Nova Elite: Kether to Malkuth

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#543

My stack continues to be Dragon Reborn Qv2 and Mogul ZP.

I noticed that I was starting to have an attitude of waiting to get to the next step. I was not giving Dragon Reborn its due respect.

So two days ago I went and reread the description of Dragon Reborn. It is not a program to “get through“. This is a major creative, results oriented, transformative program. Maybe I’ll go and re-read the description to Mogul later as well.

I wonder how Dragon Reborn, or at least Dragon Blood (where I am right now), works together with other programs.

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#544

Interestingly, I do have the sensation of results happening, but it’s a bit like hearing snatches of music from a festival happening blocks away.

(Pretty similar to how I describe how mental imagery/visualization works for me. The feeling’s similar.)

#545

Still working to meet deadline.

Decided to work for a while first, then meditate (which should have the side-effect of mental renewal) and then get work some more.

15 pull-ups on Thursday. That’s good. Will be nice to use Spartan, but not yet. Hopefully by the time I run it, I’ll be good and ready for it.

Couple of thoughts on walk last night. Will share them in following post.

#546

Do not curse your ignorance; rather, bless it, even as you strive and contend with it.

Awe only arises in encounter with the profound unknown.

#547

You contribute significantly to every reality that you perceive.

Nothing is excluded from this statement.

Especially your evaluations of and reactions to other people and beings.

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#548

Today, for some reason, I chose to meditate without Dragon Reborn. But now I’m almost done with 1 loop of Dragon Blood Ultrasonic with this music:

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Album’s 1 hour and 11 minutes long. More than enough time to deliver me some delicious Dragon Reborn. Actually, about 3 minutes left in my loop now, I reckon.

#549

It’s happening again.

Dragon Reborn ended 10 minutes ago, and now I’m feeling that post-DR euphoria. I don’t notice this every time, but it has happened quite regularly.

If I could do neuroendocrine assays on myself, I suspect I’d find heightened serotonin and possibly even oxytocin. And yes, even a bit of dopamine (gets a bad rap too often).

It’s not the neurotransmitters/hormones that are good or bad, it’s the contexts around their generation.

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#550

And also—almost like clockwork—comes the post-Dragon Reborn processing.

Here’s the insight that arose from my journaling this evening.

One of the fundamental and truly determinative questions that our deep (subconscious) mind asks and re-asks over and over throughout every day is this:

“When and under what conditions is it sufficiently safe to allow change to enter this system?”

This is a powerful, powerful question and it may be one of the most important questions that the subconscious answers from moment to moment.

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#551

Everyone is out here advancing narratives.

No one is exempt.

Many people don’t even recognize that they’re doing it. It’s an automatic, intrinsic human (possibly, sentient) trait.

Ignorance is not innocence.

Educate yourself. Prepare yourself. …To deal with the narratives that you and other beings are subconsciously advancing.

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#552

Remember this:

Sensation is the language of the subconscious

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#553

Life: “I am the Genie of Destiny and you are my commander. Instruct me now and I will obey your command.“

Me: “But, wait! I don’t know! I still have so much to learn! I don’t know my fate…“

Life: “I have heard your command and I now obey.”

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#554

To fast is not to stop eating; it’s to shift to primarily internal energy and nutritional sources.

Fasting = Internal Eating.

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#555

Meditation 6:25 to 7:25 am

It was as if I was swimming in impressions and memories of the past.

When I opened my eyes, it was like disembarking from a ship.

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#556

Fleeting thoughts about ‘phenomenological density’ and our capacities to process various things.

a human mind, for example, is very phenomenologically dense. So is the Internet.

So when faced with such potentially overwhelming phenomena we may get ‘processing fatigue’ and just settle for simplistic (and contradictory) generalizations rather than deeply understanding them or ‘seeing through’ them.

That was another amazing concept in the original Matrix. What distinguished ‘Neo’ was his capacity to accommodate, see through, and (ultimately) integrate and master vast and complex informational fields. It was a movie (a myth really), about mental power. and it’s relationship to emotional, spiritual, physical power.

The later installments betrayed the power of that original underlying theme and got bogged down in plot specificities.

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#557

Surf the crest of Action.

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#558

The only failure is the failure to fully embrace, celebrate, strategize, and utilize every aspect of who you are.

The only real failure is the failure to be your own true friend.

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#559

Finally finished the huge pile of work today. Thank goodness.

And just at the same time, it’s time for my 5 processing days.

#560

As the cliché goes, nature abhors a vacuum. And we don’t get to have “blank spaces“ in our minds.

If you don’t take the time to find out what a given condition, relationship, or situation means for you; you’re simply going to fill-in the meaning that it has for someone else.

If you don’t establish your own meanings, you’ll just live by someone else’s meanings.

There’s no such thing as “no meaning at all“.

#561

Pragmatism always involves some degree of embrace of superficiality.

#562

Take your refuge and establish your sovereignty not within the witnessed but within witnessing itself.

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