Beginning KB-ST2 right meow.
Quoting to note when I started KB1
Ran the full loop on ultrasonic while playing MW2. Honestly forgot it was going, no processing feelings 
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Walked over to my leasing office to ask a random question to have an excuse to see my leasing manager. Older woman, sweet lady. Took to me awhile ago when me and my parents first did our tour here.
VERY fine to me even at her age.
She shows me extra attention it seems to me, and the one time I was broody and silent when we visited to handle paperwork, she commented on me being āMr. Quietā today.
Iām always quiet when with my parents out and about; I just hadnāt talked to HER that time 
Sheās one of the woman that recently complimented my kindness. My dad told me after - he was there - āDamn son, looks like you got you another cougar.ā
Anyways, as I was strolling up the walkway towards the door, I saw her lean in her chair to see who it was (saw her shadow anyway) and I saw her lean back to the person she was with and thought she might be busy with a maintenance person and debated coming back but said fuck it.
I walked in and to my surprise it was actually a tenant. Cute younger girl.
Iām pretty sure my manager must have said something about me coming cuz their conversation ended and all attention was on me.
I inquired about whether or not they have a fitness center here as Iāve forgotten - which was true, but was my secondary objective - and she smiled and said, āNooo unfortunately not. Why, you tryna work out?ā
The girlās body language according to my perception was focused in my direction. She was seated, facing the manager, but āturned towards meā. Iām sure people will understand what I mean.
As the last question was asked, I noticed the girl turning more towards me.
I smiled back and replied that yeah, I need to get some energy out now that weāre settled in and the conversation turned. Iām pretty sure the manager was low-key tryna play match maker cuz I mentioned that āWell, I might as well make use of your basketball court then, just gotta get a basketball.ā
The manager asked, again with a certain smile and looking deep in my eyes, āAre you going to go right now?ā
I said, āYeah probably, while itās on my mind. Why, you have a basketball?ā
She shook her head, still smiling and said āNope! Just wondering.ā
And then she brought the other girl in the conversation, which she seemed grateful and eager for and the girl told me that sheās a roller blader and the convo went from there.
Some guy came in, taking the managerās attention and I figured this would be a good time for me to move on. The girl decided to walk out with me and we talked a little bit on the way out. I asked her name, received it, said itās nice to meet you and automatically started walking away before realizing I didnāt give her my name.
At the same time, she called after me āAnd you? Whatās your name?ā
Told her, we shook hands - very warm, pleasant hands - and she told me to invest in some blades haha.
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Ha, oh and this morning as I was laying in bed listening to my parents talk, really not wanting to get up, I heard my dad telling my mom about this time when we were setting up a show in Inglewood - my dadās a sound engineer by trade - and the auntie of a group that was performing, I forget the group, was on me ālike white on riceā.
I had forgotten it but yeah, I actually had a celebrityās close relative hella pursuing me. She gave me her number too and I lost it as soon as I got home, I remember.
Glad that happened, was a nice reminder.
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So, Iāve decided to simply let be what will be with my WB custom. That will be remedied when it is.
Iāve been feeling drawn to Primal Seduction again, recently. I get great results from WB but alas; I donāt like waiting for women to approach me and Iām more drawn to being active anyways.
My idea is that Iāll continue my journey with PS, which Iāve had great results with and then, when Iām getting great results with that, perhaps loop my custom with WB and Nectar every once in awhile.
One way or another, Iāll find a use for babygirl when support answers my ticket about resending it but for now:
PLAYER ONE: Savant II
Primal Seduction Core
New Romance Core
Charisma & Flirting Automatic Mentor/Improver
Power Talk
Instant Spark
Kingās Radiance
Edge of Falling
Focused Arousal
Seducerās Gaze
Panther
Hegemon
Song of Joy
Enchanting Smile
One Scent
Virtue Series: Kindness
Dominion
Stillmind
Sexual Manifestation
New Dawn
Potentiator
I made sure my email storage is not full this time, Iāll be keeping an eye on that so I donāt have the same oopsie that caused this issue with me not getting my custom.
