My Subliminal Steroid!

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#41

It’s not been easy with Wanted Zp and Am Zp because I run them both.
Every time I run wanted I feel something in my lower belly,I think it pents up sexual energy.
I have to learn how to how to allow my sexual energy in me and get comfortable with it. Because since youth I always jerk it off.

I noticed subtle attraction from the females I came across my street. Many if them find it hard to look at me straight in my eyes. I really can’t understand why, even those I knew before will see me and pretend not to.

I drink water excessively,today I always has this void feeling of drinking lots of water to feel that void.

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#42

I realized something and I thought I might share it here.
The Idea of Wanted man in my own perspective Is a man…
√ Who has mastered his sexual energy and his animalistic drive.

√A man who emanates an AURA of curiosity and masculinity.

√A man who wouldn’t resort to self indulging pleasures or wastes his divine sexual energy on objects on screen.

√A man who doesn’t hide behind the screen to watch and worship tweak influencers.

√A man who doesn’t pedestalize women or put the feminine above himself.

√A man who listens to music and movies that promote masculinity and creativity.

√A man who says No to useless immediate gratification and fleeting pleasures.

√ One that prioritizes taking care of himself by fixing his diet and building a great body.

So if you run Wanted Zp you are the PRIZE.
For You to be the Prize you should–

• Stop watching PORN
•Never watch women flaunting their naked bodies on screen.
•Dont Masturbate for so reason whatsoever.
•Dont Chase women.
•Dont beg for sex.
•Stay away from brothels.
•Dont pay for sex.

To allow the Wanted Zp subliminal to manifest it’s reality you have to act in congruence to the subliminal.

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#43

I like that list you made to be a wanted man! I would even add gym/fitness, a good healthy diet as well. I really think if majority of men ate clean, stopped watching porn and hit the gym on a regular basis most of their problems would disappear and their confidence would skyrocket. These are all things im currently working on as i run dragon.

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#44

I ran Regeneration solo yesterday due my relapsing back to porn a day before yesterday.
I noticed what makes me going back to Pmo is LACK OF CONQUEST and staying at home ,not going out making friends, the frustration leads me back to the cycle of addiction.

Currently our University is on Strike so everybody is at home or doing one hustle on the other. I have to sit for professional medical examination one strike ends hence why I stay back at home.
Strike is expected to end on 14th May, if it passes beyond it , am planning on learning a trade(tailoring) and complement with the digital skill am also learning (Copywriting).

Staying at home reading all the time isn’t helping me instead I fall back to the endless loop of PMO.

Work up this morning I felt so happy and full.
I looked myself at the mirror and notice My hair color is more Darker and soft.

I noticed my Mindset on
Pedestalization of women due to the childhood brainwashing leads to this cycle of addiction.

I plead on men with greater understanding here in this forum to give me hints on books or Blogs that will remove all this Worshipping of women or Simping mindset I still have left in me.

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#45

Thank you for the edits.

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#46

Am going on a one week washout.

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#47

Enjoy the break! Definitely excited to follow and I resonate a lot with your posts.

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#48

Actually I started a new stack with wanted but am not feeling easy at all!!
I have lot sense of insecurities about myself,I can barely approach a lady no matter how small,sense of feeling am not enough. Am thinking of dropping this Wanted and start PS Zp.

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#49

Recon? Maybe try to stick w it and see where it takes u

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#50

Today I left to deliver a message from mum to one of our customers,I reached there I meet a girl I really liked since the day I set my eyes on her I was so attracted to her.

But I couldn’t open my mouth and say hi or at least show Interest. I was even feeling uncomfortable when I saw her, and this got me angry about myself, how do I continue like this?

Am 22yrs+ yet am afraid of women. Wtf what sort of nonsense nerd attitude behavior is that ?
Currently I haven’t been successful even with at least one women in my life🤦.

Those women I managed to build something with they now see me and frown their faces as if I did a bad thing to them. Am just sick !!

#51

I think like many people that you should just stick with wanted it’s clearly putting in front of you what you need to change in term of attitude in order to get what you want

Don’t run away from change…
It looks and might feel inconfortable at first but it’s for your greater good

Stick with the uncomfort or at some point you’ll have the same problem but later with PS since it’ll be new input Wich will trigger the same problem later down the road

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#52

What is your listening schedule right now and what you are playing?

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#53

Running Wanted and Am.

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#54

How many loops per week and how many minutes per loop?

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#55

1 loop of Wanted.15mins each
1 loop of AM.

#56

And how many loops per week?

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#57

At Least 3 loops for each

#58

How about trying 2 per week?

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#59

Currently I am dropping off Wanted. I need to have solid basics first. Am still researching on which subs I could run to heal internal traumas.

#60

What are your thoughts about which ones?

How about reading about Elixir, Regeneration, and Ascension?

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