis models (not related to forex) and coding.
Mentor asked me to join a big financial project at a huge discount on the membership fee.
Purchased a $5k high stakes evaluation account with The5%ers. Currently up 4% after 1 week (Phase 1 target is 8%).
CYCLE 14 REPORT
It’s been a while. I finished my 14th cycle today and thought about updating this journal. To summarise the past 2 months in one word is easy: Flat. I started using subliminals expecting a blow-away experience that was naive. After 14 cycles, it would be unfair to say there have been no “results.” I’m not wealthier, more intelligent, or more masculine than when I started, but I have thought a lot about these areas during these cycles. The biggest realisation came sometime after my last post. I entered into a state of lethargy. No one really noticed but I felt it deeply. I am still fighting it to this day.
Given how difficult I’m finding it to identify “results” at this point, I’ll be taking my leave from this journal. I will continue listening to UniStack and doing my best to understand how it is affecting me. I am aware that it is, and I must align myself with it so that I can recalibrate my expectations.
Thank you to everyone who has read this journal. I hope this short journal offers you some insight, especially if you hope to listen to a single 3-subliminal stack for extended periods. I hope to come back with more light and energy. Until then, take care.
@RVconsultant Would you kindly close this journal? Thank you.
Thank you for your journal, even if it is a pity that you are giving it up. You had actually given yourself three years until dec 2026. Maybe you should reconsider your decision.
No matter what you decide, I wish you all the best and every success in life.
Take care