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Glad to see that PSās page says that it synergizes āextremely well with Khan Blackā. Makes me feel like maybe I didnāt run ST1 for however many cycles for naught.
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Iāve been seeing with WTP that people that used to ask me to do something for them simply because they know Iām agreeable person, theyāll think twice about it even as theyāre asking and say never mind. My mom, in particular. With nothing said by me, simply holding my frame and being.
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I am not a big fan of the movie the Black Panther but, the scene where MāBaku comes in always gets my masculine energies pulsinā.
I remember when I first saw this with my now ex, I annoyed her for the next week entering a room screaming, "Maefa!"
Not a big fan of this mix but the intro gets me:
That actor was in Person of Interest for a story arc as the leader of a gang in NYC called The Brotherhood. My first time ever seeing him. And wow he was good there.
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Itās been a day of mindfulness. Taking things as they come, sitting with the emotions and not letting myself get swept away in them.
We went to church. Now, I doubt anyone would recall but, Iām an advocate - though, not an outspoken one - of the Christ Consciousness.
Anyone actually familiar with teachings about this universal state of potential will likely understand where Iām about to go with this.
Listening to the sermon by the pastor, I chose to sit there and really, really listen to what he was saying. Not only the words, but where the words come from, their deeper meaning.
Or, lack thereof.
It became painfully clear to me just how much Christianity focuses on:
ā¢ being a miserable, wrecked, irredeemable sinner
ā¢ the fact that we ādonāt deserve the grace and mercy of Godā and therefore, weāre only granted salvation through the whim of a seemingly bipolar god.
ā¢ the fact that we had no hope for salvation before Jesus, who āwas the only Christā and also God decided to die for us, even though we donāt deserve it.
And plenty of other things that are contradictory and illogical to the reasoning mind that is open.
Just wanted to note that here and get it out of my head.
Not interested in religious debates or even insights on here, for more than one reason, this post is not an invitation 
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I forgot how very useful mindfulness is towards things like losing interest in smoking weed or tobacco.
Iāve been sitting here with a cig in my mouth as I had a desire to smoke and yet, I donāt āneedā it.
Iāll see how it works out with simply putting it down and picking it up when I feel it again.
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I know I donāt know the majority of you here.
But, I would like to thank the few that Iāve had some beyond the surface interactions with. I wonāt bother tagging anyone; I think you will know who you are.
Thank you for your encouragement. Thank you for your devilās advocacy. Thank you for your thought provoking questions.
And thank you for all that you do.
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I got a nice grounded feeling from thisā¦
Though their energy is abit raw and unrefined for actual use, imo.
I know iām not adding much, but just wanted to share my thoughts.
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Thanks for sharing that!
The raw aspect gives it a more natural, organic feel. You can feel how āinto itā these men are. I do think I understand where youāre coming from.
These tracks are lovely to get me in a certain vibe:
https://music.youtube.com/watch?v=5wtbV8mbymY&si=x4neLdB6sIql3ZRp
I might have to create a āVictoryā playlist with these and others, I actually forgot how much I love these till I looked em up!
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Hello Sage, I saw you talking about having threesomes with your wife in another post while using Wanted Black.
Is there any news on this?
Iām using the sub with the same objective.
Couldnāt be me, I neither have a wife nor have I - yet - had threesomes on WB
I assume youāre married or in a relationship. Do you have a journal?
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Sorry, your GF! Are you making progress on this? Would love to hear some news
(here is where I read you talking about it)
https:// www. subliminalresults .com /t/custom-advice-input/8172/9
(I canāt post links as Iām a new user)
And yes, Iām in a relationship with my GF. I donāt have a journal yet, but I recently posted on Wanted Black thread talking about my experience.
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