Review 2/2 of Khan & EoG Stage 1
Not much of a review of both products but more so of the culmunation of my journey with them. This is my biggest breakthrough and most important post by far.
From the carefree days of childhood to growing up filled with pain, misplaced hopes, and naivety. I eventually found myself consumed by hatred for the world. I vowed to take full responsibility for my own safety and happiness believing that strength meant controlling and shaping the world to my will. That anything else is failure and more pain.
I worked hard at it! striving, failing, and making some progress only to fail again and again. Eventually I realized that what I had built was just another cage: the pain had only taken on a new form, still present, still there.
I tried desperately to escape that new cage, only to find that escaping it means im still inside it. I tried letting go of everything but all i did was hope this escape will be it. And so, here I am, returning to where it all began.
Now I understand that to truly experience peace, happiness and success success, I must no longer be bound by or emotionally dependent on them. True fulfillment can only come from within.It must be authentic and enduring, rooted deep inside. To be no longer emotionally dependant means full authentic possession.
But how can this be, when everything and everyone is already interconnected, one and the same? How can i ” Obtain ” and ” Possess ” anything if it’s not allready within? Which it is.
Everything allready was, is and will always remain within.
The answer is simple: you must look deep within yourself and recognize that it is already there. It cannot be given or taken away, nor can it be increased or diminished, except from within.
The ultimate pardox of emotion and actualization. I need to feel it before having it… but if i dont have it, how can i feel it?
The answor i: You allready have it just as you have everything else. It’s all within. The goal is to feel it and the journey is to deeply realise that it’s allready within. The only failure is the illusion of believing it’s anywhere else but.
You need only to direct your attention in the right place. To look deep within, and to be free of the futility of looking without ever again. This can only truly work when 3 conditiond are met!
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1: To realise it’s allready within. Everything always was and will contiue to be. That includes having and lacking. You cant only have or only lack. You simply choose willingly or not
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x: Without this you will feel dumb, impatient and self-gaslighting. All signs of lack which ensure your results match = enforcing it’s not within = more of the same
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2: To realise the futility of looking anywhere else than within.
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x: By looking anywhere else, which is far easier to do, will by default mean you choose the opposite = you only tell yourself its within = it’s not = more experiances which prepetuate the same.
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3: To look for it and feel it since it’s allready within since it was never seperate from you.
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x: Since everything is within. Feeling seperation or the ” need ” to create it will only imply you are infact looking and feeling it’s opposite. Which you will most definitly find through attention and emotions despite the intention
My first mistake was controlling my thoughts and emotions so they keep the good and mimize the bad. All in attempt to escape.
My second was going from ”trying to control” to ”controlling by not trying to control” which is nothing but control with extra steps
To truly ” have ” means you might fear losing it and thats ok. You will remeber that it’s yours and you will never truly lose it and fear is ok.
But to believe ”truly having” means to never fear, worry or overthink and such emotions and thoughts need to be ”managed ” then what does that truly imply? it implys LACKING