Tomorrow will be the final loop before of this journey. I will post the final review in 2 parts. The first one will be now and the second will be at the end of the washout when all the dust have settled
Review 1/2 of Khan & EoG Stage 1. 3 Cycles and around 160 minutes total.
In my quest for true and lasting change I’ve decided to undergo this journey with only those 2 subs. Before that i was a complete & utter mess on the inside. I was fine and dandy on the outside but something always felt missing, painful cycles continued to repeat while feeling utterly helpless to stop them. No amount of hard work, resilience, learning, exploring made a dent.
I could summerize my life before this journey as such. The road starts off deceptively flat, but with each step the incline grows steeper subtly at first that I barely notice until the ground beneath me is slick and treacherous. The further I push forward the more resistance I feel as if the road itself is testing me. Then, at a certain point, it becomes almost impossible. A sheer, slippery climb where no matter how hard I push, I gain nothing, stuck against a slope too steep to conquer.
I’ve changed, progressed and found how strong i can truly be. But I’ve reached a point of no return. I did not help that i was severely misusing the subs i was running around then. Never truly committing, walking a thin line between consistency and sub-hopping. I had to pay the price for walking further, to finally let go everything i could think of and to fully commit myself into taking action.
This journey was very lonely and i was stripped away of all which made me forget and escape. No more sex, no attention from women, no fun things happening and no opportunity for any of that. It was just me and the day ahead. Me and my inner demons who tried everything under the sun to break me. I got hurt plenty of times but i kept walking. Despite everything i never fell down or got knocked out, not even once. I became intimately and deeply aware of my previous delusions of grandeur while slowly realizing my true worth and potential.
Total Breakdown was definitely dominating a large chunk of this journey. Anything money related felt TB flavored but the upgraded EoG seemed to smoothly work in the background while TB had my full attention. Around the end of the 2nd cycle i’ve stopped feeling anything happening anymore with TB which lead me to believe it was done. However around the latter part of the 3rd cycle i was experiencing severe drawbacks of overexposure. The hardships experienced were barely beneficial, as enduring them drained me with for without rewards, and if i could do it all over i would have not increased beyond the 4 min mark especially with TB.
This journey made me realize how little i understood myself as well as the subliminals. A first time user will gain huge and noticeable benefits in each category of subs they run. However as time passes the sub digs deeper in order to execute the results which require gradual increase in the areas affected.
Romance subs will eventually plateau if the user is not confident or dominant, then another if the user has deep self worth issues and another if the user is not living the life they desire and so on. This is the unfortunate advanced users dilemma.
Romance, Social life, Dominance, Status, Mental & Physical wellness, Money and learning all the way to potentially spirituality all affect each other. The more one improves in one area the better the rest will be affected however improvement in one area will not overcompensate for the lack of the rest. It’s a bit more complicated than just that and each user is different.
In my earliest of journals i focused on attraction subs at the cost of every other area of my life. No i did not need to stop running attraction subs but i revolved my life around them at i paid the price of my negligence and ignorance. I could have A: Used them along side of money subs for just as long or B: continued with them while focusing on money, for example.
End of part 1
Exactly! That is the concept I was implying in my above messages.