Don’t stack healing with productivity
But confidence and love can be (sanguine and love bomb)
Don’t stack healing with productivity
But confidence and love can be (sanguine and love bomb)
Interesting…
Cycle day 13, 23/08/25 - Rest
I keep getting drawn to DRR, maybe because the healing on KBST1 has been changing me subtly already on the daily that I can see the benefits of further healing
Cycle day 14, 24/08/25 - GLM 5.00, SK 6.00
I had some vivid and slightly intense dreams last night
It almost felt like I was in between not knowing if I was in dream state or awake at some points
Interestingly my oura ring picked up on this
Not seen that before
Anyway I can recollect a bit of last night but can’t quite see how they relate to the titles I am running or if there is any relation at all
I love this, its from DRR but I’ve had this thought many times in other areas of my life
Cycle day 15, 25/08/25 - Rest
Cycle day 16, 26/08/25 - KBST1 10.00
I think a combination of WB and NAEW blooming and the synergy of GLM and KBST1 are kicking in
I have started to see attraction go through the roof as I walk about the city
My face is more relaxed, my eye contact is more at ease
I can see the deer in the headlights look as my eyes meet theirs
This change has been profound and a combination of all these programs
I don’t actually know how to describe KBST1 as something other than it’s working in the background
I can feel it but I can’t say how to describe it
It’s like a thrum hanging there
It is profound how much energy is freeing up throughout my body
I can’t feel waves of tiredness that I usually would feel
It’s like it’s unlocking something
Some have said that KB1 didn’t do anything for them but for me it was one if the fastest acting ones when I ran the first loop of it. Immediate stoppage of pmo for me.
Later stages weren’t that way though but am sure longer use of KB would have helped along with some energy practice like Qigong or Yoga.
Luckily I got the benefit of conserving my sexual energy much later. From the washout bloom I believe.
Different folks, different strokes lol. Enjoy Khan Black!
It really is quite something, finding it really synergising well with GLM if you ever fancy giving that a shot
Feeling quite zen at this moment
Perfect regaining masculine energy stack. Will try it one day.
Right now focused on RoM + RICH + WANTED.
Cycle day 16, 25/08/25 - Rest
There is a difference in the recon I get from KBST1 and GLM
GLM the recon comes up and eventually like a bubble pops and resolves itself
KBST1 seems to be lingering
Its mostly thoughts I have probably tried to ignore that are surfacing for me to deal with. Feeling quite needy actually in my relationship which is a surprise
Seems to be some anxieties popping up about my relationship
I can feel the recon resolving but its interesting how the recon thoughts seem to be ones you are unconsciously or consciously blocking out
Cycle day 17, 28/08/25 - GLM 6.00
Learned apathy can be a blocker of emotions. And once that is release it can allow previously stored up emotions to flow.
Which kind of explains why I’ve had a cascade of them occurring in my most recent cycles. I’m assuming something was keeping them blocked in.
Seems like I went through apathy then sadness, irritation and anger
Dropping my Social King custom. I’ve enjoyed it but with the eve of the new Wanted coming soon I want to introduce that in
Or maybe my new WB and RotNW custom
Cycle day 18, 29/08/25 - Rest
Its actually amazing how much the anti-recon is improving things
noticing very little to no recon today
I noticed recon popped up yesterday but this was short-circuited very quickly as my mind lasered into the reason behind the recon
Its as if my mind told me “you are thinking this because you don’t feel good enough”
Cycle day 19, 29/08/25 - KBST1 11.00
Cycle day 20, 30/08/25 - Rest/Washout
Debating whether to try the new experimental listening pattern or washout for now
Had quite a few vivid dreams last night around family and betrayal. Not sure what any of them mean as I do have quite good relationships with my family
Recon wise, just a mildish anxiety in the background which will probably go away soon
Cycle day 21, 31/08/25 - GLM 7.00
Cycle day 22, 01/09/25 - Rest/Washout?
Very slight irritation and anxiety today. Found myself anxious in a meeting today as I couldn’t think of my usual ideas that would pop up during using my Stark custom
My mind felt like it couldn’t quite finalise the idea it would usually get
Bit frustrating but I am guessing GLM has something it is working through today
Mind still feels like its processing but not in an overloaded sense. Going to see tomorrow how I feel if I want to washout till the weekend
In other news, a small Wanted sneak peak was shown by Fire. Can’t wait for this
Cycle day 23, 02/09/25 - KBST1 12.30
I thought I’d push ahead with the cycle. Not noticing any overload at all and want to finish my time with KBST1
I must say I surprisingly saw a huge jump in attraction from women yesterday. To the point where a I was blatantly getting eye fucked from a passing woman on the street
GLM is really hitting something to the core of me but I do think its KBST1 unlocking a lot of this as well
Another surprise is how long I can last during sex which happened last night. It was almost three times as long, even in positions that would usually make me shoot very quickly. Pleasant surprise for my girlfriend…
Good stack overall, very inner work
Cycle day 24, 03/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 25, 04/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 26, 05/09/25 - Wanted 1.00, GLM 7.00
Cycle day 27, 06/09/25 - Rest
Cycle day 28, 07/09/25 - KBST1 14.00
Hadn’t realised I hadn’t updated this journal in a little while
My gosh Wanted delivers. If anything I think Fire and Saint have outdone themselves with how much of the feedback they took from the community AND managed to include into the title. It is simply amazing
I was planning to put GLM and Wanted into a custom and I can’t really think of how to design it. The two cores as they are are hitting all the goals I want from them
Outstanding
I’ll give it a think as I want to combine the two
Determined to finish KBST1 this week. Nearly at full loop for it so will see