Chosesn From Within ZP is pretty kickass lol
this experiment is a hit
Chosesn From Within ZP is pretty kickass lol
this experiment is a hit
This one i want to try but I really do not want to run it during a work week, perhaps a weekend in case it hits me hard at least i will get time to recover.
I finished 21 days of Chosen + Mogul. The 5 day washout will be over tomorrow. I’m thinking of running for the next 21 days : Chosen + CFW + Mogul.
Any comments or suggestions?
@mystery’s comment is why I believe Chosen as a stage 1 of a multi-stage chosen subliminal would be more effective than Chosen From Within or a healing stack as the first element.
That makes alot of sense i just figured since i have been running Ascension 7 months now it would eliminate the chance of guys trying to intimidate me. How’s the Aura in terms of dominance and alphaness in Ascension.?
My bad Saint i missed that post thankfully @Chase clarified that to me earlier.
Cant wait for that version to drop i have a feeling it is going to be a banger. The fact that Rebirth will be in the script is why i feel that version will be a game changer for this community.
Im convinced the healing in CFW leaks through to other titles and has a synergistic effect with other healing titles or subs with some form of healing in them in a stack.
It has been a complete 180 for me in my reality since CFW came to the scene.
The emotional healing from this sub has been another level to me and i feel it has boosted the healing in PS ZP because whenever i come in close quarters with a woman i have noticed i don’t have this brooding serious demeanor as much anymore. I still get it with some women but luckily its with women i have no interest in.
I ran CFW this morning. No extreme highs during the day, but also no extreme lows.
What did show up was anger, and I never told my coworker I was mad at him (he works like a snail sometimes). I actually had no inner restraints to feeling anger, and I voiced it randomly a few times (the shop was loud). I usually have fear and guilt holding me back when I’m angry, but I allowed myself to feel it. And again, I didn’t need or even want a confrontation, so I kept it to myself. I had no issues with him really–as I was seeing myself in his lazyness. That’s why I was mad at him, truthfully.
Then, I stayed on to get some things done, and the shop manager and the mechanics seemed to include me in their conversation. They even challenged me jokingly, and I replied in good taste. I was thinking “I never do that!” It was a nice ending to my day.
It’ll be finished right after Ascension Chamber
Hopefully not,i feel like Ascension Chamber became a bigger project than originally intended and I’m not trying to wait till after😅
The healing this sub is doing on me is very much on acceptance. I noticed that recon started getting really bad when i got stuck in some things i did in the past that brought up so much shame that i couldnt really accept it, and just want to deny it ever happened.
With this aside it did just fully make me accept basically every part of what kind of person i am and what im not. Every time i start to accept something i feel the love bomb kicking in and i start feeling amazing, like a roadblock has been cleared and the aura can go through.
Man i miss that lol, now just gotta get through this recon.
OK this was heavy but soo good.
I walk since 4 days on crutches.
My left foot is not good at all.
So I change to Paragon zp since 4 days only.
Yesterday I had very mild reconciliation symptoms.
I felt alone, left out and my soul startet crying and screaming. I told the recon to shut up because a friend is on the way to visit me and bring me food.
The moment my friend arrived- recon symptoms vanished and felt conftable tired.
I fall asleep 1 hour later.
Today at 5 am I woke up and start gaming Playstation ( I only game if I am unable for normal life, so it’s very rare)
At 11 my whole body turns ice cold and I knew what’s coming. Now I have to face the parts that vanished from myself trough traumatic experiences.
Instead of preparing myself to dive into the problems I just said to myself : how can I heal this forever? I will figure it out-let’s go
Instantly I was drawn down to the ice cold place in my stomach (Sakral Chakra) and saw a part of me taping in the dark. I lisen to this part and I hear: I am left alone with problems I can’t solve.
I told this part of me: watch how much love I have for myself, really watch.
Thats me
If you want to rest in this love then you have to jump right into it
And so this part of me did it
For the next hour I was overflowing with mistrust, fear, sadness and much more to the point I had to draw healing light from the Universe 3 times and direct this light into myself.
Then I started to pray to the universe to fill me up with unconditional Love and then I had to strengthen my self love even more to heal this one.
I just Projekt that my parents told me since I was born that the best thing I can do is to love myself and I am able to do that and I can power my self love up as strong as I want.
So I realy felt powerful love.
Then somwhere in the dark corner of my Unconsciousness I saw a face behind a curtain-watching me with only 1 eye, the other half of the face was still behind the dark curtain. I lisen to this and I heard: is it really safe for me to come into this love?
I just told this part of me(I have no idea what this part is) : yea come into my love and rest and heal.
So it did
It felt like an immense energy that’s lokated on my back is rushing in my front into this love.
And then I was jumping with 1 foot to the toilet and vomited so hard that I spit blood.
Afterward I was sitting in the hamoc on my balcony and I have very warm energy in my stomach and for the first time I don’t want to flee from myself.
Through the whole process I knew that I was guided to the right outcome so I could let it happen fully
CHOSEN FROM WITHIN
Tomorrow I am going for round 2
This Sub has the Power I was looking for
Since no one else acknowledged this, I wanna say, “Good shit brother”. I’ll have to revisit your journal.
It’s very very tempting to run it again with my stack
Do it
Just do it
Adidas, just do it.
It is. We’re still doing research and meeting everyday about it.
I’ve change up some stuff after seeing how it going to come out a bit later down. Want to try have finally release my game before that. I feel like using it to get more download for my game or maybe more player per day. Am I even on track with what it can do?
Nah, you’d want something like RICH ZP for that. CFW is positivity, love, internal leadership + healing.
Well RICH ZP along with Ascension chamber is more along the lines am thinking. Chosen am saving for a custom sub but it is more focus on masculinity mostly.