I’m thinking I’ll wake up to this one since it hasn’t arrived yet.
Something told me to double check and the order is complete.
I didn’t receive the email link, I think because my Gmail was saying I couldn’t receive or send emails due to a lack of storage.
Smfh.
I’ll probably have to send a support ticket to get the custom resent .-.
@RVconsultant thoughts about this situation?
Edit: just submitted a support ticket.
I just saw this message.
Entering a support ticket is spot on.
Tagging @AnswerGroup to please see above post.
Decided to break my wait with 9 minutes of Revelation of Nectar and 7 min WTP
Running Nectar solo, hoping my custom will be resent today so I can run that finally
Also running WB and AsC both full time
Still waiting on support’s response to resend my custom.
I’ve continued on with Khan Black ST1. I ran it one full loop, ultrasonic
I’ve gone through at least one cycle of ST1 so far. Counting the days, I’m pretty sure that’s actually two.
I’m continuing it because I still have plenty for it to work on. My addictive habits with PMO became more clear to me and I wanna tackle that, as well as additional limiting sexual beliefs, more.
Since my support ticket for the custom to be resent has not yet been answered, I think I’m gonna let myself take a break off WB. Perhaps some bloom will do me good
I will be sticking with KB ST1 in the meantime. I haven’t decided what title I’ll use in the interim on a temporary basis. I may continue running Nectar just to keep the integration of that scripting going
Maybe Inner Circle or, perhaps I’ll return to LBfH
LOL forgot about WTP while I was waiting for my custom
KB1 and WTP it is!
Running both now.
Running KB1 and WTP, 3 minutes
Brief update:
Over the past couple of days, I’ve been gradually feeling more and more self-empowered. More on this as it develops.
People defer to me on this title, for sure. In more than one circumstance, for example with my parents and out and about on their errands.
My dad’s sales people for whatever reason, even though I’m not on his car’s contract, were asking me all kinds of questions that I would politely not answer and either look from them to my dad - nonverbally passing the buck onto him, so to speak - and wait to see if he said something, or I would pointedly ask my dad what he thought about what they were asking me.
More later.
Running Nectar within. Happy New Year!
That’s nuts!
Update (ranting off whatever comes to mind):
The Road So Far
• improved body language (internal sense of)
• a newer sense of power related to masculinity that is physical, emotional and mental, right now more manifested physically in the previous point, less social shaking/anxiety and more mindfulness on when I’m falling into old patterns of the same.
• I’m feeling myself coming out of an inner rut, progressively and day by day. Gratefully, it feels like 2-3 steps forward and 1 step back, if or when I do feel myself backsliding (internally)
• there’s a developing notion within me now that I’m beginning to merge into a nice, centered balance of having a profound lack of interest in what others think about me, especially that may be limiting my expression.
• I am once again starting to compliment women just because I want to do it and simply to enjoy their appreciation
• I’m feeling more romantical lately
• there is certainly scripting (in Emperor: The Will to Power, most of this so far has been with WTP in mind) for being more present in social situations and a new appreciation for the NSE just came into my mind as, it’s rising to my conscious mind that daily, I’m starting to see the veil created by self-induced limitations being tweaked and revealed in subtle ways that seem to invite me just beyond my edge.
Reference The Way of the Superior Man, if you’re curious about the concept of living just beyond one’s edge
A convenient image that popped into my head is sitting in a dark theater, engrossed in the drama outplaying itself, and being so focused on the goings on when, a slight, invisible draft goes through the space, causing a gentle, yet noticable ripple in the backdrop curtains, barely catching the eye but reminding me that there’s more to what I’m seeing and there’s more beyond what I’m seeing than this.
• my friend group has more respect for me. I look forward to being able journal more on this in coming days in my relationships but, it’s like, the frame testing that I started letting get to me in recent months has just dissipated. I just don’t take things quite as seriously. This is extending to other relationships too.
• doing little light work outs with some bands I’ve had for awhile and hardly touched causes me to feel like a goddamned beast dude, maybe it’s KBST1 and use of Nectar and WB, particularly the latter as that has been in my stack much more, but I feel hella powerful, sturdy. And, capable.
I’m gonna let my mind bring up other things to list off, there’s plenty more.
Current stack, Khan Black ST1 x Emperor: The Will to Power and The Revelation of the Nectar Within.
Imposter syndrome is basically something in me trying to convince me that says:
"Trust me, you’re not that guy pal. You’re not that guy.
Running WTP and KB1, in that order, likely full time.
For checkback notes to self: we just moved into the new apartment in Redlands.
Instagram is getting worse and worse with thirst traps to the point I want to delete it almost every day. Either that or I’m just becoming more and more aware of them, with KB?
I keep it on my phone cuz I talk to people on there like @Trader the Palpable.
Emperor the empable
I’ve been complimented over the past couple of days for my kindness by two different women, one our new leasing manager, the other, a woman this morning at Honda.
Presults for the re-arrival of my WB custom? Perhaps!