Subliminal Break Day 2
I will strictly adhere to running one month of Dragon Reborn ST1 Qv2 ONLY from tomorrow 1st of May 2021.
Hopefully that will clear up a lot of my inner most beliefs and emotional blockages so that I can get faster results from my other subliminals.
After 1 month of Dragon Reborn ST1 Qv2 ONLY, I will do a combination of QLQ ST1 Qv2 and Alchemist ST1 Qv2.
I was reading your journal and I find this pretty interesting.
Have you tried Image Cycling from the Bengston Energy Method? 
It heavily involves visualization
Workshop PDF
Video by David Snyder
Thank you. Will look into it.
Healing Month
Subliminal Day 1
2 x DR ST1 Qv2
Got a headache shortly after running the second loop. If that is reconciliation, then I should stick to one loop a day.
Realised that I had downloaded DR ST1 Q instead of DR ST1 Qv2 yesterday so today I ran 1 loop of DR ST1 Qv2 and 1 loop of DR ST1 Q as I didn’t have a working internet connection to download DR ST1 Qv2 in the morning.
Nothing much to report yet, though I just had some thoughts that I would like to write in my journal here.
As mentioned previously, I get anxious whenever I experience events where I feel I am poor at managing. Until there is some sort of closure to the event, the anxiety never goes away and I hobble through my daily life waiting for the whole thing to be over. In the case of the most recent event which made me anxious, I was neither the protaganist nor the antagonist, but I am still anxious that the project that I am leading may be disrupted by internal conflict. Fortunately, there is just one more working session tomorrow before we have our presentation on Tuesday. After that, there will be no more group projects for a while, and I can focus on other stuff.
In any case, if I don’t get rid of this habit of becoming anxious over such events, it is hard for me to move forward in my life. This is not the first time, and there are many other more events in my life that make me anxious.
I am anxious and am unwilling to communicate more with my family members because I don’t feel comfortable talking about my financial situation, my fundamental beliefs or my current position in life.
I am anxious and am unwilling to move my romantic life ahead because I don’t feel comfortable talking about the same topics as above to my potential partner.
I am anxious and am reluctant to move my career forward as I lack the confidence to speak to the right people, especially those whom I felt I disappointed professionally at some point in my life.
I am anxious about most social situations because of my dyspraxia and difficulties bringing up my natural self because of the strict religious beliefs that I was brought up with.
I am anxious and feel that everyone is out to judge me - this was another childhood belief ingrained strongly in me, and as a dyspraxic, you get a lot of such crap as a child due to your slow learning ability and clumsiness.
I just feel that I have so much internal and external baggage in my life that I haven’t been able to fully clear.
To be honest, I don’t know where to start and how I can get rid of all this anxiety once and for all.
I’ve been straddling between mastering the Neville Goddard system which focus more on assumption-based actions, awareness, imagination and feeling your desired reality vs action-based belief system where you just keep on taking physical real-life action towards your goal to get to where you want.
I would really love to take on my custom subs but I know that I have lots of healing to do. Yet, I don’t want to be in a “healing hell” that someone mentioned in another thread. I want to let this old man in Neville Goddard parlance just die and be a completely new person.
However, is DR ST1 the right sub for someone like me? Or is it too strong or should I start with Regeneration? Elixir is out of the question since I don’t react to Ultimas.
I don’t know, but I’ll just continue with DR ST1 and see how it goes after a month. I’ve got a life to live and I am not 21 years old. I have about half of my life left before I see my maker assuming I even get to live that long. I don’t want to be keep on healing and healing and healing just because I was unfortunate enough to get so much trash in my life.
My end goal after one month of DR ST1 Qv2 is to at least make a significant step towards my personal "Great Reset.
Subliminal Day 2
2 x DR ST1 Qv2
Didn’t feel like wanting to do anything at all.
What is stopping me from being able to live the life I want?
If I could somehow destroy all those limiting beliefs below… DR ST1 Qv2 seems to have brought all of these limiting beliefs up to the surface.
I am going to rewrite the above limiting beliefs and rewrite my internal life script once and for all.
Also give it a week and then go back and look at that list. You might be a bit surprised what you feel… or don’t feel.
Dreamt about being lost in two consecutive nights.
In the first night, I dreamt about being lost in the first floor of a large building. The place was brightly lit and I was supposedly 15 minutes late for a meeting in the building but just couldn’t find the location where the meeting was held. On the way, I ran into an ex-colleague who taught me a new word.
