Good afternoon everyone, I’m 27 going on 28 and I’m looking to begin a reset on my life.
I lost my job at the beginning of the month as a result of my own actions and insubordination with the mandates they started to roll out in my workplace ([email protected] requirements, mask mandates, bi-weekly mandatory testing). I only moved out of my parent’s place two months ago, so the stress of finding a new job ASAP was as high as ever. As a result of the destabilization that was brought into my life from losing my job, I once again fell down the rabbit hole of pornography as escapism, and discovered the degenerate subculture of hypnosis porn. This has had me doubting basic concepts of who I thought I was and I need to find a way to get a hard reset to get back on track. I was given a few free copies of the Subliminal Club mp3s, so I could use your wisdom on which ones to start with.
In addition to getting my mindset right, I could also use advice on how to move forward in my new career. My new job is as a plumber’s helper, and my goal is to attain an apprenticeship to be able to learn this trade and learn useful skills to provide for myself and create a stable base. I’m currently stuck doing inventory and organizing back in the shop, and I’m getting very little time in the field to actually get hands on experience in plumbing. My concern is I’ll be left to do menial tasks instead of getting the proper training I need. Should I bring this up to my manager or should I be patient and wait for the team to see my work ethic before they give me field experience?
Thank you for your time.