Running PO:SII right meow as I drift to sleep. I’m going to start running my titles at night again.
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Lol, heading out the door to handle some errands, one of my neighbors that I’ve spied a few times was heading past my stairs to do laundry.
We struck up a conversation headed the same way and she seemed to show interest.
I headed to my car and figured, eh why not? Add I came to the front, she was walking back so I asked about fun things to do in the area. We talked a sec and I asked for her number. She seemed hesitant but said sure. As she was giving it to me, she said she has a boyfriend.
I said what a shame, don’t worry about it. She said well no but if I ghost you, you know why.
I laughed and took her number down anyways.
I don’t really plan on pursuing further, but…
In the name of action!
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You won’t have to. Your aura is sage-level rocket fuel. She gonna wanna sample the Ninji stick.
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SAGE used scintillating radiance
The move was super-effective!
The beauty has fainted!
Gained: 69 exp
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Completed Shadow of the Tomb Raider.
What a game!
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Not sure if it’s because of Paragon or I’ve just been drinking more water, but I’ve been peeing like crazy since yesterday 
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Running Paragon, 3 minutes. Switching KB ST2 to the same day as PS.
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So a lot of what I think is recon is actually me being varying degrees of ‘hangriness’.
In other words, I need to eat more from this point forward.
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I don’t really recall the dream but I had a dream that, at some point, involved me getting physical with my dad after he decided to snake a cigarette from my stash after I told him I’ll get one to him in a bit. I just remember him saying something like, “Well, since you wanna be that way about it…”
Figured I might as well note it.
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Ran PS and Khan Black ST2, in that order, full time.
For the majority of the day I was feeling pretty miserable. Talked to a couple of people, did some energetic clearing and I feel massively better.
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Done with Paragon, for now.
Added Genesis back to my stack.
Current stack: Primal Seduction custom, Khan Black ST2 y Genesis.
Bum bum bum
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Ran 3 minutes, keeping it simple
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Jeez. Forgot what it felt like to feel something processing hahaha.
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The processing fog was near immediate lol, glad I played it at night. My thoughts feel more thick
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I’ve been utilizing the basketball court at my apartments for exercise. Been having fun.
Though I smoke tobacco still (pleased to report I have been perfectly fine with not smoking marijuana), my stamina has been pretty fuckin’ great.
I actually didn’t get winded today for the most part and I wasn’t going that easy.
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The last couple of days I’ve been mildly tempted to masturbate. No desire to look at porn whatsoever, my Instagram has been blessedly clear of thirst traps - due to days of ‘Not Interested’ing’ - so, I’ve been using basketball, walks, mindfulness and similar modalities (I think that’s the correct use of the word) to express that energy.
Laughing at myself when ‘messing up’ on the court, actively working to tune out the at least 30 apartments facing the court right next to it and not getting in my head about who might be watching, judging my form, laughing at my mistakes etc.
It’s been good.
I think I went at least two hours today, probably more. Didn’t pay attention to the time.
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Since I beat Lara Croft: Rise of the Tomb Raider (the way the devs made her pants fit was a worthy test of will, boii), I’ve returned to The Ghost of Tsushima.
Since I was so far into the game on my first playthrough and had forgotten the entire control scheme, as it has been awhile, I decided to start over again on ‘Hard’. Been doing great with it, but…
Man, fuck Ryuko and that whole duel on Hard
Took me like 30-60 minutes to finally…well, spoilers I guess but, “complete” the duel.
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Today was a good day. I got a new dresser on a spur of the moment decision to stop at this thrift store that a friend of my parents own, feel more clear and closer to ‘purpose-full’, feeling more spontaneous than usual, and I decided to take care of some credit card debts, though I generally loathe talking to those people and prefer to hold onto my money. Got some good info in the process.
Also considering getting another job besides care-giving for my Dad to get more income flowing in.
I’ve been considering it, but now I’m more than likely actually going to take action towards it.
I don’t know if I want to work sales or seek a warehouse job, or maybe a remote job.
We’ll see.
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Accidentally posted this in the wrong place.
I had a dream that two different girls gave me head. I knew both but I’ve somehow forgotten the first, I think it was a childhood crush of mine from the neighborhood.
The other was my adopted sister found that strange.
For some reason, myself, her and another of my adopted sisters were taking a shower together, while the rest of the kids were all around in the bathroom doing some stuff, I forget what.
I was washing my body and I remember that I was kinda admiring my body, not really paying too much attention to them. They were ignoring me at first too.
I then noticed how the one"s eyes were drawn to the movement of my swinging appendage, and a bit too late realized she was actually staring staring.
I believe I made a kind of face but she sank down and…
Eh, I don’t think details matters here.