My Mental Software Updates

Cycle Day 9, 12/11/25 - MInd’s Eye 15.00, Gemini 15.00, Love Bomb 9.00

I’m getting a feeling Love Bomb has done its job and it should be smoother sailing from here. We shall see

Randomly noticed how eloquently I’ve been speaking at work today and the ease of how I am explaining things to my colleagues in quite lengthy speeches

Also, I’m randomly able to touch type now… Not sure where on earth that came from :thinking:

Definitely a new feature as I’m pretty sure I would be making ALOT more mistakes typing at this speed :joy: :joy: :joy:

Certainly a wtf moment

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Intuition is rather sharp atm

9 months of the module subconscious mastery has definitely developed me to this point

It’s like I have a feeling if something will happen. Or a feeling if I should do something

I also get a rather sharp feeling of a thought another person might be having or going through

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Cycle Day 10, 13/11/25 - Rest

I’m observing my mind at the moment and I’m noticing the reasons coming in to not play Love Bomb or continue with it. My new custom arrived and my mind in a way is suggesting to washout, take a break and start that

It takes a bit of discipline to keep going

I’m noticing this odd prodding, it feels like it’s in my throat area and sometimes in my chest towards the left towards the heart area. It’s like the areas where the blocks are for me

I can tell Love Bomb is prodding at something. I can’t tell what. I just kind of have to let it be and let it process

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I’m noticing I’m becoming funnier. Less anxious slightly

The changes are gradual and I feel like that’s intentional to not be disruptive

I’ve been noticing that I’m more annoyed at my thoughts that aren’t helping me where I want to be. Especially yesterday, I got so annoyed at my mind that I told it the thoughts I wanted instead

Not sure if that is the right approach but I was getting a bit fed up of just observing these reoccurring thought patterns and anxieties slightly lingering

Debating whether to listen today or take an extra rest day. Was feeling slightly resistant to listening earlier today. Which is odd, I usually look forward to my subliminal days

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Quoting this useful bit of information from Saint:

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Quoting this useful bit of information from Saint:

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Cycle Day 11, 14/11/25 - MInd’s Eye 15.00, Gemini 15.00, Love Bomb 11.00
Cycle Day 12, 15/11/25 - Rest

I’m noticing beliefs being installed recently

It feels like patching and smoothing over happening in the background

I’ve been noticing this rising sense of self-belief in myself and what I can create and do in this universe

I’m wondering if that is the visioning from Mind’s Eye or the healing from Love Bomb. Or them both working in synergy

It’s an interesting experience because it is gradual. Day by day. Not all at once which would feel disruptive

Almost so smooth you’d barely notice it unless you observe your thoughts carefully. NSE? Probably

I’m drinking a lot of water as well. Like A Lot. I’m noticing the more hydrated I get the more what I would describe as processing is happening

Not sure what to call it. But it is like my mind clears quite quickly

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I liked this description by @praisetheurdtree

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As your baseline ratches up, in a funny way you find that you start to have “new problems” depending on how far you want to go.

Have been noticing this one a lot in my time I’ve spent here. The above post is really good at describing conclusions I’ve been coming to and filling in the dots of things I was yet to figure out a bit

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Cycle Day 13, 16/11/25 - Rest?

I put a question mark there after Rest because I’m not sure what to do today

There is a part of my mind saying stop and integrate

But there is another part that is wanting to get this cycle finished with and to move onto Libra my custom

I noticed a lot of anxiety pop up yesterday when walking into town. Especially around women

But I’m not disappointed. Actually I know I’m making progress because these are thoughts I would block out and ignore usually

Love Bomb is prodding something hard. It’s bringing up something I need to face

I woke up today with a new layer of self belief installing though. Layer is the wrong word. I feel I am going to achieve my goals, that feeling is rising more and more

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Cycle Day 14, 17/11/25 - Mind’s Eye 15.00, Gemini 15.00, Love Bomb 13.00

Glad I took that extra rest day, my mind felt fresh today and able to listen

I’ve been going through realisations recently

Mostly around my idea of perfection around my appearance

It’s been holding me back from feeling truly attractive. And probably what has been causing me anxiety

I need to start working on this. As a start I’ve started questioning my mind if these thoughts are true and then looking for examples where the opposite is true

Perfectionism is not helpful.

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Cycle Day 15, 18/11/25 - Rest

I had a dream last night and not sure what to make of it. It seems to be a recurring theme though

Girl is attracted to me, in this one she starts holding my hand. And I don’t know how to act, which makes me anxious

Do I act smooth, cool, funny, goofy? What is attractive? It’s like I’ve learnt so many different ways to be attractive that I don’t know anymore if my authentic self is attractive. It’s like I’ve put on a persona

I used to put on a persona when I was younger. And it worked. I was wildly attractive to women. But I hated it, it wasn’t me. Just a mask

Hmm, I’ve been reflective of late. Clearly something is happening

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Cycle Day 16, 19/11/25 - Mind’s Eye 15.00, Gemini 15.00, Love Bomb 15.00
Cycle Day 17, 20/11/25 - Rest

Noticing a bunch of uncomfortable feeling coming up. Anger, irritability, apathy

Not even sure what is being addressed

It has been unpleasant but manageable

Like a tidal wave stirring within me

I’m debating whether to washout now for my next cycle. I’ve been looking forward to the integration as I feel I’ve learnt a few things that need to integrate in the background

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Cycle Day 18, 21/11/25 - Rest

Feeling less inclined to write on the forum at the moment

Mainly because I have this apathy right now. Probably a good sign

Have been going back and forth about whether I should washout till December for my next cycle

But I am thinking its a perfect way to start cycling by start of months. Plus it should give plenty of time for anything to resolve before then

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Behaviour over looks

I’ve kind of forgotten how much more attractive your behaviour is over looks

Reconciliation was pretty harsh day 2 and 3 of my washout but I expected it to be

On day 4 now and things are settling

Looking forward to Libra my custom as it is laser focused on my areas I want to work on

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