My Mental Software Updates

Washout Day 7, 26/11/2025

My mind is feeling pretty ready to do another cycle

Actually debating the point of carrying on this washout

If there is any execution happening it isn’t really noticeable just now

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Cycle Day 1, 27/11/2025 - Libra 1.30

Decided to play Libra solo today. Curious about how Regeneration will play out

I am debating whether to drop Mind’s Eye for a bit to give bigger focus to do this

I get a feeling I am going to enjoy this custom.

Libra:

Dragon Reborn: Regeneration Core
Love Bomb Core
Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon
Pragya
Stonelike
Singularity’s Paradox
Mosaic
Wholeness in Connection
Irresistible Relaxation
The Feedback Loop
The Perfect Imperfection

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Unexpected thoughts…

You get this clarity when you shift gears and change what you were listening to in the next cycle

I had this thought of do I even need to run anything but Libra this cycle? I’ve run Wanted Black long enough that I embody most of the Wanted traits without fear of missing out

Then I started to remember what Wanted, RotNW (both in my Gemini custom) and Mind’s Eye were doing for me last cycle:




Wanted

  • Less neediness
  • Less interest in sex, more controlled
  • Interest in porn gone, much more than KB did for me
  • Looking great in mirror and photos
  • Skin on face is clear

RotNW

  • GF more interested in sex
  • More BJ’s (I never really used to ask for them before)
  • Control improving when it comes to when I have to release (more so on washout)

Mind’s Eye

  • Cognition effects were obvious on this one
  • Learned to touch type
  • I feel it acted as a booster for physical shifting

Love Bomb

  • I feel like my worthiness went way up on this one. Trying to figure out if it was this or Mind’s Eye but for some reason the possibilities of what I could achieve were becoming limitless in my mind. I could watch a video on Millionaires and billionaires and think I could do that




I definitely noticed my custom more than the store titles though. The modules in Gemini were pretty obvious most of last cycle:

Gemini:

WANTED Core
Revelation of the Nectar Within
Experimental ZPU Anti-Recon - definitely reduced overall recon. Could play 3 full loops of titles per day
Void of Creation - This one is interesting. Manifestation is much higher on this but I don’t feel like I am controlling it correctly
Pragya - Great module. Always makes the customs smoother for me
Jupiter - Can’t isolate what this did as it has always been with Void of Creation
Omnidimensional - Great module. If DEUS didn’t make customs so intense for me I would pair it with that for insane manifestation power
Inner Voice - Worked in tandem with other feel good modules
Epigenetics & DNA Modulator - I like this. I feel like it increases physical shifting and making the changes stick so to speak
Auric Overdriver - I notice energy modules pretty quickly. Less need for caffeine when I have them
The Architect - Same as Auric Overdriver
Energetic Development XI - Same as Auric Overdriver
Joie de Vivre - I started diving into courses and books again. Something I stopped for a little while. This might have helped with enjoying it again
Gratitude Embodiment - This one sneaked up on me as I felt grateful for things as the cycle went on
Direct Influencing Aura - Not sure I noticed this aura too much
Synergy: Primordial Aura - I really enjoy this module. In social situations it stands out. You visualise yourself in a positive way too and it beams out
Synergy: Beyond Connection - I like this because of the effect it gives in my relationship and social situations with close friends. I have much more of an interest in talking with them
Synergy: Beyond Seduction - Can’t say I noticed the following three too much. Maybe because I’m in a relationship so they weren’t as obvious
Synergy: Secrets of Seduction
Synergy: Perfection Manifestation

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Cycle Day 2, 28/11/2025 - Rest

Regeneration reminds me of Godlike Masculinity

There is that containment vibe of things that come up and you just get on with your day. Not letting you be effected to much

Anxiety completely down

I get thoughts of “Why do I care so much about that…”

I’m going in a bit blind on Regeneration as all I remember is Aura of Peace and the inner spa it has. As well as it is for healing

I think though, when you remember things from the copy you can sort of pull them to the forefront of your mind so you pay more attention to that feature

Aura of Peace I was consciously doing yesterday. It was a very at ease presence when in public

Being in public is a good way to test the subs for me as well to see what happens in my reality

The inner spa for me I would describe as a container. Like a see through sphere. Where I can see a tempest of anxiety of emotion in it but… it’s contained.

Again very GLM vibe. I do think GLM and Regen would make an outstanding couple. So, regretting a little it isn’t in my stack/custom

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Cycle Day 3, 29/11/2025 - Libra 1.30

Surprised myself by how quick and effective 1.30 can be

I think the race to full loops in last cycle has taught me I can still get outstanding results from microloops

After the loop I sort of started breathing out the anxiety in me. Fittingly I imagined it was like a dragon blowing steam from its nostrils

Walking around town I noticed how at ease I felt

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Breath in, breath out

Still my favourite module description

It’s what I think when I go through reconciliation

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Cycle day 4, 30/11/2025 - Rest

I’ve been getting the same effect as some other users here where I’ve been questioning whether I need to do Wanted right now

Not sure if that’s recon or intuition

But discipline is telling me to keep it in the stack for now

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Cycle day 5, 01/12/2025 - Libra 1.30, Minds Eye 3.00, Gemini 3.00

I appreciate doing the two days with Regeneration itself in Libra. It let me kind of get an idea of what it is doing.