In the second night, my dream was largely resort related and in an earlier part of the dream, I was in a separate resort (reminded of Venice) and waiting with other tourists on a mattress at the edge of a room. Directly in front of us was a canal which separated us from two buildings. Between these two buildings, there was a visible path upon us was laid a sight of some old Venetian building.
A boat arrived with passengers who were going to get off, and the boatman happened to look at me and said that he remembered me because I still owed him a big sum of money for getting off his tour halfway previously. I didn’t recall anything like that but I still decided to give him some money that I had in my wallet but he wasn’t satisfied as apparently I owed him more than 100,000 dollars.
Next, I dreamt about myself in a dream trying to find my way around another resort. I clearly remember the small snacks and convenience products stand which sold mineral water, and as well as the attendant at the kiosk who gave me some directions. I also remembered in my dream that I had left my wallet at a seating area, but thankfully the wallet was still there when I went back to the seating area to retrieve it.
Thinking about last night’s dream, I have memories of another dream that I had a long time ago. Perhaps there were some common themes.
I had been having bouts of reconciliation and wanted to produce a new custom subliminal to replace Genesis, but I decided that I should keep running Genesis and MA-I for the next 6 months.
Innovation is not just a cognitive process. It’s emotional. It requires doing something new or novel, and that can be scary because it requires the courage to enter the unknown and it involves learning from experimental failures. Many of us learned as children that success comes from making the fewest mistakes. We learned to avoid making mistakes and looking stupid. We also developed emotional defensives to protect our views of ourselves – to protect our ego. Protecting our ego and fear are the two big emotional inhibitors of innovation.
I feel I am getting somewhere with thoughts about putting together the traditional Catholic beliefs with which I was raised, ideas of innovation, visualization, Renaissance Man, meditation and imagination. In addition, I’ve recently finished a course on human-centred design.
St. Ignatius, the founder of the Jesuit order, was no technophobe or skeptic of the modern but was a disrupter himself. Far from retreating from the world, he immersed himself in the Renaissance humanism, civic life and exploratory fever of his time. He coupled the ancient and the new, both in spirituality and education, borrowing from others what worked and leaving behind what did not. One only has to do a quick Google search to see all of the Jesuit chemists, physicists, astronomers, artists and more who embraced new technologies and ideas and led innovation in their fields.
I am still running DR ST1 Qv2 on its own.
I’m looking at focusing on developing my creative visualization skills now more than anything else as I am going along the lines that “all is mind”.
Everything has already been created, and I just want to tune into my desired reality in a manner akin to switching a tv channel. What can be also be improved is that the visual output of the television is not at its optimal quality. Perhaps my television is a 1950s model that needs to be upgraded into a 8K version.
I watched the movie “Jobs” on Netflix which was basically based on the life of Steve Jobs from the late 1970s to 2001.
There were some parts of the movie that reminded me very much about what Renaissance Man and Stark are about, so I guess I would just put in some of the most memorable quotes of the movie here.
“The greatest artists like Dylan, Picasso and Newton risked failure. And if we want to be great, we’ve got to risk it too.”
“How does somebody know what they want if they haven’t even seen it?”
“It’s a tool for the heart. And when you can touch someone’s heart. That’s limitless. If I do say so myself, it’s insanely cool. It’s a music player. It’s a thousand songs in your pocket. I’d like to introduce you to the iPod.”
“Everything around you that you call life was made up by people that were no smarter than you, and you can change it, you can influence it, you can build your own things that other people can use.”
“In your life you only get to do so many things and right now we’ve chosen to do this, so let’s make it great.”
Plus coincidentally also came across some Polish jokes in the movie. @Sub.Zero from 4:50 onwards.
In last night’s dream, I was planning to fly to London for four days, and then to Riga before flying home. I remembered scanning a boarding pass at the airport and just going to sit in the waiting lounge. Some lady come up to me and questioned me about my purpose of flying to the United Kingdom in a time of the pandemic and in the dream I was figuring out how to answer her when I realised I did not really have a solid plan or strong purpose for travelling out of the country in the first place.
Now thinking about it, those days of international travel are really over for a while. Air travel has become so restrictive and such a hassle, at least for where I am in. Millions of people in my country won’t get to travel on long-haul flights for a while, and even if we ever get to travel again, the experience will never be the same.
Dude. You switch subs every few posts. I don’t know how you can expect to get consistent results like that.
Hey, King; haven’t seen your name pop up around here for a while and thought I should ask… How are you doing ?