Definitely a reduction in overall anxiety on play days

As time off Wanted was going on I can also appreciate what a good sense of humour it gives me

I can keep a much more straight face when being humorous

Currently spending some time learning about the subconscious which is putting some pieces together for me on how it all works

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Cycle day 6, 02/12/2025 - Rest

I’m not particularly drawn to new releases at the moment maybe because I’ve drilled down to the things I need to focus on that I’m not getting fomo

Letting Regeneration act today. Thinking again it would be a nice pairing with GLM so wondering if I should just make a custom with Mind’s Eye and GLM :thinking:

Would be an interesting pairing. Calm mind with enhanced visualisation :thinking:

Anyway, noticing I’m not really getting reconciliation at the moment. I usually journal a lot when things come up

But right now I’m feeling pretty chill as if I just want to let the subliminals do their thing and I carry on with life and pursue my interests

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Maybe it’s because I’ve got a third of my stack reflecting inward that I’m not too fussed about journaling or commenting just now

I guess it’s a form of reconciliation which is not unpleasant really, just more getting on with life

I think I’m enjoying micro loops

The difference I’ve noticed is the execution is much faster

In terms of results I can’t say 15 minutes is much better as it still feels like it is processing in the background

So, I’m thinking micro loops for me equal much quicker execution and results

But not necessarily a downgrade in results

And full loops are deeper but take longer to notice as it is taking me a bit to process what is going on

I can still feel those full loops turning internally even though I ran them a while ago

Whereas the execution of Libra has been pretty swift so far

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Cycle day 7, 03/12/2025 - Libra 1.30, Minds Eye 3.15, Gemini 3.00

I was going to write this yesterday but Regeneration is nudging me to take it slow for a bit in increasing loop length

My ego was telling me to increase when I was listening but I listened to the intuition I got yesterday and kept at the same length today

Should be interesting to see the contrast of micro loops this cycle to full last cycle

I get a feeling too Regen is digging through stuff right now but it doesn’t feel like its rushing what its doing if that makes sense

While I need Love Bomb, I think there is a contrast in the pairing in how they are working a bit. Not in a negative way, its just hard to describe. I would say Regen and GLM would be a good pairing because they feel like they are cooling the internal things that come up if that makes sense. So, a good synergy in my opinion

Makes me regret adding Love Bomb but I do feel I need it

Edit: I just realised I have Singularity’s Paradox, so maybe my mind is trying to figure out how to reconcile Love Bomb and Regen together :thinking:

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Cycle day 8, 04/12/2025 - Rest

Hit with unexpected reconciliation yesterday. The kind I haven’t had in a while

It’s the kind where you are still processing the wound and feel like things could trigger you

Still processing the recon today

I’ve taken a page from Regenerations book and taken it easy today and let it pass

I don’t think what came up will happen again but I do feel like that either Love Bomb or Regeneration hit something deep I’ve been ignoring for a while

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Cycle day 9, 05/12/2025 - Minds Eye 4.00, Gemini 4.00, Libra 3.00

I’ve switched play order to see if how it affects the stack

Get a feeling Libra was getting priority because it was first on the last play day

Meant I was feeling more things come up

Curious if playing last will affect healing in a way in that it is more gentle in a way to target what subs were played before

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Cycle day 10, 10/12/2025 - Rest

The day started uncomfortable for me in terms of recon

Manageable but uncomfortable

It’s gently passed towards near the end of the day

But I seemed to be triggered by love at the moment

No surprise as I’m doing love bomb

But it’s like I was needing affection and love from my girlfriend to soothe me

I kind of resisted doing that though as I think I needed to handle this on my own

Build up a reservoir of love for myself where I’m not using the comfort of others to avoid putting myself through this process

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In a way it might relate to regeneration as well where you are building the safety within yourself to handle these things

I do not know

The feelings are unpleasant but feelings are temporary and I have been through this before with reconciliation so I can do it again

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Cycle day 11, 07/12/2025 - Rest
Cycle day 12, 08/12/2025 - Minds Eye 3.00, Gemini 3.00, Libra 3.00

I unintentionally took an extra rest day

Was worth it as I had a lot of recon processing from Libra. Led to a talk with my girlfriend about things I needed to talk about and a lot of vulnerability

It was good and worth it

I am feeling like Libra is hitting me pretty hard but in a way it is slowly unwinding in my mind. I feel like I am letting go of things that I have been holding on to but had no control over

This surprises me as I thought this would be GLM’s area with its Stoicism. But let’s see what happens. I’ve reduced times on my other two titles and want to see if this allows better integration till my next listen

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Cycle day 13, 09/12/2025 - Rest

Some people had been let go from my company recently. I’ve been having GLM style stoicism in the belief everything will work out for me and that there are things out of my control I do not need to worry about

Otherwise I think I’ve landed on a spot in my loop times with no recon so far.

I also woke up today from a bunch of dreams of different people I’ve know in school in my childhood. Seems to be a recurring theme in my dreams where certain people keep appearing in my dreams and I do not know why

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I’m starting to realise there’s retraining of mind and body going on

Anxiety has lowered but there is fleeting glimpses of what used to be

It’s like a redirection of this is where you want to go

It’s like training going on before your mind starts to feel it is natural

Same aspect with body. Think this is a regeneration feature though

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Cycle day 14, 10/12/2025 - Minds Eye 3.00, Gemini 3.00, Libra 3.00

There’s this idea playing around in my head about staying at 3.00 or going higher

I can already tell I can get pretty consistent gains at this level

It also means switching out titles is a lot easier

Very low recon

And I get a feeling it should integrate beliefs a lot faster in a shorter time period

So why go higher?..

There is this belief missing where I felt like I could achieve anything which was happening in the last cycle at full loops

Still do not know if that was a combination of Love Bomb and Mind’s Eye or just Mind’s Eye

I’m just weighing out the pros and cons right now and think I need to spend more time doing both microloops and full loops to contrast them

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Still what is interesting is The Feedback Loop giving me reminders of areas I’ve succeeded in before

Such a good module for when you have doubts in your mind

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